When Lisa looked at him, to her he looked like Jeongguk. She was bewildered, 'how could he come here, I left him in the palace'. Thinking this, she bends her head down, she thought she was just too drunk to have hallucinations. 'So this is what feels like to be drunk.' she thought to herself.
Then she suddenly looked at him. She doesn't want to waste this moment, even if this is hallucination. She never gets to see love in his eyes, and when she saw that love in his eyes, she had to leave. But this man in front of her is Jungkook, not Jeongguk.
She was confused, she had no idea what happening to her. For a moment, an absurd thought came to her, 'does he also came here, like me?' but then she suddenly shook off that thought, if he would have come, then who is the one, she saw on palace? It's just my imagination.
But ignoring her rationality, she stretched her hand to touch his face, she called him, "Jeong?"
She wanted to know if this is a dream or not?
She looked at him with love in her eyes. Her eyes welled up with tears, but she didn't cry.
When Jungkook heard "Jeong" from her mouth, he raised his eyebrows in surprise but didn't refute her and let her touch him, saying, "hmm" in response.
Then suddenly, the face of Jeongguk disappeared, and she could see Jungkook again. When that happened, her heart suddenly sank. She didn't cry, because some part of her heart has accepted the fact, that she is no longer Lee Lalisa, who has loved Jeongguk for her whole life.
Now she is Kim Lisa and its not right for her to still have feelings for that person because it will be not fair to Jungkook.
She looked at Jungkook, a tear dropped from her eyes. She stretched both her hands, held his face, and pulled him closer. Then slowly and gently, her lips touched his. The kiss was gentle and it was filled with guilt and love.
When Lisa kissed him, she knows that he is Jungkook and that's why she did that. The moment she kissed him, she promised herself in her heart, 'I may not forget him fully because I have spent my whole life longing for him. But I promise, I will never be with you just because I see him in you. I like you, because it's you. And I might not forget him, but I will not love him anymore... Because we were not meant to be. '
"I like you, because it's you," she said out loud, between the kiss. Her eyes were gentle and she looked like she is in a daze.
When she pulled him for a kiss, her sudden action surprised him. But he followed her lead. She kissed him gently and lovingly, though this kiss was like torture for him but he didn't take the lead and let her kiss him. Because he doesn't want to break this beautiful moment just because of his needs.
He can let her, devour him fully. He just followed her lead and supported her head with his one hand and another on her back. He also pulled her towards him. The gap between them was so close.
When she said, "I like you because it's you" he was stunned and happy at the same time. It's the first time, she opened her feelings like this. Her heart is opening for him. He was happy.
When he heard her words, he pulled her closer. Now there was no gap between them. Their bodies were stuck to each other. Her dress was crumpled and now she was sitting on his lap. He clasped her legs between his legs. The position was compromising.
They were in the car, there was another person in the car, but they didn't care about him, at this time. When the driver saw this scene from the rearview, he almost bumped into the car in front. He took a deep breath and cursed into his breath. Then he pulled down the partition between them.
He thought, 'Can't they just wait to reach home? Even if I am a driver, I am still a man. How can they just start in the car. Ahh, so frustrating.'
On the other hand, oblivious to someone's frustration, the couple was busy in their own world. Lisa has tightened her grip on his neck. Now that gentle kiss has become a passionate one. They both had drinks, though Lisa has more. But the kiss, filled with the sweet smell of wine. And the scent of her perfume was making him crazy. His little brother was getting impatient and he was awake.
This girl was making him crazy. He wanted to take her right there. But he cannot do that. He wants to make her first time with him, a special one. They can't just do it in the car, and when there was another person in front. 'Ahem, though he almost forgot about him.'
Jungkook broke the kiss, to let her breath. She was breathless. When they parted, she started panting, trying to take more oxygen in. He was also breathing hard but seeing her, made him uncomfortable.
While she was panting, her chest was moving up and down. He can see her cleavage inside the dress, from the above as she was sitting on his lap. Though the air conditioner was on, but she was sweating. The beads of sweat were dripping from her face to her neck and into her cleavage.
This made him crazy. He looked at her hungrily. 'It was already hard for him to control and this woman was making him crazy'.
He pulled her in again for a passionate kiss. Though she was surprised by his action but she still complied.
He kissed her lips, sucked them. He then flicked his tongue inside her mouth, exploring every part of her mouth.
He locked her tongue with his, sucking it, nibbling on her tongue with his, making her crazy, sending unknown sensations to her body.
She moaned. She doesn't know what it is this feeling, but she can't hate this feeling. This man is truly making her crazy.