BROKEN - to be healed by her (manan ff)✔️

53: The first!

I waited and waited but didn't feel the touch i craved for..i opened my eyes to see him close to me, starring at me with the same intensity..i gazed at him confused as to what made him stop by , i guess he figured that and replied..

" are you sure of this nandini, there are so many things about me that you don't know yet....after that your perspectives about a lot of things would change maybe even about me..i don't want you to regret nandini..i could never be able to see that in your eyes" his voice came out deep as he said..everything that i felt right now..was more effection towards this man in my arms..i could never imagine to be this lucky to have found him..

" i would never regret any moment spent with you manik no matter what!" i said with the minimalist use of words but making sure the rest my eyes gave in..i knew we had a lot of things to discuss before hasting into anything, but you know there are times when u realize that maybe this isn't a very right thing to do but you go ahead and do it anyway because deep down it is something that you want this was one such time for me..

He gave me a small smile as i said that ..

" can i!?" he asked ever so softly making my heart swell in pride to have someone like him..I.pulled him closer with a tug on his coller and closed my eyes..

I could feel his warm breath over my lips which gave me a fluttering feeling in my stomach like thousands of butterflies together..slowly our breaths mingled together as his lips touched mine..

I could feel the pit in my stomach and the racing heartbeat...he let his lips be on mine without a single moment for a brief period before he took my lower lip in his and sucked it ever so gently making me inhale a sharp breath..I slowly tugged on his upper lips..they were a little rough yet warm and loving..I loved this feeling of having him this close to me..if I could I would have never let this moment pass by...my one hand made its way towards his hair as I pulled him closer while the other rested on his nape

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Manik's pov:

          As I felt the touch of her soft lips on mine, I had this heavenly feeling that crept within me...I loved how soft they were..her lips tasted sweet effect of her gloss but that taste and the feeling of her moist warm lips on mine was intoxicating..it drove me crazy..at this moment it was just me and her for me nothing else mattered..
I softly kept tugging on her lower lips..the kiss was soft, there was no rush about anything..we took our own sweet time...it was soothing more than being passionate..it came as a relief of the first rain to our barren hearts and that feeling made it all the more beautiful...

After devouring her lower lip i took her upper lip in mine and sucked them softly while she responded equally...I was keeping it as slow and soft as I could, not wanting to make her uncomfortable in anyway but also because I didn't want the kiss to break any sooner..it was enchanting..I have never been this nervous before a kiss like I was before this one..this might not be my first kiss but this was the only kiss that made my heart flutter..I could feel goosebumps all over me as soon as my lips touched her, with my heartbeating the loudest.. I felt like a teenager at his first kiss..excited with a hint of nervousness..

We kissed and kissed until we knew we couldn't any further...we slowly broke apart and I rested my forehead on her's..

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Nandini's pov:

         We broke apart feeling the utmost need of oxygen...I couldn't help but smile as he rested his forehead against mine..I could feel i was beetroot red with all the blushing and his words confirmed the same..

" you are red!" he said smirking as he moved his face a little apart to look at me still being close to me..I blushed more, smiling..my vocal chords ditched me and I couldn't get myself to say anything...I just layed there blushing..he chuckled a little at my state to which i glared at him...he giggled at this and pecked my nose before laying down beside me and pulling me over him..

" you look more pretty when you blush!" huskily he spoke and I smiled against his chest without looking at him..wrapping his arms around my waist he pulled me closer..I couldn't help but blush as I recalled our kiss..it was the first! Our first...

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After staying in the same position for a while..I said voicing out the thing that kept bothering me since the time he left..I looked up to face him and saw him already looking at me..

" manik..tumne jo usdin sunna cabir ke cabin main voh sirf aadha sach hai..please let me explain the entire scenario once uske baad tum jo.." I said as I did not want this thing to become a hurdle later, I wanted to talk it out with him as soon as I could and finding this as a right opportunity I couldn't hold back but the thing he said next left me baffled..

"janta hu nandini..I knew everything from the very first day.."

Chupe chupe se rehte hai sareaam nhi hote,

Khuch rishte sirf ahsaas hai unke
Naam nhi hote.....

~unknown

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