Ocean's Deep

Part 27

He dust off the sand off his shirtless body and grabbed the shirt behind Alec's head before he put them on his body. "You can fucking die here alone for all I care, don't bother know where I am!" He screamed and stomped his feet out from the hut. "Magnus!" Alec screamed for him and tried to grab his legs but he couldn't raised his arm due to the pain so he stumbled to his side staring at Magnus walking away into the darkness. "Please don't leave me alone." He whispered under his breath as a tears shed on his cheek.

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Magnus walked angrily as far away as he could from Alec but deep down he still could feel the tightening in his stomach that made him stopped in his track. The fire from their hut had faded but he still could see it from far. Who is he kidding to survive out here all alone, they both needed each other no matter how stubborn they both are.

He screamed in anger letting out his frustration before he grab a pebble under his feet and throw them as far as he could into the water. He saw how the pebble splashed into the water as it made contact and he sat himself down on the sand covered ground hugging his both knees. He never felt this mad before but he never felt this guilty either.

It felt like hours when they both had the argument earlier but the truth is only. few minutes ago and Magnus wonder what happened to Alec exactly. He hated how secretive his being but again if they needed to survive with each other they had to be more open up to it.

He gave up being angry at Alec for the hundred times today and decided to be the bigger man as he thought he always did with him. So he stood and walked back towards their hut and slowly he could see Alec's body more clearer. As he walked closer he could hear him better, he could hear him muttering words but he couldn't understand what it was. He could see him rocking his body back and forth while hugging his knees.

As he steps closer, he accidentally steps on a dead branches that made a loud cracks under his feet. He saw Alec's head turned towards him and his eyes are blood shot with his nose blotched red in tears. Both didn't exactly say anything but Magnus felt it was too downhearted for him to bear.

He kneeled next to Alec to meet his height and without a thought he wrapped his arm around Alec's body. Alec hide his face in the crook of Magnus' neck with his arm wrapped around his shoulder and continued his sobs. His body shudders as Magnus stroke it up and down to soothe him.

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Alec had stopped crying for a while and they both lay down with Alec on Magnus' chest hugging his torso. Magnus' hand wrapped cozily around his body with his fingers traced his hair back. "I'm sorry." Magnus started and Alec nodded. "I just don't get why can't you just tell me the truth." He asked and Alec wanted to remove himself from Magnus only to be pinned down tighter.

"I know, I know you don't have to tell me. Jeez." He said stroking Alec's hair back with his finger. "Would you promised me something." Magnus asked again, and Alec looked up to meet his eyes. "You promise to tell me the truth when the time is right?" His eyes pleaded and Alec's gaze went from his brown orbs to his lips, slowly he nodded before he rested his cheek on Magnus' chest.

"If only I could have the key to your golden mouth, I would spilled all of your secrets." He muttered alone and Alec sighed. He looked up to meet his gaze again, "If you can't talk about your mum then don't expect me to talk about my problems. I'm not the only one with secrets here." He said and Magnus stares at Alec's hazel eyes finding nothing but truth to his every words. He nodded swallowing his throat knowing he could never talk about his mum to anyone but tonight he felt like he had no secrets to hide anymore.

"Her name is Lily. Lily Grace." He started and Alec raised his head to meet Magnus' gaze. "If you want me to tell you about her I can't have you staring at me like this." He continued and it brought more furrowed to Alec's eyebrow. Magnus sighed pulling him back to his chest and Alec listen attentively.