Tai's pov
2:45 p.m.
A sigh leaves my lips as I stand infront of the floor length mirror in the bathroom moisturizing my skin.
My mind runs on last night illicting a loud hiss from my lips.
I cringe internally at what went down and the way I acted.
Flashback
"Babe stopp" I say through a fit of giggles pushing him off me as he continues to tickle me.
He laughs pulling me closer to him, my lips form into a smile as I sit closer to him cuddling into his body.
He pulls my leg over him while one of his hands rests under my shirt on my breast resuming the TV show we started watching
After minutes of comfortable silence amungst us my phone pings. I immediately retrieve it from the bedside table snuggling back into him before checking the notification.
I see that it's from Instagram and click on it. It takes me to my message requests from a profile that doesn't follow me.
@xo.ari
My eyebrows knit together.
When I open it it's as if my heart drops out of my body.
My lips separate as I stare at the multiple videos and pictures of Treyvon and some girl in intimate positions. Captioned.
'He was mine first hunny'
It feels like a ton of bricks have be dropped on me. I feel the tears prick in my eyes before looking up at him.
How can he lay here beside me like nothing happened?!
Like he hasn't been cheating on me!!
His focus is on his phone which I snatch and throw to the edge of the bed. It slides off and hits the floor.
"Wah the fuck you just do?!" He shouts, his voice frigid. Normally it would have intimidated me but I felt so hurt, angry and betrayed I just slapped him in the face.
He holds onto my hands pushing me back on the bed.
"Yow bill youself why ya gwan so?!" He sounds calm but his face conveys a different emotion and I try to hold back tears.
"You really a fuck gyal pan me while me pregnant?" I shout feeling a searing pain go through my chest.
I feel so broken right now.
A look of confusion passes over his face and I hiss loudly pushing him off me getting off the bed.
"Me caah believe this dawg" I curse to myself going into the closet.
"Tai wah ya talk bout?" His tone calmer.
I shake my head.
Him take me fi ediat?
"Don't act clueless me see the video and picture dem, me caah believe you woulda do me this....after everything? Me no enough fi you?" my voice cracks and I look away from him taking up one of my bags.
"Video and picture of what b?"
"You and you gyal dem" I shrug pulling out my drawer taking out pieces of clothes to put in the bag.
"Taiesha wah ya do?" He sounds frustrated.
I ignore him continuing to pack my things.
He comes up behind me and grabs my hand, in a minute my fist connects with his chest repeatedly hitting him.
"You hurt me! This hurts! How the fuck you fi do me this while me a breed! You nuh love me you fucking piece of shit! Me hate you!!" I scream as the tears fall down my face.
He holds onto my arms pulling me towards him.
TAI!" He shouts blocking me from hitting him again as he pushes me up against the wall
"Leggo offa me now" I cry
"Me nah let you go til you calm down enuh b"
"Doh call me b!" I raise my voice trying to push him off
Right now I hate him
"Calm dowm!"
"Mi done wid man a swear!" I curse crying in to his shoulder
He exhales.
"Calm down nuh baby.."
"Doh fucking call me baby go baby di dry cratchez gyal dem innah you phone Treyvon!"
This nuh funny but MURDAA
"B a nuh wah you think a gwan a gwan just bill you self and listen me nuh"
I hiss at the sound of his voice.
Me Deven wah see him.
"Listen to what? You woman Ari send picture and video a unuh wah mi exactly fi listen to?"
"Me wouldn't cheat pan you b believe dat, you nuh see say a you me want and love?! You nuh see dat!?"
"Me nuh see nothing other than you a fuck gyal and naked in bed wid gyal" the memory angers me and I try to grab after him but his strong arms cage me in.
"Taiesha calm down please" he pleas with me
"Mi calm" I shrug
I'm the furthest from it, right now if him let me go me fight him til day light.
Show him who the fuck Taiesha Day is.
"Arianna is my ex, me and har nuh innah no dealings. Been no innah no dealings, whatever she send you old, me hair deven look like dat again. Me wouldn't and couldn't cheat pan you mama" he tells me with a sincere voice.
My eyes search his throughly for any trace of deceit and surprisingly I come up empty. My breathing shudders as I cry. The realization hits me for how I was just beating on and accusing him.
"I'm sorry"
"Me wouldn't hurt you dem way deh"
Flash back ends
Ugh!
I don't know what that Arianna girl could have possibly gotten from sending me those images.
I feel a twinge of jealousy remembering them, I know, i know we both had love lives before we met each other but to actually see it in action is sending a fit of rage and jealousy through my body.
"Mama you ready?" I hear his voice from behind me and turn startled.
My eyes scan his face, their is a small bruise visible underneath his eye making my heart break as I feel a wave of guilt over come me.
I approach him and wrap my arms around his waist."I'm sorry"
Tears prick in my eyes but I fight them back.
He rubs my back holding me.
"You good b" he tells me but I remain silent still feeling guilty.
You should, you lick the people dem son innah him face
"Take you mind offa that and get ready nuh mami" he pulls on the hem of my towel
Looking up at him under my lashes he tucks his lip between his teeth giving me a sexy stare.
My entire body heats up.
I put my lotion on the bathroom counter going into the closet.
"Wear this" he comes from behind me picking up a sundress from the hanger infront of me.
I'd been staring at my wardrobe lost as to what to put on.
It's pretty cute.
I smile taking it from him.
"Bye Casey" i wave as we pass her in the kitchen .
She looks up from whatever she was doing and waves.
"Later Tai" with a smile on my face I make my way outside joining Treyvon in his car.
I got home from work not too long ago after visiting my dad and paying to get him moved to a private facility with better care.
Now Trey has me in the car with him taking me somewhere. I have no idea where we are going. He so vaguely told me to get ready and bring clothes to stay over and I gladly obliged without question.
Truth be told I love going out on drives, no matter to where. Just being in the car and driving around makes me excited especially when it's with my man.
"Weh we a go?" I ask curiously,pulling the seatbelt across my chest.
He doesn't respond immediately driving off.
We turn onto the main road and he speaks.
"Me just wah you wid me,ago link some family" he finally replies after almost 6 minutes.
I shake my head blushing at the thought.
After about 1 hr of continuous driving we turn into a gated community. I know for a fact we aren't in Kingston anymore but since I dosed off I'm not exactly sure where we are.
He briefly speaks with the female security who lets us in.
Parking in the drive way he gets up with me holding my hand. The door of the house opens revealing an older spanish looking woman.
She looks exactly like Liz, her eyes shine brightly looking from Trey to me.
"¿Oh dios mio es ella?" She asks with a bright smile and i look at Trey suspiciously.
Oh my god is this her?
He nods
"Si mama"
She hugs him tightly before coming to hug me, instinctively I put my hand infront of my stomach to protect it as I go in for the hug.
She pulls back and looks at me suspiciously.
"Treyvon... ¿está embarazada?" She asks him in a hushed tone.
Treyvon...is she pregnant?
I understand some of what she said thanks to no other than CXC Spanish.
"Yes mama" he chuckles lightly and her smile widens.
"Come in my dear" she welcomes us in.
The interior reflects a standard Jamaican home.
"¿ella habla español o no?" She asks him and he looks at me.
Does she understand Spanish or no,?
"You understand her?"
"Some what, just a little though" I blush shyly and he nods.
"no realmente mamá" he says and she gives me an apologetic smile.
Not really mama
"I'm Veronica his grandmother, but he calls me mama" She says and I nod, "I've heard good things about you,glad we're finally meeting"
I smile at her,"I'm glad to finally meet you too"
She has this motherly aura about her that makes me feel like I fit right in.
"Mama Dan dem deh here?" He asks her and she nods.
Kissing me on the cheek he tells me that he'll be just outside while I continue to engage with his grandmother.
She goes on to ask about me, tell me about herself and show me pictures of Trey as a baby.
"mamá no le muestres eso" he comes over trying to take the album from her.
Mama don't show her that.
His accent is so sexy..I didn't even know he was bi-lingual.
"Boy move" she hisses slapping his hand away. Trey frowns and my eyes find the page.
It's a picture of him as a toddler butt ass naked making a mess.
I laugh looking up at him and he hisses rolling his eyes at us.
"This day I almost bust his little ass, can you believe this boy strip and paint up my white settee" she says in a tone that makes me laugh again.
Trey scratches the back of his head looking away from me.
"Mama Lowe dat nuh" he mumbles taking a sip of his drink, she shakes her head with a smile flipping the page.
"Oh thats so cute" I coo at the next picture.
It's giving me baby fever all over again. His cute dimples as he smiles brightly at the camera under a head full of long curly hair.
Taking out my phone I snap a quick picture of it saving it to the album of pictures I made of him.
"I know, as rude as he was...still kind of is" she breathes," always so cute, you're baby is going to be so beautiful. Mixed with you and him" she adds and I smile.
"I really hope he gets his dimples and smile" I tell her admiring Trey.
A knowing look passes over her face as she looks in between us and just smiles.
"I hope he gets your eyes" she tells me making me blush
I really like her.
**
"Neva know you speak Spanish babe" I tell him brushing the stray loc from his face.
He shrugs as if it's nothing.
"Mommy and mama speak it to me from I was younger so mi ketch it" he tells me and I nod reaching for one of the gummies on the balcony table.
He stops me and shakes his head making me look at him confused.
"What I want one"
"You caah have dat b" he tells me and I'm even more confused since he's been eating them.
"A weed?" I ask after a minute and he nods.
I give him a knowing look and he sighs.
"Yeah me know me nuh wah hear" he says before I can say anything. I hiss attempting to get off his lap but he pulls me back down.
"Let me go" I say calmly
He doesn't say anything he just gets on his phone with his arm still around my waste. My eyes find the screen and I notice the cracks in the screen.
More than likely a result of last night. I fight the urge to apologize again,eventhough he says he understood I still feel extremely guilty for lashing out on him like that.
He looks up at me with low eyes before holding my neck and kissing my lips. I kiss him back and almost moan when his hand slips under my dress.
I quickly push it away remembering where we are.
His eyebrows furrow in annoyance but I don't care, I'm not about to do this at his grandmothers house while his family is downstairs.
"Wah ya do?" He hisses
I don't respond as I feel an unmistakable bulge underneath me.
Jeez time and place Treyvon
"B bill nuh"
"Why Liz son nuh leave me alone God" I roll my eyes and he slaps my ass with his bottom lip tucked between his teeth.
It stings making me pout.
"Stop put you heavy hand dem pan me, everyday you battabruise me ass" I rub the spot.
"Stop behave like a brat then" he counters making me scoff.
Me a be a brat?!
"Let me go" I tell him trying to push away his hands from my waist but he doesn't budge instead he leans back more into the seat.
I roll my eyes at him and his face remains deadpan.
"Trey?" I can hear his mother's voice coming from the bedroom door followed by knocking.
He doesn't respond immediately with his eyes still set on me.
"Deh pan?" Is his delayed response
"Can I come?" She asks and he tells her yes shaking his leg.
I hear the bedroom door open before she approaches the balcony.
"Oh hi Tai" she smiles at me sweetly.
"Hey mom" I return with a smile
"Trey you can help me with the sumn know?" She asks him and he nods.
"Raise up deh mami" he finally releases his hold on my waist and I slide over onto the seat.
He gets up and straightens himself as him mom walks away. Leaning down to my ear he speaks in an insanely seductive tone.
Or maybe it's just me
"Go get some rest this might take a while okay b"
I nod and he kisses my lips before walking out.
I heave a sigh getting up to go get ready for bed.
After showering and moisturizing my body I take my place on the bed. Turning on the TV. A faint knock brings my attention to the door.
"Come in" I respond pulling the blanket over my legs.
Trey's grandmother appears with a warm smile.
"Good night dear I was just coming to check on you and bring you some tea" she tells me and i smile.
"Thank you mama" I take it from her, I may not be the biggest fan of tea but after she took her time to make it I'll gladly accept.
"No problem sweetheart, I don't want gas to take you up. The camomile will help you sleep well too" she adds and i nod taking a sip.
My face brightens.
"This tastes really good"
She proceeds to tell me how she makes it before telling me good night and leaving the room.
I finish my tea while watching a show on Netflix, I don't know when but I drift to sleep.