Enter Thy Mind

Experiment Bittersweet.

My will to live isn't very strong

They are surprised I have lived this long

With the bandages wrapped around my head

My thoughts drifting to where I'm always dead

I can't tell what's real and what's not

I can't even remember my name, I forgot

Everyday just passing me right by

But yet I still breathe, I'm alive

These white sheets smell of a terrible odor

I wish that they would let someone come over

They ripped me from society, not telling me a why

I still wonder to myself why do they keep me alive

They locked me up, tied me down

Hoping my existence would never be found

The buzzing machines keep ringing in my ear

To never get out of here, that's all I fear

They call me a creature, I'm a monster to them all

The scowl at me, making my mutant stomach crawl

They stare at me, they poke me with needles

The laugh at me, because I'm so weak and feeble

They are always with them charts I never get to see

I'm stuck in my very own sweet blasphemy 

I lay here every day, I used to cry every night

But that's long gone now, I gave up the fight

These white walls know no comfort for me

My tears ran dry, my body's so numb you see

They used to give me drugs, medication always just wears off

I would struggle, I thought I could get out of here, I was so lost

I watch them now, their gloves crinkled when they move

They smirk with their gleaming eyes, bad attitude

They approach me, I already know what to do

I'm gritting teeth, holding in the pain, trying not to loose

It was a game you see, a game where they torture me

If I move or make even a noise, I get to watch myself bleed

They would make me leak for hours even, They know I won't die

They wouldn't dare try to, they say they need me alive

I have no purpose here that I can comprehend

I guess I'm here just waiting for my bittersweet end