Living with my brothers

Chapter 18

Nick walks out and leaves me sitting on my bed there's no way I'm going back out there while he's here that was embarrassing as hell.

I lay on my bed when my phone begins ringing and I pick it up.

"Hello." I ask

"Hey it's Jordan." I smile and sit up on my bed

"Hey jords." I smile

"Look about that kiss." He says

"I know it was great." I say

"It was yes but it was a mistake." He says and my smile instantly drops.

"Oh okay." I say

"I'm sorry it's just I'm awful at relationships." He says

"It's fine jords we're friends." I say

"Yeah friends." He says

"I gotta go but see you in a week." He says

I hang up and lay back down feeling exhausted and nothing in my life is good right now.

I hear a knock on my door and it creaks open I look upside down and see my brothers walk in

"Why didn't you tell anyone kiddo." Brodie says smiling sadly

"I didn't think you would care." I say

"Of course we care." Jayden says

He comes over and sits down on my bed next to me

"I'm sorry we made you think we don't." Jayden says

He kisses my forehead and the others come and listen to it all so I tell them everything without the part of me wanting to date my best friends.

"You tried to kill your self." Blaine asks sadly

"Yeah I guess I did." I say

They all run over to me and pull me into a giant group hug and I laugh as we fall back onto my bed.

Damn I have the best brothers in the world I'm so lucky to have 7 of them.

They get up and walk out and I lay back down and fall asleep.

I wake up around 9:00 pm and head downstairs for a snack.

I open the fridge and grab a nutty bar and walk back upstairs and I run into someone and scream.

"Jesus calm down it's me." Blaine says

"You scared me." I say slapping his chest

"Sorry." He says laughing

"Where are you going." I ask

"To someone's house." He says

I look at him confused and he sighs

"I'm going to see my girlfriend." He says

Your what." I say excitedly

"Shh nobody knows." He says

"Why not." I ask

"Because they think I'm like them." He shrugs

God boys are so annoying they always want to be seen as players I roll my eyes

"Goodnight." He says walking past me

I walk into my room and Jump in bed and fall asleep.

I wake up the next morning at 10:00 am and get up and head towards the shower

After showering I come back into my room and pick my clothes out

I wear a camouflage hoodie and blue ripped jeans as well as my white converse.