Enter Thy Mind

Mom

Dear mom,

Thanks for never being there for me

Thanks for never taking care of me

Thanks for never being there when I fall

Thanks for helping me loose it all

Thanks for never picking me back up

Thanks for never helping me when I'm stuck

Dear mom,

I never knew what a mother's love was

I don't know how it feels to get a parents' hug

I've never felt like everything will be otay

I've never had a solid place to stay

I don't know how it is to be tucked in at night

I never knew how to perceive my grown up life

Dear mom,

Why were you never there when I fell

Why were you never there when I was in hell

Why weren't you there to hold my hand

Why, I just cannot seem to understand

Why is it that not even my mother could love me

Why is it that we never got to share silly stories

Dear mom,

How could a mother abandon her child

How could a mother not want to stay for awhile

How could someone like you even live with yourself

How you a mother like you live on without any help

How could you leave me without a single word or last goodbye

How could you treat me like this, its like I'm not even alive

Dear mom,

Was it because of my looks

Was it because I read too many books

Was it because that I had the wrong personality

Was it because I have a different perception of reality

Was it because I was wrong

Was it because I was too strong

Dear mom,

Thanks to you,

Thanks to you I have become who I am

Thanks to you,

Thanks to you I am stronger

Thanks to you,

Thank you, for nothing

That's what you ever left for me.