Ocean's Deep

Part 27

As they brought all of their luggages down to be check out, silenced were the only thing filled their moments. They all waited for Robert to check out at the counter and their faces slummed with sadness and worry.

As they waited, suddenly Asmodeus walked into the lobby followed by Charles behind him from outside and immediately Maryse shoots up and her face palled. She expected Asmodeus would be upset with her but she could see his face was tired and dark circles formed around his asian eyes.

He stopped in his track when he saw the family gathered together and he wanted to query but before he could asked Maryse beat him to it. "Did you find anything?" She asked hopefully. He wanted to answer her questioned with his usual sarcastic remark but decided not too since the look on her face really hurts him.

"No, I just get back from their patrol, I've been out there all night on their boats but nothing." He sighed rubbing his neck in pain before his eyes landed on the bags filled the ground of the hotel. "You're leaving?" He asked her curiously.

"Just them, I'm gonna stay till I find my son." She said and just in time Robert had done with the hotel receptionist and came towards her. "Honey, they don't have room for two, they are fully booked. Should we find another hotel?" He asked completely ignoring Asmodeus present behind him.

Asmodeus heard what Robert said and was rather shocked to hear it. "Wait, why don't you stay here in your old room?" He asked and she shook her head. "It's too expensive and pointless to have all of those rooms with me alone in it." She answered and grabbed the bag from the ground. "Let's just find another cheaper hotel." She said and Robert nodded.

"Uhm, wait." Asmodeus stopped them before they leave and they all turned around and wait for his words. "Why don't you stay in our suite. We have a spare room, Anna's gonna be delighted to have you as our company." He offered and Maryse could see Charles stood proudly next to his employer nodding in agreement.

"Thank you but I can't accept that. I already can't thank you enough with all the help you did finding our son." Maryse spoke again and tried to drag their family out but was stopped again by Asmodeus. "I insist, at least I could find you easier if we found the boys." He remarked and Maryse stood in guilt after what she did earlier to him.

She stares at her husband's face waited for him to grant her the request and slowly Robert nodded. "I think you should accept his offer, at least I knew you are safe." He said and Maryse look at him pleadingly. "He might want something in return." Maryse whispered into Robert's ear and they both shot him a look.

"I doubt he could do any worst." Robert whispered back and she stares at Asmodeus in his eyes. "What do you want in return?" She asked him blankly and they all shot her a look. "How low do you think of me? Do you really think I want anything back in returned?" He raised his voice a little making Maryse scowled at his tone.

"Days ago you don't even care for your own son's life and now you expect me to believe you are helping us out of the kindness of your heart?" Maryse snapped back and she could see how Charles tried to hide his smirk for that come back. He deserves it and everyone knew it but somehow if he could, he wanted to replay it over and over again for his own pleasure.

"Look lady, I was trying to be nice. Take it or leave it." He said pointing his long fingers at her and she sworn she could just break his finger off. "Hey! She's not wrong and don't you fucking dare talk to my wife like that!" Robert smacked his hand away from pointing at his wife and he could see how he was fuming for doing so.

Asmodeus wanted to charge at Robert but he was stopped by Charles separating them both. "Sir, breathe. This is not the time for us to fight. Whatever it is, it's in the past and let's just move on from there, alright folks?" He asked them all and slowly they all nodded.

"My offer still stands if you decided to accept it." He sternly said and Maryse stares at her husband's face before stares back at him, she nodded before letting Charles grabbing her bag from her hand. "You can have my card access to enter, take all the time you want." Charles said as he turned together with Asmodeus by his side. "Thank you." Maryse softly said making Asmodeus turned back to met her gaze and nodded at her. He turned with a soft smile on his face feeling the weight being lifted off his chest and felt how Magnus would be so proud of him if he sees him right now. He's not doing this for anyone but him, his son.

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"God I hate this." Maryse said as she hugged Isabelle closed to her. The Morgenstern had took off earlier than them since the previous plan was to help Maryse find a room first but now they had more time to be with each other before they all had to leave the island on a flight.

Isabelle wiped her wet cheeks that filled by tears hoping this is not happening to her family. "Call me everyday please mama, let me know if anything happened." She said and Maryse nodded before she kissed her forehead. She turned to give Jace a hug that lasted longer than she could remember.

"I love you mum, please take care of yourself. Don't forget to eat." He whispered in her ear and she nodded unable to mutter any words. She then turned to gave her youngest her hug and he practically glued to her. He keep begging her for staying since she has a room but she couldn't say yes to it. "I promise I will buy you anything you want when I come back okay Maxie?" She asked and Max stares at her face deeply.

"I want you and Alec." He said and Maryse couldn't handle her tears anymore so she just hugged him instead. She kissed him repeatedly on his cheeks before she stood and met her husband. She wrapped her arms around her husband tightly for a final goodbye.

"Take care of yourself please. Call me if anything, if you need more money I will send you from LA. Please, please take good care of yourself. Know that I love you so much darling." He whispered soft words into her ears and she couldn't control her tears that fall. "I will, I love you so so much." She replied and wiped her face off from the tears.

Robert grabbed her cheek and gave her a kiss on her lips before leaning their foreheads together. It's a hard time for their marriage but they both know how strong their love is. They don't need to be with each other to show them how much they love one another. Maryse then turned to look at her family one last time before they climbed into the van.

"I love you all, so so much. Take care of each other, watch out Max." She said and they replied equally. As they all seated in the van, she blew them a kiss and the heaviness grew in her heart. As she waved her family off, her heart sunken deeper and she couldn't control her emotions anymore, how she wished things were different, how she wishes for a lot of things in her life right now but for once, she prayed her family would be alright without her around for this time.

A/N: I know no one would bother to read this note since most of you would ask me the sequel of My Savior book, first of all, if you had read my author's note you would've known the sequel is out long time ago and which one is the book.

I had a really, really worst thing happened to me and I am shameful to myself too even mentioned this. Few weeks ago, I had lost my one and only grandmother which I had been taking care of for several months. It broke me too pieces that I started to relapse.

My depression came back much worst than I had before, I starts to have my suicidal thoughts and eventually the thoughts became my own action. I sworn I never would hurt myself again but her lost is just something I can't handle anymore in my life. I swore I never want to wake up anymore and face the world and I succeeded. I never see my parents were these disappointed at me and I never see myself at this lowest.

The chapters were basically a mess and I don't care enough to fix it. I just don't want to be part of anything anymore in this life. I hate how my life had turned out to be, a total disappointment. I am sorry to all of you who'd expected me to update cause I don't think I could fix myself like I did last time. I have never felt pain like this, I never felt more lonely and more suffocating my life is that at one point all I wanted to do is be with my grandmother.

I hate all the people around me that I wanted to kill all of them who'd came and talk to me. I hated being alive around the people who keep telling me to stay strong cause I'm not supposed to be here. All I am now is nothing but a disappointment to my family and how I wished, I wished I don't have to face tomorrow.