BLOGS AND CONFESSIONS (Extended Version)

BLOG #32

A GIRL OF EXPECTATIONS

I'm Cristine. And this is my life story.

I'm a well-known writer. And I'm expecting:

"Your works are amazing!"
"Write some more ate Cristine!"
"You're my idol ate Cristine when it comes to writing"
"Keep inspiring us ate Cristine!"

Not...

"You're such a dissapointment!"
"Your works are nothing but like a trash!"
"You don't have a future on that field! Kindly quit it!"
"You will not be sucessful because your writings sucks"
"Look at Emily's works! She is much great at you!"

I'm always a consistent honor student and I'm expecting:

"Congratulations!"
"We are proud of you anak!"
"Where did you want to celebrate? Let's celebrate!"
"Keep it up anak!"
"We will support you on your dreams"

Not...

"94? That's all? Is that all you got?"
"Look at your grades! You have 89 on your report card!"
"Why did you fail on your math exam? You said you love math but you got 39 over 50?"
"What a shame and a waste of time Cristine!"
"Did you have a boyfriend already? I think you are getting unwary on your studies"

I'm also a good student and I'm expecting:

"Good job!"
"Great! Very good Cristine!"
"You didn't fail to make me proud Cristine!"
"Around of applause for Cristine Class"
"Keep up the good work Cristine"

Not...

"What is this? You didn't study your report?"
"Look how Mathilda talk infront of the class Cristine!"
"Your output is a mess!"
"You don't know the answer Cristine? I thought you studied?"
"DON'T EVER BE HERE AT MY CLASS!"

I'm a perfectly imperfect daughter anf I'm expecting:

"How's your school nak?"
"Did you ate already? Come to the kitchen I'll cook your favorite food"
"Are you okay my princess?"
"Sssshhhh don't cry my princess everythinh will be alright"
"I love you anak"

Not...

"Siguro lumalandi ka na ano?"
"Why did you came home late at night? Did you do something? Cristine?
"WALA KANG SILBI!"
"KUNG AYAW MO SAMIN E DI LUMAYAS KA!"
"SANA DI KA NALANG NAMIN NAGING ANAK!"

I have thousands of friends and I'm expecting:

"Are you okay?"
"Ilabas mo lang yan, makikinig ako"
"What happened? Wait for me okay? I'll be there"
"I'll hug you don't worry!"
"Smile na, wag kana sad"

Not...

"Kaiwan iwan ka!"
"Kaya walang nagsstay sayo kasi yang ugali mo!"
"Ampangit mo maging kaibigan!"
"Sana di nalang kita naging kaibigan!"
"Ano bayan ang drama mo naman"

I have also a boyfriend and I'm expecting:

"Iloveyou baby"
"I will love you no matter what okay?"
"Happy anniversary baby!"
"You're beautiful baby"
"Let's date baby! I want to spend timw with you!"

Not...

"I want to break up with you!"
"I didn't love you anymore!"
"Look at yourself! You're ugly as fuck!"
"Let's end this!"
"I just used you for my own happiness!"

And now, I don't want to do. Hahahaha but atleast I have myself and I'm expecting:

*Happiness
*Confidence
*Love
*Fulfillments
*Smilling and laughing

Not...

*Sadness
*Pain
*Regrets
*Betrayals
*Numbness

🙃🙃🙃

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