Deeper Meaning

Tears & An Old Ass Infidelity

Anatsaia's POV

Danny looked at with a shocked look on his face. "What's wrong Trix?", I asked him. He looked at me with a serious and worried look on his face and turned his head towards me and then that's when I realized. "Oh shit.", We both said in unison. we are so fucking screwed and Devante's gonna be so upset. fuck.

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Anastasia's POV cont.

"I can't believe it. It's finally gonna come out to light.", Trix said while quickly putting on some clothes. "Let's just hope and pray that this'll be a quick and easy. and that no one finds out.", I said. Trix just stood in front of me and looked at me. "What?", I said to him. He gently touched my face and held my cheeks together and said, "Stasia...do you think I'm bad father?", he asked me. "No. No baby. You're a good father to her. It's just that...you know...no one knows that.", I said. "Everyone will know sooner or later. And when it happens..I'll still be here with you and I'll take full responsibility of everything. I don't want anyone think less of you, Stasia.", Trix said and kissed my lips. After that, we were both ready to go. We got out of the house and got into Trix's olive green truck and went to Oregon.

..One to two hours later..

Devante's POV

We're back to where we started. Back in the same seats waiting for Anastasia to come and for the doctors or nurses to tell us about Dyana. My phone rang and I decided to answer. "Hello?", I said. "Hey Dad.", a voice said. "Sky?", I said with a little smile. Yeah, I got three kids. Two daughters and one son. Sky (or Sky Blue)is my youngest daughter and she doesn't like to be in the spotlight just like me. And she doesn't want alot of attention unlike Dyana. "How's Dyana doing?", Sky asked. "Still haven't gotten anything yet. We just waiting on Dyana's mom to come right now. How's Hong Kong so far?", I asked her. She's a junior in college and studying some language called Cantonese in Hong Kong. Oh yeah, Justin and Dyana have the same momma but Sky. Sky's mom is a model and food inspector (don't ask me how she balances it cuz a nigga don't know). "I hope Dy can recover quickly once she wakes up...and yo little girlfriend too.", Sky said in a silly voice. "Huh?", I said. "Dad don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about. Justin and Dyana both told me about Zhen. You wanted Mrs. Yvette so badly you done took her daughter. So scandalous Dad. How could you? The betrayal.", Sky said playfully. "The deceit. Did somebody tell you this was an all white party? Can someone get this jigaboo away from me?", I said reciting a few lines from White Chicks. "Latrell?", Sky said. After she said that, I felt someone tapping on me. I turned around and I saw Dalvin. "What is it?", I said. "She's here and she brought someone with her.", Dalvin said. I nodded my head. "Hey Sky?", I said. "I know Dad. I heard him. Well, just call or text me whenever y'all get anything about Dyana and Zhen.", She said. "I will. I love you.", I said to her. "I love you too Dad. Muah.", Sky said and I hung up. I turned around I saw Dyana's mom, Anastasia. And I saw this white dude with her. I'm assuming he's the boyfriend but I don't really give a fuck. "How's she doing?", Anastasia asked me. I sighed and said, "They haven't said anything yet. We've just been waiting for you so we can do the tests.", I told her. "Okay. Well, I guess we can get this started then.", She said. I walked away from her and walked towards the front desk. "Umm...excuse me miss?", I said. "Yes, Mr. DeGrate right?", she said. "Yeah.", I said. "Is there anything you need?", she asked me. "Yeah. Can you let the doctor know that Dyana's mom is here so we can run the tests please?", I asked. "Yes sir. Hold on.", the nurse said while running to Dyana and Zhen's room. I walked back to my seat and sat down. "I heard you stopped eating after your birthday De.", Yvette said sitting next to me and holding my hand. I looked at her face. She didn't have makeup at all. She usually wears mascara and lipstick but she doesn't have that on her face either. Her face got a little chubby and so did her hands. That's when I fully noticed that she gained weight while I lost weight. She must be eating alot to get over the fact Zhen's still in that coma. "You have to start back eating De. You look sick.", Yvette said to me. "I'm not sick. I just want them to wake up and recover.", I said. "I'm not trying to be rude but have you gained weight Yvette?", I asked her. She looked down at her arms and held her held down. "Yeah I have. I think I'm depressed. It's like a cycle that doesn't end. I just eat and eat and eat and eat all the time.", Yvette said while putting her head on my shoulders. "I just don't want to feel like this anymore.", she added. "Me too.", I said. We heard footsteps and both looked up and we saw the doctor. "Mr. DeGrate, where's her mother?", she asked me quickly. "She's right over there with the man wearing blue. Is there anything wrong with her?", I asked and quickly jumped up. "It's not her. It's actually Zhen.", the doctor said. I turned around and I yelled for Anastasia. She ran and asked the doctor, "What happened? Is there any updated news on Dyana?" "I think it's best if I tell you all in their room. We need to be there quickly. Zhen's heart rate is getting lower by the minute.", she said. "You all need to follow NOW!", the doctor said. We all rushed to Dyana and Zhen's room. My moms and pops were near Dyana holding her hands and praying. Yvette and Fu started crying when they saw Zhen's monitor. I was about to cry again. Her heart rate is 40 and below. That's EXTREMELY low and near death. Tears formed in my eyes once again. Am I really seeing her dying? Nurses and other doctors were preparing a another breathing machine to go through her throat inside of her mouth. A nurse came in the room and told us to step away from Zhen and Dyana. "I'm sorry but I need you all to stand back and sit in those chairs. Everyone's doing what they can for Zhen right now. We've also been noticing things about Dyana too.", the nurse said. "Is it bad?", Dalvin asked. "The nurse smiled and said, "No Mr. DeGrate. Dyana is actually improving in her condition. IF you haven't noticed, she's no longer on the breathing machine. The bruises on her skin are finally healing, and she doesn't need anymore wires to respond. She's finally responding by touch. We're not sure if she can respond verbally yet. She does moan alot and that's coming from her impaled kidney. Nevertheless, It's official that Dyana is recovering wonderfully.", the happy nurse said to my family mostly. Yvette and Fu were still crying but they both ended up smiling, knowing that they were comfortable for my daughter to come back instead of their daughter going through another operation. I respect, appreciate, and love them more for that. I moved to where their chairs were at and hugged both of them. "She'll get through there. We just have to wait for her.", I said to them. They cried even harder. "Alright. We'll need the DeGrate family to move over to Room 445 right now. Dyana will be in there in a minute and you guys can touch and talk to hear. She can hear you. We're about to perform a tracheostomy for Zhen. Thank you.", the same nurse said. I felt someone touch my shoulder and I turned and it was the doctor. "Mr. DeGrate, I know in your position of Dyana and Zhen and I understand how you and the Fang family feel. But I have to separate you from the Fang family for awhile. We still have to run multiple tests for Dyana's kidney.", one of the nurses said.  "I'm sorry but before I go I just need to know what are y'all doing for Zhen?", I asked him. "Well they're cutting and creating an opening or a hole in her neck to place a tube into a her windpipe. Zhen has a heart block meaning that her heart is beating too slow. They're putting the tube in so she can breath through her throat and trying to switch up her fluids. They haven't really focused on her broken hand because of how bad her brain damage is. They're struggling with her ribs because the main ribs that are holding her heart is somewhat poking her heart and that's not good. I can update you on Zhen if you want me to.", he said. I looked at them and said, "Yeah. Yeah, you can update me about her.", After that, I left Yvette, Fu, and Zhen in that room and walked with Anastasia, her boyfriend, and the doctor we normally saw. "This is the room for our urine test. We need to know and see before we begin with our blood test that neither of you are doing or partaking in any drugs or alcohol.", she said while opening the door for us. "I quit drinking alcohol back in 1996 and I don't do drugs.", I said. I looked at Anastasia to respond. "I still drink but not heavily or recently. I also don't do drugs either.", she said. "Good. And sorry to say this but I'll only need Dyana's parents in this room but you're welcome to sit and wait till they're done. The urine doesn't take long.", The doctor said. "...I-I understand. Thank you. Good luck babe.", Anastasia's boyfriend said and kissed her. "Thanks Danny.", she said. Danny? Why do I feel like I heard that name before. Anyways, we both went inside the room and the doctor closed the door. "Okay, so we have gallons full of water and cups. Make sure you wash your hands and don't flush the toilets just in case y'all miss the urine test cups. Mrs. DeGrate, I hope you don't mind me asking but are you on your menstrual cycle? Alot of women think that that their cycle will mess up the test.", the doctor said. "No ma'am. I had my menstrual cycle last week and it ended on that Wednesday.", Anastasia said. "Okay good. Well, we can begin. Just in case you two haven't drunk anything today, I need both of you to drink three cups of water.", the doctor said. We nodded our heads, filled our cups up with water, and started drinking. "That's one. Drink again.", she said. We filled our cups again and drunk again. "Two. Just one more.", the doctor said. shit i feel like i gotta pee now. We did and finally got done with the water. "Do you two feel like you have to urinate?", the doctor asked us. "I do now.", Anastasia said. 'I felt like I did after the second cup.", I said. "Good. Now you can the easy part. Here are the urine cups. Remember don't flush the toilet if you missed the cup and good luck to you two.", the doctor said after giving us the urine cups. Then she left and closed the door. We looked at each other. "Did you lie about the drinking?", Anastasia asked me. I looked at her with an annoyed look on my face. "No. Why the fuck would I lie to a doctor that's helping our daughter. Since we asking dumbass questions let me ask, did you lie about doing drugs?", I asked her. She didn't say anything. the fuck wrong with her. After that, I walked to the men's restroom and did what any real nigga would do at a time like this...piss.

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I don't know if I had the chance to say this before but I wanna spread my arms, heart, legs and give a shoutout to Devante and RiRi148 because they birthdays just passed. And I want to tell yall to expect a bunch of shit cuz a nigga got alot of ideas for the next couple of chapters. Remember to read, comment, and vote for this story and that I LOVE YALL NIGGAS. <3333333333