Luna

Chapter Fifty-Two

Lilly

"No! You must tell me. I must know!" My emotions are overflowing as I try to convey what I feel to Lucas.

I look at him. Broken. Hurting.

Lonely.

An unexplainable feeling bursts from my heart.

Lucas. What did I do to make you feel this way?

My words are not reaching him. Why won't he tell me what I want to know? Why won't he tell me why is he hurting?

My chest is overwhelmed with emotions and I feel my eyes blur with tears.

"My Lucas. My heart feels agony when I see you in pain. Please. I want to take that pain away from you." I softly tell him as I grab his face.

Lucas stares back at me as his eyes start to moist.

Immediately, as if acting by my instinct, I grab his head and press my lips into his.

Lucas, don't you know that you are the most important in my life?

I was alone for as long as I can remember. No one accepted me. No one loved me. You were the only one who truly understood. You were the only one who truly cared for me.

You were the only one who showed me love.

I was stuck in the dark cage of loneliness. No one reached out for me.

Until you came into my life.

You are my savior.

But, why does it seem like I caused your pain?

I desperately want to convey my thoughts to him. But there seems to be a veil.. that prevents me from directly touching his heart.

Lucas let me kiss him. He is frozen in place and is not moving. Thus, I gently sucked on his lower lip and bit it which made Lucas growl lowly.

But I don't feel that I am close enough to him. I use my tongue to pry open his lips. Lucas readily accepts me as his tongue meets mine. I grab his shoulders and touch his chest with mine.

At this time, Lucas' hands start to move. His left hand touches the inside of my shirt and massages my back. His right hand goes directly up my chest and holds my left breast. I gasp at the contact.

Lucas halts his action as if he is asking my permission to continue. At that moment, I want to give my everything to him. I want him to have all of me.

I take my shirt off and Lucas immediately reaches out for me and holds my stomach. I feel his hands tremble as he moves them up and cups my breasts.

"Lilly.." Lucas hoarsely calls my name and my eyes blur some more.

I feel it.. Lucas.. The way you call unto me.. like you are begging me..

My hands move involuntarily and wrap them around his neck.

"Hold me. Hold me so close that I can never go away." I mumble to him.

Lucas' body shakes when he hears me. And, in a flash, I feel my back touches the ground. Hurriedly, he takes my brassiere off. I feel one of his hands on my bare breast and the other starts massaging my thigh.

Lucas leans and gives my mouth a fierce kiss before he kisses my ears. I felt his tongue on my neck which sent shivers on my spine.

Lucas then kisses my shoulders and my chests until his mouth goes downwards. His lips find the peak of my right breast and gently suck it. He stays there for a bit. Soon, I gave him a soft moan. Lucas gently caresses my stomach before he moves to my other breast and performs the same ministrations.