Doubts

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Jake- Where did she go?

Jake- Maybe she went to her sister.

From Jake's pov.:

I walked to Jen's doctor office and went inside. El was standing at the reception desk helping someone. And then she spotted me and came my way.

El- Hi Jake.

Jake- Hi. Is Jen here?

El- No... she's not. Why would she be here?

Jake- Something happened... And she got upset and ran off. And I thought she came to you.

El- What happened?

Jake- Don't be mad at me... But....

El- What did you do?

Jake- I... I tried to kiss her.

El- You did what?

Jake- I...

El- No. I heard you. Why did you do that?

Jake- Things were going well between us. I mean she lets me touch her. Last night when I massaged her. And I thought I should make a move on her.

El- And this is why you thought you could kiss her?

Jake- El. I'm sorry.

El- Jake I told you not to push her into anything.

Jake- I know I'm sorry. Do you know where she might be?

El- I know where she is. But I will go. It's better you stay away for now.

Jake- I'm so sorry.

El- I'll handle it. Don't worry.

El left and I decide a beer would be nice right now and went to the bar.

Jen's pov.:

I went to my place and just stared out to the view. Thinking about so many things.
And then I heard someone come behind me.

El- Jen?

I turned around to face her.

Jen- Hey.

El- Are you ok?

Jen- Yeah... Jake tried to kiss me...

El- I know. He came to me. And told me.

Jen- He came to you?

El- He was looking for you.

Jen- He was looking for me?

El- He cares about you Jen.

Jen- I guess so. I don't know. I'm so confused.

El- Do you like him?

Jen- No... maybe... yes. I mean he's nice. And sweet. And so gorgeous.

She giggles...

El- Well he likes you.

Jen- He makes me feel comfortable I mean when I'm with him I'm comfortable. Yes I like him but with my past its hard to know if I can trust him.

El- I think you should tell him.

Jen- You think?

El- Yes so he can understand why you're afraid. So he can understand why you're having doubts. You need to tell him everything.

Jen- You're right.

El- Tell me something. Did you want to kiss him too?

Jen- Part of me wanted to. I was forgetting about Bryan. And then he said his name. And everything came back. The doubts. I'm not ready yet.

El- Go tell him. He's at the bar.

Jen- Ok. Thanks sis.

El- Good luck.

I left and went to the bar to go talk to Jake about my past.

*TO BE CONTINUED*

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