Just The Beginning (Justin Bieber)

The Break Up Blues

@EmmaJohnson: Missing home :/

@EmmaJohnson: I thought you said you would never let me go.. </3

@EmmaJohnson: Everything will be okay in the end. And if its not okay its not the end... Right?

I sighed and started following some of Justin;s fans who were tweeting me and reaching out to me until I exceeded my following limit for while.

"Wow way to say "Justin Bieber Dumped Me" in code, Em." Ryan said. I guess he was looking at my tweets. I rolled my eyes and went on Instagram.

I took a picture of Ryan looking at his phone because he was making a weird face at whatever he was looking at and it looked funny so I posted it with the caption: 'He's leaving tomorrow YAAAY.. :/'

"Aw, so you are sad to see me go," Ryan smirked as he showed me the caption I just typed.

"Not really.. But then again yeah because I'll be alone in this bus with Justin," I sighed.

"Just try not to completely shut him out, Em. He feels really bad and I think he hates himself more than you do right now," Chaz said seriously.

"Whatever," I sighed. Just then my phone vibrated in my hand.

From: Scooter

Stopping for food in a few, Justin wont answer my texts so let everyone know please. Thanks.

"Were stopping to eat in a few," I announced to Chaz and Ryan.

"Uh, you might wanna put on some shades then." Ryan chuckled.

"Why...?" I asked as I looked at myself in my camera mirror. "Oh.."

"Yeah, your eyes are like hella red and puffy," Chaz said.

"Thank you, Chaz." I said sarcastically. "I think I have some in my room, be right back." I came back seconds later with a pair of black Ray Bans. "Good?" I asked as I slid them on.

"All good. Should we tell Justin were stopping?" Chaz said.

"Scooter said he already texted him, he just wont respond."

"Well I doubt hes even looking at his phone. Hes most likely in a trans, staring at the ceiling or looking in the mirror at himself. He does that when hes sad its kinda weird cause you just walk in and hes having like a staring contest with himself and he doesn't move. So yeah.."

"O-kay," I chuckled. "Were here." Ryan and I hopped off the bus while Chaz went to check on Justin. I looked what was in front of me and it was McDonalds. "Oh my God, yes I need this."

"Wow," Ryan chuckled. 

Once we ordered we all took up two tables with about four people a each table. Ryan, Chaz, Alfredo, and I sat at one table and Pattie, Scooter, and Kenny sat at another. Justin never came out.

"So hows Justin?" Alfredo asked, his mouth full of food.

"You know?" I whispered. He simply nodded like everyone knew. "Oh.. I have no idea."

"How do you not know?" He furrowed his eyebrows.

"I haven't seen him since he told me. He was crying when we were talking but I left and I haven't seen him since," I shrugged.

"You don't seem affected by this at all," he said.

"I got over it.. I mean I'm still not buddy buddy with Justin but I'm not gonna cry over his decisions anymore. I didn't do anything so why should I have to suffer through another heart break?"