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"dance with me." i look at rowans hand sticking out for me to take. i look up at her and chuckle softly.
"i'm not much of a dancer rowan, you should know this by now." she giggles and nods.
"i know, but i love slow songs. they're not that difficult to follow." i stared at her hand unsure whether to take it or not.
"come on! one dance isn't going to hurt you, tell him leo!" she looked over her shoulder and at leo. leo looked over at us as roman spun him around.
"dance with her you fucking pussy!" he shouts.
rowan and i both laugh. i shrug and stood up as i took her hand and led her over to the "dance floor" which was really just the area of grass where everyone was dancing at.
i snake my hand around rowans waist. she placed her hand on my shoulder and took my free hand into hers and danced with me. we messed up a couple of times but she ends up leading the dance.
i make eye contact with her, smiling before giving her a little spin. she giggled and placed her hand back on my shoulder. "see, you are a great dancer birlem."
i shrug it off like it was nothing. "maybe i am or maybe i just wanted to see you lead the dance." she giggled again.
her giggle was my second most favorite thing about her, her smile being first, the way her dimples showed whenever she smiled or laughed. i swear her smile can light up a whole damn room. and it did.
except her smile didn't lit up a room, it lit up my world, she lit my world hell she was my world. she's everything i've ever wanted in life. i knew that since the moment i laid my eyes on her.
"like what you see?" she spoke up, interrupting my thoughts. i smile widely and nod.
"i love what's in front of me." i whispered to her. her cheeks turned a light shade of pink.
she slapped my shoulder lightly. "i hate it when you make me blush." she mumbled.
"but it's the cutest thing in the world babe." i kiss her forehead lightly and spun her around once more.
i take a glance around my surroundings. other couples danced around us, including the newly weds leo and roman. i was really happy for them, except i wish it was me and rowan.
i wish i didn't screw everything up with her before. we could've had a real wedding instead of a shot gun one. angelica could've been the flower girl and theo the ring bear, even if he was one. that kid has legs like a twenty year old running a marathon.
"god, it could've been so perfect."
"what could've?" i shot my head up and look at rowan. my cheeks heat up in embarrassment which made her giggle. "now who's blushing?"
i stuck my tongue out at her playfully. "i was just thinking about how it could've been us married instead of roman and leo."
her smile fades away. she nods. "if things went differently-"
"we can get married one day birlem." she cupped both my cheeks and kissed me gently. i smiled and kissed her back, placing my hands over hers, nodding.
"we will get married one day, rowan." i whispered before pulling away.
she looks at me with a huge smile. "i really can't wait for that day."
