BLOGS AND CONFESSIONS (Extended Version)

BLOG #27

AGGRESSIVE LOVE

He thinks I might be a fool on solving and figuring the problem. He loves to spin me around and divert other topic so that he can escape it. Lastly, he knew that I'm a lever of hyponosis that he can surely command one call away.

But no. The show will stop from this day. I can't take this anymore, my boyfriend controlled me every minute nor every second of my life. I must say I'd regretted on choosing this manipulative man. I thought he will treat me like a quenn and love like a princess. I'm not a barbie doll to play on his arms. I'm not a robot either that he can control my mind everyday. I don't deserve this, I want to get away from his nasty hands of manipulation and stay away from him but it can't be.

He blockmailed me. He said that if I will broke up with him he will kill my family especially my mother who have a kidney disease. So, I don't have any choice but to surrender. I don't have any choice but to keep going and keep suffering from his bad habits on me.

He keeps playing and controlling my mind. Everyday, he keeps telling me that I'm a numb and dumb woman who fell on his trap. And in a result, I always cry for being a victim.

"Oh? Ano? Di kapadin gagalaw diyan? Kumilos ka na at pag nainis ako sayo masaksak kita ng kutsilyo!" Here we are at his house. Commanding me like a slave. This is a everyday routine and I really want to escape from this kind of scene and get back my normal life.

"Di ka padin tatayo?" Without being pity on me he pulled my hair and forcely raised my head. I can see his red eyes lighting so red and so evil.

"Alam mong babae ka, matagal nakong nanggagalaiti sayo. Dapat sayo mawala na!"
Then he tossed me to the fullest. He doesn't care on the black marks that I've received when he pinched me hurtfully. He also didn't care on my bloody injuries for punching me hard. He is a devil of death!

I was hurted but I kept in silence. I don't want to fight back. I don't want to hurt more. No more hurtings please.

"Kumilos kana! Galaw na" He kicked me with a force gaining on his feet. Once again, I endured the pain that I'm feeling. I need to follow him, after all he's still my boyfriend.

If you'll ask me if I still love my aggressive boyfriend surely I will answer YES.

Yes, I want to escape from his impetous arms but it doesn't mean that my love faded away nor it was gone. I don't want to lose him. After all he also love me aggressively.

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"Tang*na! Anong sabi ko sayo? Di mo talaga ako sinusunod ha?" Now, he his angry for being breaking his number one rule: TO FOLLOW HIS ORDERS.

"P-pasensya na l-love" I said with a whispering voice of mine.

"Wag na wag mokong matawag tawag na love! Akala mo ba di ko alam? Di ko alam na nanglalaki ka p*ta ka!" He shouted me.

No, he's lying! I can't do that. I knew myself when it comes to him. I can't cheat on him because I really love him. I really do.

But I think this is my last day on earth...

He grabbed an axe and walked towards me. My eyes are tired and at the same timr scared. No, please...

"P*tang*na ka!" He shouted me and cut off my arm.

"AAAAAAHHHHHH" I shouted loudly. Blood started to flow and my voice is getting shaky.

"AAAAAAHHHH TAMA NA!" It really hurts. I cried loudly after he sliced my breast.

His next target was my feet. He also cut my two foot making me to shouted loudly again.

I don't deserve this. I don't.

My sight is starting to blur and my background is starting to blur. I will die any minute from now.

"Mahal padin kita..." I muttered until my last breath.

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