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Turles x Mother! Reader

How could you leave so unexpected

we were waiting, we were waiting.

But you just left us

We needed you, I needed you.

I sat with my brother, looking at a picture of my mother, she had just killed herself by overdosing.

Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills

But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills

My mother's voice echoed in my head, her voice speaking, "I love you turles." My brother lit a cigarette, it made me think of my mother. I can't believe this is real, this made a tear roll down my face. "I'm proud of you Turles."

Mama told me she loved me, I'm thinkin' this isn't real

I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah

Welcome to the bottom of hell

They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell

You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well

I laid in bed crying, yelling into my pillow. I felt humiliated, she was supposed to show up to see us. I remember her sitting in her chair, talking to us as a woman sat on the other side of the room writing on her note pad. I always seen her take pills, they were like a scar on her that wouldn't go away. I don't understand why she couldn't say no to taking them, I thought we were more important. It still feels like she's here.

Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell

Into my pillowcases, say you coming to get us

Then call a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated

I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know

Some lady in the corner watching us, while she's taking notes

I don't get it, mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?

I guess pills are more important, all you have to say is no

But you won't do it will you?

You gon' keep popping 'til them pills kill you

I know you're gone but I can still feel you

I walked out to her where she was buried, "how could you leave us mom? Why did you have to do this to us?" I asked almost yelling. I was so angry and upset she did this to us.

Why would you leave us?

Why would you leave us here?

How could you leave us here?

How could you leave us?

Why would you leave us?

Oh, hey

When I got back home, I looked at the picture of her that was on my nightstand. I don't understand why I'm so upset, I wasn't that close to her. One thought that came to my mind was when I graduated, she didn't even bother to show up. I was the only kid their without their parents to show up, everyone else had their parents, their mom. She left me there waiting, I remember whispering to myself, "where are you at mom?" As I looked for her in the pouring rain.

I got this picture in my room and it kills me

But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing