Deeper Meaning

I'll get mines

The song just made me start reminiscing on alot of stuff. I remembered when Justin was born. I was nervous but happy at the same time. I was nervous that I would raise Justin to be just like me. I didn't want him to be an outcast like me. I wanted him to be better than me at any and everything. Hmm. I sighed and continued reminiscing. I remembered when Dyana was born. I didn't know what to do. I was so excited to have a little girl. I remembered when Dyana's mother told me she was pregnant. I walked out of the room and went into another room. That room was empty and colorless. Her mom had followed me into the room and asked me what was wrong with me. I was smiling and laughing and I told her that I was deciding what color should the room be blue or pink. Her face expression was priceless. Maybe she thought I didn't want anymore kids after Justin. Maybe not. I kept reminiscing about Dyana's mother. She was my everything. She was my friend, my lover, and my queen. When we found out that we were having a girl, I was cheerful. I wanted our baby girl to have her mother's face so everyone would know her beauty came from her beautiful mother. But instead she has her father's face, and that's my face. My face is like a Halloween mask. Frightful, scary, and hideous. But when I look at Dyana's face, I don't see a mask. I see her mesmerizing green/hazel eyes that she got from me. I see her long, dark, and perfect eyebrows that she also got from me. I see every ugly thing that is on my face on her simple, natural, and gorgeous face. I heard a noise outside of my car. It was a horn. Damn. I'm still on the road. I was only one street away from the Latin Patent. Lemme just turn left right here so I can gtfo of this car. I turned left and parked near the building. I got out of the car and looked around to see if Fenty came before me. I guess she still getting ready cuz I don't see her at all. I continued to look around to see if there was any empty tables outside. Ion wanna look inside cuz I knew somebody would end up asking me do you want some assistance and shit. I see alot of folks wearing blue today. Fenty gone be so confused....oh well shit happens for a reason. I sat down at the empty table and waited for Fenty to arrive. I looked around and I saw couples holding each others hands, kissing, laughing and all that other shit. Must be nice. I started to get bored of the couples showing affection towards each other so I decided to text Fenty.

My Text Messages

Me: Damn Fenty you still tryna get ready
Fenty: You was childish for hanging up on me but naw I'm on my way lol
Me: I knew you was gonna say some about that lol
Fenty: We gone fight when I see you
Me: Alright. Say no moe.

I looked at the sky and noticed something different about it. The sky was cloudless. Usually in LA, it's always cloudy. But now there's no clouds. The sky looks like a baby blue wall in a room. When I looked down I saw a girl in yellow wit a white hat. Who is that? She kept walking closer and closer. I finally noticed her and it was Fenty. Damn she look good in yellow. "Umm...excuse are you Devante?", Fenty said. I smiled at her and said, "Depends on what you're looking for." I knew she couldn't tell that it was me cuz of my shades and my hat. "Well I'm looking for Devante Swing so we can meet up and talk.", she said. I laughed at her. She so stupid. I turned my hat backwards and I took off my shades and I looked directly at her. My eyes met up with her eyes and I saw her smirking hard as hell. "What's good Fenty?", I said. "Shit nothing really just kinda tired of standing on my feet all day looking for that's all.", she said. "Oh shit, my bad.", I said. I got up and went around the table and pulled a chair for Fenty. "Here you go", I said. She sat down and pulled the chair up towards the table. I laid back in the chair and said, "You really look beautiful today. You look like you about to take some outdoor pictures for a magazine or some." She smiled and said, "I can say the same for you. You looking like a bottle of Aquafina and Dasani. I see you tryna come through drowning hoes out here." "I guess you can kinda say that", I said while chuckling at her. "So can you finally tell me why you wanted me to wear yellow today?", Fenty asked me. I chuckled a little bit I said, "Because I knew your skin could make it pop brighter than it already was. Plus you look like you like yellow a lot anyways." She smiled so hard after I said that. Aww I didn't know she had dimples. It's cute on her. "Thank you, Devante", Fenty said while blushing. "I'm just being honest.", I said while I shrugged my shoulders. A waiter came up to us. "Hola! Welcome to the Latin Patent. My name is Mari and I'm here to serve you. What would you all like to order?", the waiter said. "Ohh... I'm not ready to order yet.", Fenty said. "What about you, sir? Are you ready to order?", the waiter asked me. "No, I'm not ready yet either.", I said. "Okay. I'll be back with you in 30 minutes to get you all enough time to pick what you want.", Mari said. "Gracias senorita", Fenty said. "De nada", Mari said while she was still walking away. I looked at Fenty and said, "So you speak a little espanol I see?" "Well..I speak alot of espanol for your information.", Fenty said smiling. "Well can you say something in Spanish? I really want get my information right.", I said. Fenty was smirking hard again. "Alright. Yo escucho su musica porque es maravilloso y brillante.", Fenty said. "Okay now...what did you say to me?", I asked her. She chuckled. "I said I listen to your music because it's wonderful and brilliant", she said. "I know that was hella corny of me to do that but I didn't want to say anything complex to you yet.", she added. "Yet? And I didn't think it was corny. I thought it was nice and it was kinda sexy the way you was talking in Spanish.", I said. We were staring each other for a minute but Mari came back to us and interrupted us. "Here are some tortilla chips with salsa and cheese for you both. Does anybody want to order now?", Mari said. I looked at Fenty letting her know that she could go first. "Uhh.. I'll like the pollo (chicken) wrap and three chimichangas.", Fenty said. "With the chimichangas, do you want chili with beans and cheese or just chili and cheese?", Mari asked. "Just chili and cheese", Fenty simply said. "And how about you sir?", Mari asked me. "Umm.. I'll like to get the... Dominican Pizza and two quesadillas", i said. " So with the Dominican pizza, do you want it semi-regular or do you just want it as it is?", Mari asked. She looked at me with some concern. "I guess the way it is", I said. "Ooooookay, I'll be back with your food in a couple of minutes", she said. With our orders taken, Mari left. Fenty looked at me with a little concern just like Mari did. "What? It's something wrong with the Dominican pizza?", I asked. "It's nothing wrong with the pizza its just....really really big.", Fenty said to me. "How big is that pizza?", I asked. "It's like 22 inches.", Fenty said. What the fuck. That's big asf. I thought it was gone be like those 3 minute microwave type of pizzas. "Well I'll only eat 3 to 5 slices and have a to go box.", I said carelessly. "I mean I could help you with the pizza but I gotta a full course meal myself.", Fenty said. "I mean...you can get some for later on...", I said. "Thanks.", Fenty said. We saw Mari and she had Fenty's food. "Here is your food señora. Señor, your food is coming. Your quesadillas are done but your pizza is still being made. We just want to give you all of your food at the same time.", Mari said. "Oh it's fine. I can wait a little longer.", I said. Mari walked away from us again. "Shit by the time your food comes I'll be done with my food.", Fenty said. "I know right.", I said. It was silence between us. Idk why but the silence was very awkward. I kept looking around at other stuff and Fenty was just on her phone looking annoyed. "Don't you get it I don't want to talk to you", she said. "You good?", I asked. She sighed and said, "Yeah I'm fine. It's just that my boyfriend...nevermind", she said. She gotta bf? She look like a single full course meal and she's taken. Damn. Ion gone never get anybody lol. "Naw naw. You can't say nevermind and you brought it up. You gotta finish what you was saying.", I said. "Fine. My dumbass boyfriend keeps blowing up my phone and texting me and its annoying as fuck. I'm tryna spend my time with you.", she said. I'm tryna spend my time with you. Nobody has never said that before...well at least not in my face. "I thought I was boring you to death.", I said. Fenty looked at me with the really nigga look on her face. "You could never bore me. Shit this is like what...the second time I'm talking and hanging out with you and so far I think you really chill and down-to-earth.", Fenty said. "Thanks. I think the same about you.", I said. After that, the silence came back again. Some music started playing.

It was "I like it" by Cardi B playing outside. The waiters and waitresses were dancing to the song. They was getting it lol. It seemed like the music made them work a little faster. The couples that I saw earlier were getting up and dancing to the song. Only Fenty and I weren't dancing. What the fuck I look dancing and I still haven't gotten my food? Nigga I'm hungry asf. "You wanna dance?", Fenty asked me. Wtf. "I don't know if I can dance when I'm really hungry.", I said. Fenty looked at me with a smirk on her face. I saw those two dimples on her face again. She got up and started dancing. She was dancing towards me and held my hands. "Come on Devante. You can have some of my chimichangas if you like.", she said. I looked at her food. Ion gone lie but her food looked mighty delicious right now. That cheese look good asf on them chimichangas. "You sure you want me to have some of your chimichangas?", I asked her. "Yeah, I don't care if you eat it all. I always get three chimichangas.", she said while still dancing. The song was over but there was another song coming up. The other song started playing. I can't tell you song it is but I know I heard it somewhere.

Y'all know that song off white chicks when the models start walking on the runway? Well that's how ik the song. Well its called "Move your feet" by Junior Senior. Just like the song, everybody was moving their feet. I looked at Fenty's chimichangas again and it was they were calling my name. I took Fenty's chimichangas and I just smashed on them. Fenty was still dancing and I still haven't seen my food yet but I saw Mari holding something that was red, green, and orange. I didn't care though because I was eating and demolishing Fenty's chimichangas. Mari came to our table and she finally had my damn food. "Here is your quesadillas and your Dominican pizza is in this box just in case you can't finish it all.", Mari said. Her face was so surprised when she saw me smashing on the chimichangas. I stopped eating for a minute and I grabbed the pizza and placed it on another chair beside me and placed the quesadillas on Fenty's side. "Thank you", I said. Her face was still surprised. "Welcome señor", Mari said. She just backed up and walked off fast as hell. At this point, idgaf how she looked at me as long as I had something in my stomach. Fenty was still dancing and she turned around and she saw me. "Damn, you tore up the chimichangas.", she said. "I'm sorry but she took too damn long with my food.", I said while messing with my fork that I was eating with. "Fatass", Fenty said. "Yo energetic ass didn't even touch yo food yet and it look mighty delicious.", I said while looking at the rest of her food. Fenty pulled her food closer to her. "Uh uh back yo hungry ass back. Your food is here now. Go eat your food before but gets cold.", she said while laughing. "Fine. Tryna be all protective with you food and shit", I said while laughing too.

To be continued Part 2.....

Y'all I am so sorry for updating so slow. As you can tell this is a LONGGG chapter. I was thinking to hard into this chapter. But do y'all think Fenty and Devante can be something or not? And y'all don't forget about Zhen (you know the main character) and her stuff. Just keep reading and make sure y'all comment so y'all can get a s/o and vote on this weak ass story. And remember that I love you all💞💞💞💞💞💞💞