My Crazy Life

chapter 59

"I'm sorry Alejandra, but the head administrator just doesn't want this type of violence on her campus. " Mr. Gomez said.
"So she took away my scholarships. She can't do that. I worked my ass off for those. I practiced day and night and now you're saying I worked that hard for nothing. " I said. Coach Carter, Ainsley and Brad were here along with Taliya.
"Alejandra, you don't understand, this type of violence is not tolerated anywhere. "
"Yeah whatever. " I say as I grab my bag and get up to leave.
"Taliya, you stay. Alejandra, you won't be suspended this time but next time you will be in serious trouble. " He says to my retreating back.
"Eso es una mierda ¿por qué me meten en problemas y no la puta que lo inició"(that's bullshit. Why did I get in trouble and not the bitch who started it?) I stomped out of the office and saw Kristen at her locker. I March up to her and slam her locker. She turns around ad smirks.
" Well well. The Latina princess is in trouble "she mocks.
" Yeah well your bout to be in trouble bitch! "I say and push her against the lockers. I hear people gathering around. I punch her and I have my firearm against her neck.
" You're pathetic. I can't believe that I lost my scholarships because if you. "I back off. I laugh a not so humorous laugh.
" At some point, you will realize how much of a bitch you are and the little that you have. Have you ever stopped to see how many true friends you have? Well take a look around because I don't see any. You know why? Because your a bitch! "She looked at me with a glare.
" Atleast I don't have friends that secretly the me."she retorts.
"At least I have friends. " I say and walk to my locker. Once I get there I open it and set my bag in there. I grab my phone out of my bag and
Check the time. 11: 25.lunch is next period. I see Eric lean against the locker next to mine. I take some books out of my bag.
"What do you want?  " I ask.
"Nothing. I seen the tiger was let out of her cage. You really are a bad girl. I mean you even fit the looks. The tattoos, nice body, leather, the attitude. "
"What are you trying to say? " I cut him off. I turn and look at him.
"I'm just saying that I like this side of you. "
"It's not a side. It's my personality. But I won't be labeled based off of a stereotype. I'm not bad girl but not a good girl. I'm average. "
"Not what anyone else thinks. "
"I don't care what anyone else thinks. " I pull out my bag and close my locker.
"Going to practice. "
"Nope. Got kicked off. Returning my stuff. "
"That sucks. What does you boyfriend think? "
"I don't care what he thinks because this is none of his business. He didn't so what I did so I don't see how it would effect him. Anyway I have to go. " I don't wait for a response and walk to the gym. When I get there u slammed the doors open. Everyone including Jess turns to watch. They're sitting in a group while coach is talking.
"Ah, Gonzales. Great way to interrupt a practice. " Coach said.
"I learned from the best. " I said and walk to stand next to her. I handed her the bag and she took it.
"Everything's there. Even the gear that I bought. I don't need it. I'm not gunna play again. Thought I donate it. " I said walking backwards towards the door.
"Well thank you. Now get out of my gym. " I salute her and walk out slamming the doors again. I walk down the hallway to the cafeteria. I walk out to the spot. I see Blake and Hanna. I stop and search for Taliya. She's at her normal table. I still haven't seen Chloe. I walk over there and sit on the table feet in the seat.
"So is Chloe really pregnant. "
"I talked to her earlier. She didn't confirm or deny it. We seriously need to have a talk. " Taliya said.
"Hmm. This is really interesting. What did Gomez tell you after I left? "
"He said that u need to get my act together before the same thing happens to me. "
"What an ass. "
"He's right Ali. We do need to stop fighting. "
"Unfortunately, I haven't learned my lesson. Not until now at least. " I sigh and cross my legs. Blake comes and sits down on the seat I have my foot on. He sets his head in my knee. I look down at him and he looks tired.
"Are you ok? " I ask.
"Mhmm. I'm just really tired. I didn't get any good sleep last night. "I run my fingers through his hair.
"Why? "
"Because you weren't there. " He looks up at me.
"Awe. I wish Matt said thing like that to me. " Taliya coos. I frown. I roll my lip into my mouth and nibble on it.
"What's wrong? " Blake asked.
"I got kicked off the team. " I said. I squeezed my eyes closed.
"What does that mean. "
"It means I got kicked off the team. My senior year if volleyball and possibly softball is ruined. Which means I will never play it again. I messed this up. It's all my fault. Why did I have to fight her. "Somewhere during that small rant I started crying. Blake pulls me onto his lap. I wrap my arms around his neck. I need this. I missed him so much. I realized that I haven't been giving him much attention. Soon after I'm done crying I pull away. I wipe my eyes and get up.
" I need to do something. I'll see you after school. I do want to stay at your house though. "I tell Blake. He nods and stands up. I let go if his hand and walk I side. I walk to my locker and grab my charger and purse. I close my locker and exit the school. I go to the Escalade and get in. I take out my phone and tell Ruben I'm in my way. I start the car and drive to Rubens. He's already outside with Leo. I roll down the window as he walk up to the car.
" Finally. He's been driving me nuts. "I snicker.
" Yeah whatever. Just put him in the car. "He dies as I say and smiles.
" I heard that you got into trouble at a football game. Seriously Ali. A football game. "
"Yes.and I've learned my lesson. And I'll see you soon. " I said. He stepped back and waved. I drove off with Leo crawling into my lap. I drive home and take Leo out of the car. I quietly walk in and head up to my room. Leo ran off to the guest room and I leave my door open. I just stand in the middle and look at all the pictures and posters and awards. All having to do with volleyball. I just explode. I start crying and I grab the closest thing and throw it. Everything I see I throw. Picture frames shatter. Glass breaks. My shelf that's hold my trophies. It in the floor broken in half. When I realise there's nothing left I sink to the floor. I'm breathing heavily. The one thing I didn't throw was my guitar that abuela naught me. Leo comes and lays in my lap. I sit there for I don't know how long. I pick up Leo and stand up. I grab my keys and Leo's leash. I walk out to my car. I let Leo in then started the car. I haven't been to this place in forever but I think I need to go.