made for; jack avery《COMPLETED》

• T H I R T Y •

I plopped down on my bed wishing the day would be over. I thought i would be over him by now. But as soon as I seen him, as soon as I seen his smile, curls, and how hot he looked in a tux. I instantly felt every feeling I had ever had for him. Why tho? Its been 3 years. 3 fucking years. I'm pathetic, and over dramatic.

Bing

I look down at my phone.

Gray 💘
you home yet?

Me
yea. wanna come over lol

Gray💘
omw

I  take off my heels and earrings. I wiped off my makeup, I didn't like wearing makeup a lot but sometimes I had too. I hear the light knock on my door. I walk out of my room and go to my front door. I smile at gray, "hey g" he hugs me "hey, so how was the event" I laugh as he follows me to my room "very eventful, pun not intended" he giggles. I go into the bathroom and pull off my dress I put on my hoodie and booty shorts walking back into my room.

"Tell me about it" he says laying back. I sit on my bed inches from him and sigh "jack was there" he quickly sits up. "What happened?" I let out a nervous laugh "uh well, I was staring at him and Logan called him over and we kind of just starred awkwardly at each other and then his girlfriend showed up" grays jaw drops. "Who's his girlfriend??" I look down and my leg as that were crisscross applesauce. "Aspen" I whisper. Gray face palms "you're joking right?" I laughed "I wish" he frowns.

The look he gave me told me he was thinking. I kept my eyes on him. It took him a few minutes until he finally let the words fall from his lips "you still love him don't you"

I nod slowly "never stopped, its like every feeling I've been trying to cover up these years just came rushing back, he was my best friend for what 12 years before we started dating of course I still love him, " gray wrapped his arm around my shoulder pulling me closer. We stayed in the position until his phone went off. He opened his phone.

E
Where'd you go?

Him
Autumns

E
Can I come over too?

He looks up at me and I smile nodding.

Him
She said Yea

E
Omw !

I rolled my eyes "you guys are something else." He giggled and laid back on my bed.

Since you all might be wondering, here's a little back story. About two years ago I met Ethan and Grayson. Yes, the Dolan twins. We have done a few projects together with volunteering. We became friends very fast but we all decided in having I guess a low key friendship because I knew and they knew I'd get attacked, you know being a girl and being friends with two guy twins. And their fans would probably get angry. So we kept it low key. Even being friends with the why don't we boys I get hate, so that's why we keep our friendship low key.

They're like brothers tho, so don't think I like them. They think of me as a sister as well. I know so much about them and they know so much about me. Even the things I never wanted to tell anyone.

I hear my front door open and I hear his footsteps to my room. He opens the door and smiles at me but he realizes I wasn't in a good mood and frowns. "What happened?" Grayson explains to Ethan what happened. "That sucks" he finally says I shrug "eh things happen" he rolled my eyes at my foolishness "autumn, it doesn't hurt to show your feelings" I shake my head "I don't feel anything" Grayson and Ethan look at one another then at me "we aren't dumb autumn" gray whispers. I sigh "I know but I just don't want to talk about it anymore, make me laugh"