Shawn Mendes Imagines

Can't Do This Alone

Requested by and dedicated to: shawnieboyimagine 

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Your POV

"Well has he said that anything is wrong?" My cousin and very close friend y/c/n asks me.

"No, but I can tell something is wrong. He eats less now and that worries me. I also think that he doesn't sleep." I say and I sigh.

I hear the front door unlocking which means Shawn is home.

"I have to go. He's back." I say and hang up the phone.

Shawn comes through the door and hangs his jacket on the coat rack before slipping off his shoes.

"Hey babe. How'd it go today?" I ask him and he gives a faint smile.

"It went well." He says and I look at him.

"Are you okay?" I ask and he looks at me and nods his head. "Are you sure?" I ask pressing a little further.

"Yes. I'm fine." He says and kisses me on the head.

"Okay well are you hungry? I can make you something. I already ate, but I don't mind sitting with you." I say and he hesitates for a moment before answering.

"Um no I'm good. We ate at the studio." He says, but I have a hard time believing him.

"Oh okay." I say and nod my head.

"I'm just gonna go shower. I'll be in bed shortly." He says and I nod my head again.

I go to the room and get into bed and grab my phone.

Y/n: Hey Geoff, I was just wondering if Shawn ate at the studio because I want to make him dinner.

I lie to him so that he'll tell me the truth.

Geoff: No he didn't eat anything. We ordered pizza, but he said that you were cooking for him so he didn't want any.

Y/n: Okay thanks

So Shawn lied to both me and the guys. Why isn't he eating?

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Shawn came to bed shortly after, but I didn't ask him anything about him lying to me. 

I fell asleep and I had assumed that Shawn did too, but then in the middle of the night I hear him getting out of bed.

I wait a little while before getting up as well and going to see where he is. I slowly walk out of the room and into the living room where I see Shawn in the corner on the couch writing.

It's his song book. Why is he trying to write at three in the morning?

He looks tired and drained. 

"Oh I didn't mean to wake you." Shawn says and looks up at me.

I shake my head and smile. "It's okay. You didn't wake me." I say and go over to him and sit down. 

I rest my head on his shoulder and then look up at him.

"I love you. You know that right?" I ask him and he smiles and nods.

"Of course I know that." 

"Okay good. I care about you and I would do anything for you." I say and he looks away from my eyes for a moment and then back at me.