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summary: you overheard a conversation that your boyfriends were having.
pairing: xavier thorpe x reader x ajax petropolus
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at first, people at nevermore found the relationship between the three of you weird. but over time, they had gotten used to the dynamic. you didn't care about the other people witnessing your relationship because you had the boys. they were the sole reason on how you found out your love languages were physical touch and quality time.
"bye yoko! i'm leaving to meet up with xavi and jax," you waved to your roommate who you were really close with. principal weems decided to pair the two of you up because you guys were both vampires and yoko was able to help you, showing you the ropes of the school and managing being a vampire better.
you sneak your way through opheilla hall to go to the boy's hall. looking around twice to make sure you're in the clear before you were gonna open the door to xavier's room. xavier's room was always the spot because he had a single dorm and nobody would interrupt your time together. you go to place your hand on the doorknob as your enhanced hearing began to kick in.
"dude, i think she's a little clingy," you heard ajax say and it made you frown. you never thought that they had a problem with that.
"she's also always right up under one of us," xavier replied to ajax. they both shared a laugh making your heart drop to your stomach. how come they never told you? now they're laughing at you, you felt stupid. stupid enough to trust your heart with not one boy but two of them. you let go of the doorknob quietly and back away from the door.
you didn't want to stay for the rest of that awful conversation. so, you turned to sneak your way back to opheilla hall with tears that threaten to come down. once you made it back to your room, you walked in with your head down.
"y/n, you're back early. did you get caught?"
"um no. i- uh i just wasn't feeling good," you bit your lip to keep it from trembling any more than it was. the sound of you wavering voice made yoko look up from her phone. she saw you fiddled with your fingers and your posture was slouched.
"are you okay?" you finally look up to face her and a tear slips out. a sign that you definitely were going to start sobbing.
"i walked up to the door and uh overheard them talking about how clingy i was. you don't think i'm clingy right?" your eyes and cheeks glistening with tears while voice began to crack.
"no, i don't think you're clingy at all. why don't you get changed and i'll be right here to hold you." you nodded and changed into your pajamas. you walked over to yoko's side of the room and immediately started crying more when she wrapped her arms around you.
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the next morning you felt like complete shit. your body ached from the crouched position you slept in, eyes slightly burned from all the crying and your head was killing you. you take a quick shower and do the rest of your morning routine before dressing in your uniform.
"you ready?"
"as much as i can be, i guess." you and yoko start your journey together to the quad for breakfast. problem was everyone shared one big table meaning you couldn't avoid your boyfriends if you tried.
you kept your eyes trained on the ground as you took your seat next to wednesday after getting your food. everyone glancing at each other knowing that your normally sat next to ajax every morning while xavier sat in front of you guys. so the two of them took a seat across from you.
"we missed you last night honey. is everything okay?" xavier was the first one to break the silence between the three of you.
"i wasn't feeling well," you whispered as you picked at the plate in front of you.
"why didn't you tell us? we would've stopped by your-"
"ajax i clearly didn't want to see you guys! leave me alone," pushing the plate away and grabbing your things you walked to your first class. which just so happens to be fencing, a class you shared with the two boys. the table was quiet and nobody moved, it was unnatural to see you guys like that.
"did she just call me ajax?"
"is that not your name, idiot?" enid is quick to slap wednesday's arm and sending her a look.
"it's not the same wednesday, she always calls us by nicknames," ajax rubs the back of his neck in attempt to stop the embarrassment. although, through tears last night you made yoko promise not to say anything that didn't stop her from sending glares their way.
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the whole school day, you managed to avoid them even in the classes you shared. it's not like you wanted to ignore your boyfriends but it hurt you to even hear a conversation like that. you didn't know how to express your feelings to them, so the best bet was to avoid. the knock on your door pulls you out of your book that you were reading on your bed.
"come in!" the door slowly opens and in comes your boyfriends who looked like kicked puppies. you rolled your eyes and crossed your arms to your chest.
"baby, we just wanted to talk," xavier takes slow steps towards your bed with ajax following right behind.
"what is there to talk about?"
"why are you avoiding us?"
"maybe just maybe i truly don't want to talk to you guys. have you ever thought about that xavier?" the boy scoffed at you and shakes his head.
"don't do that."
"don't do what?"
"he means don't shut us out babe. just talk to us, tell us what happened." you huffed at ajax's words and stood up beginning to pace back and forth.
"how come you never told me that i was being clingy? i-i would've stopped but no my boyfriends decided to talk about me behind my back. so much for fucking communication, right?" you couldn't stop the tears from falling down your face.
xavier and ajax shared a look now knowing why you were acting like that. they felt guilty because it wasn't their intention to hurt you. ajax closed the distance to grab your cheek wiping the stray tears that fell.
"sweetheart, we love that you're clingy! we didn't mean it a bad way. in fact, if you stayed longer, you would've heard us agree on how cute we think it is."
"ajax is right. we absolutely love that you're open enough with us to even be like that. we know about your past and we're so grateful that you trust us." xavier was now right by your other side making you cry even more. you had been wrong about the situation.
"i'm sorry, i just thought of the worse and i didn't even stop to talk to you guys," you spoke in a hoarse whisper.
"c'mon i think we're in need of a date."
"jax right now? i look like shit," you sniffled and gestures to your outfit. you were wearing some sweatpants and a hoodie you stole from xavier.
"i think you look perfect sunshine. put on your shoes, we're definitely going out." you pouted playfully at xavier who grabbed your sneakers and gave you a pointed look.
"this isn't necessary! we could just stay in and cuddle for the rest of the day."
"we can do that later. me and xavier need to make it up to you," ajax grins as you put on your shoes.
you grabbed your book and put it in your tote bag. once you checked you that you had everything, you raised your arms giving both of your boyfriends a small smile, "tada all done."
"beautiful. absolutely beautiful," xavier was the first to wrap his arms around you pulling you into a much needed hug. his embrace was warm and even after only one day, you missed the feeling of being in his arms.
"stop hogging up our girlfriend! i want a hug too," xavier pulled back to place a kiss on your lips and immediately ajax throws his arms around you. you laughed as the boy hugged you tighter.
"promise not to shut us out next time?" you nodded your head with a smile at ajax.
"i promise," ajax kisses your lips and grabs your waist pulling you to the door where xavier stood waiting for you both.
"glad that's out of the way, now let's go to weathervane!"
you were so lucky to have two people that really cared about you and your feelings. although, xavier and ajax called themselves the lucky ones being that they were able to have you in their life.