Enter Thy Mind

(Lead)

I am posted old works along with new tonight as a welcome back to Wattpad  for me because I have been away for so long do to lots of complicated matters. Here is some of the old:

Dead to the world and cold to the bone,

She opened her eyes and saw she was alone,

Her whole world twisting and turning around,

She sat still but never once heard a sound

Nobody was there at least, nobody that cared,

No one would listen, her desperate words unshared,

Darkness consuming her fragile soul

What's left before here her future, untold

Everything, everyone she ever knew, passing her by

Nobody seemed to know she was still alive,

Trying to out wait this, this terrible curse

She'll always wake up from seeing her face in a hearse

Her dreams as they call it, were always nightmares

No one to console her, nobody was there

She willed herself day by day, but still couldn't

Knowing that she still lives, but shouldn't

Waiting for some kind of incidence

Her smile ripped of all innocence,

Her scared fingers all long and slim

Nothing left but a devilish grin

Those dark circles that led to her blood shot eyes

No life left, watching, waiting, for the day she dies

Confusing her, telling her all these lies

Finding her dead, wouldn't be a surprise

But one thing she knew,

Is that she couldn't do,

Even though she has nothing to loose

Too scared to even move

Frightened of what they will do,

All options lost, nothing left to choose,

One last thing is her life to loose

Disgusted with herself, wanting to be removed

Wanting to get over this, wanting to die

She looked all around, letting out her last sigh

Her stomach in knots, knowing this will be her last goodbye

Using her last time, she used her mind's eye

She pulled out her faithful gun, stained with red

With all those who hated her, all those who wanted her dead

Wanting this to be quick, she aimed at her head

Once she pulled the trigger, she was full of lead