Am I Good Enough? (2pBrylirious) w/Buddy

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(Collab with AWolfsJourney )

3rd Person P.O.V:

It was a sunny day, and the BBS was having a very calming day. Delirious was hanging out with Wildcat & Jiggly. Bryce was training with Moo, and while training, Moo asked, "Bryce, you have some problems?" "Why do you ask?" Bryce asked back. "Cause you seem to be beating the shit out of that sandbag for like a good, half an hour. You always focus on one thing, when you have problems." Said Moo lifting dumbbells. ". . .Have you ever thought. . .like you're not good enough?" asked Bryce. "All the time. Why?" replied Moo. "I'm trying to be better, that's all." Said Bryce, and sat down. "For Delirious?" Bryce blushes, and said, "Shut up." "Well, I don't know about him, but I'm fine with how you are right now." Said Moo. ". . .Thanks. . .well, I think I'm done for today." Said Bryce, and stood up. "Later." Said Moo, and Bryce left.

Bryce went to see how others were doing, then saw Delirious talking with Wildcat & Jiggly. Delirious seemed to be having fun, and Bryce blushes a bit as he saw Delirious' smile. Delirious saw Bryce, and said, ". . ." Bryce snaps out, and said, "H-Hey Delirious." ". . .?" asked Delirious. "Yea, well, uh. . .no, actually, I was. . .gonna go train outside for a little." Replied Bryce. ". . ." said Delirious. "I will." Said Bryce, and went outside.

"Delirious, you okay?" asked Wildcat. Delirious turned to Wildcat, and replied, ". . ." "Aww, you're nice, Delirious." Said Jiggly, and Delirious blushes a bit, making Wildcat & Jiggly giggles a little.

2pBryce's P.O.V:

Delirious have been hanging out with others more. He smiles, laughs, and have fun with them, but. . .what have I done to make him happy? I've done nothing. . .am I boring? What am I missing? I want to be better for him. . .be someone Delirious can be comfortable to be with. I feel like I'm lacking something. . .training won't help. . .this thought has been eating me up for days. I can't stop. . .Delirious. . .I love him. I need to find out what's lacking in me.

I went to the town, then I saw couples, family, friends, and all that stuff. The world I lived was lonely, cold & bloody. Delirious. . .he's the first friend, I ever had. I admired him, and he saved me multiple times. . .but what did I do? Nothing. He did countless things for me, but I paid none of them back. . .now, I have a crush on him, but can't do anything. How can I be better? Does he think I'm a kid? He's always so kind, but how does he really think about me?

I couldn't stop, but think about all the negative stuff. . .so I just. . .ran. I ran & ran, hoping I would find something that I'm lacking. Without thinking, I ran into a forest, to where me & Delirious found. . .and stopped. I'm embarrassed. . . I sat down. . .feeling shamed. "I'm not good enough. . ." I said, and hugged my knees, tears filled up my eyes.

2pDelirious' P.O.V:

It's been a while since Bryce left. Today is pretty cold, I hope he'll come back soon, or he's gonna catch a cold. I'm worried. . .

"Delirious?" asked Tyler, and I turned to him. "Yes?" "Are you okay? You've been looking out the window for a while." Said Tyler. "I just. . .I'm just worried. About Bryce. He hasn't come back yet." I replied. "Oh. . .should we go look for him?" asked Tyler. "No, I'll go, you stay here, it won't take long." I said, and went outside.

I looked around where Bryce would possibly be, but. . .no sign of him. He doesn't respond to my call either. I couldn't find him, and I thought about going back, but I remembered something, about the place in the forest where me & Bryce found when we were on a mission. He might be there. . . I ran to the forest. I can't lose Bryce. . .

Once I made it, I looked around, then. . .I found Bryce. . .hugging his knees with his head down. "B-Bryce?" I asked, and slowly approached him. What is he doing? I touched his shoulder, and he looked at me. He. . .had tears sliding down his cheeks. "Bryce. . ." I said. "D-Delirious. . ." he said, then wiped his tears, and stood up. "Bryce, what's wrong?" I asked, and he remained silent. "Bry-" "Please. . .don't look at me." He said, and turned his back to me. Bryce. . .don't. . .please. . . "Bryce. . .look at me." I said. "I can't. . .not like this. . ." he said.

2pBryce's P.O.V:

I can't believe Delirious saw me crying! This is so embarrassing! He must think I'm such a weakling. I. . .I can't look at him. I'm so embarrassed. . .

Suddenly. . .I felt soft & warm arms wrap around me from behind. "D-Delirious?" I asked, blushing. "Please. . .I don't want to lose you. . ." he said. Lose me? "Delirious. . ." He released me, and turned to him. "I don't want to lose you, Bryce. I. . .I. . .I love you." He said, and my heart. . .just stopped for a second. D-Delirious loves me!? "Y-You. . .do?" I asked, and he nodded cutely, his face blushing, visible even under the mask. ". . .I. . ." "You're very important to me. You're kind & you always care about me. I. . .I feel comfortable with you. I can. . .be myself & don't have to worry about anything. I can't. . .stop thinking about you." He said. I can't believe this. . .he loves me. . . "I. . .I've been in love with you for so long. . ." I said, and tears of happiness came out. "I thought. . .I was. . .lacking something. . .I wanted to be yours, Delirious." I said. He moved his mask, then cupped my face. "Please. . .be mine." He said, and kissed me. I soon kissed his sweet lips back. I can't believe this, I'm kissing with Delirious. . .his lips are so sweet, soft & just. . .fantastic.

We parted, then he said, "Are you mine yet?" "I am yours." I said, and pulled him closer, then kissed him, he kissed me back. I can't stop. I love him so much. . .more than anyone in this fucking world. Few seconds later, I pulled away. His face is all red. . .I'm sure mine is as well. He hugged me, and I hugged him back.

Later, we decided to go back to the base. While walking, I started, "Hey, Delirious?" "Yes?" ". . .Um. . .I wanted to ask you something." I said. "What is it?" he asked. ". . .Am I good enough?" I asked, then he looked at me, and smiles. "You're more than good enough, my love." He replied, and my heart stopped for a sec again. He's just so cute & kind! He held my hand, and said, "You're my only love." ". . .I love you so much." I said, and kissed his forehead. He blushed even more. . .I can't resist his cuteness~. If Delirious says I'm good enough. . .then there's nothing I should be afraid of. 

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