Enter Thy Mind

♥Little Miss♥

A/N: This is one of my, what I call, a poetic story. This is the first one I published ever and this is the first time anyone other than me had been able to read one. I understand this story hits a soft spot for some people and if I offend you in any way I apologize for that.

There is this amazingly beautiful girl

Who's afraid to show her face to the world

She covers it every day in mascara and lipstick

 Once you saw her eating, yeah, she quit it

Everyone around her observing eyes only see

She thinks 'there so much prettier than me.'

She tried her best, a straightener and curling iron

It's only a matter of time before there is a siren

She cries every day in the school's bathroom

Hoping that one day she will meet her doom

She plays life like a game, and she had lost

She used all her money, but at what cost

She tried so hard to fit in with the others

She ignored everyone's pleas, even her mothers'

She was digging herself a six foot grave

She couldn't take it anymore, not day by day

She used more make up to cover her eyes

Which only smeared every time she cried

She pounded layers of make up on her face

Trying to feel better, but was still out of place

Diet pills and water, that was the way it goes

It was her life to ruin, that's what she chose

But she forgot all those one who she left behind

All ones who cared for her never crossed her mind

She dug herself deeper and deeper into the ground

So deep that she could no longer see anyone around

Her tears filled up her glass to down the last of her pills

But at the last second backed out, and it only made her ill

Scared for her life that she was really going to die

She let out one last blood curdling battle cry

Those sirens that she knew she would hear one day

It was then she hoped for once that she would be otay

Tears pour out of her forgotten mother's cheeks

Had seeing her daughter coughing up red streaks

It finally hit her that someone did actually care

That for once she realized there was someone there

They loved her, she felt guilty for what she did

All she did was grieve and all they did was give

She sat in an all-white room, 24 hour care

By her side, there was always one person there

She wiped the makeup from her running eyes

She hated that she didn't see it, 'I can't die'

'Not now', it was too early to truthfully know

So she sighed and out, up one last show

She smiled to all of her family and friends

Tried to make them all happy in the end

There was no longer any make up on her face

The smile was the last everyone ever saw of her dying grace

If the world could only see how beautiful she was

Could it have stopped this angel from flying above

If the world could only see how beautiful she still is

Maybe none of this would have happened Little Miss

A/N: Share this to all the Little Misses you know out there. Let them know that you really care. Show them that they are beautiful inspite what they say about themselves. I know how hard it is to live this kind of life, it's a fucking living hell. Through the darkness there must be a light. Please dont give up, together we can fight. ♥