Hello. So I'm sure no one expected this, I'm sorry I just feel like laughing. I hope you all are like 'what the hell just happened'
Okay first things first, if you are reading this then that means that you are among the very few people who are still interested in my story, keeping in mind the fact that I have been terrible at updating it. I apologize from the bottom of my heart for that. Since last year my life had been constantly changing but now I feel like im in a stable place. And I have this sudden urge of just writing and writing and writing.
So thankyou again to everyone reading this and sticking with me till the end (also if you are people who don't know me personally a bigger thankyou to you. It means so much that you didn't drop my book out of your library and im sorry for always keeping you waiting. Won't happen again.)
So as you have read 'This Love' has finished. I have posted the last chapter and I really hope you like it. I wanted the ending of this chapter to be touching, to write this chapter really good but I don't think I did it justice. Tell me what you think about it, about the ending, about Eva and Carter.
Now to the reason why I am writing this author's note. 'This Love' is finished but the story hasn't. There is going to be a second part titled 'Begin Again' and it will be the continuation of Eva and Carter's story.
I have already posted the Author's note of Begin Again, you can go to my profile and find it. You can add it to your library so you'll know when an update comes. The first chapter will be up really really soon. I hope you stay and read the rest of Eva and Carter's story, that you don't give up on them and me. And thank you if you are going to read it and follow through. I am utterly grateful.
I didn't want this note to be long but I guess it has become a long one, so I'm going to add one last thing. I have created a writing page for my writings on instagram. Its like short qoutes, paragraphs, poems about everything and anything. Just my thoughts put into words. The id is: @my.painted.words It would mean alot if you could check it out, tell me which ones you like and if you want, follow the page.
Okay this is it, the end, but also the beginning. I will see you all in the next book and would leave with this paragraph that I wrote for my account titled 'Unnamed Feelings'
You know those feelings? The kind you can't put a name to, that aren't described in a dictionary and are never talked about between humans. Those feelings that surface between two moments, two emotions; the transition of happiness into fear. What do you call those? Or why don't you name them? A word for a turmoil you have kept inside nameless, without an identity of its own. Why not give them the same pedestal anger and love stand on. Don't they deserve a spot in language? Cause even without recognition, they exist. And they make their presence felt. Does this make them stronger than all the other emotions named? And is this why they aren't named? Because they are too powerful to be contained in alphabets?
Thankyou for your love and support.
Love
S. Maham Fatima