Love... Why it so hard (Forth ♡ Beam)

Monotony

Forth's and Beam's P.O.V

After the moon competition I didn't meet him again. Time passes with class, lab and tutorial. I try to make myself busy so I can forget him... but he just get in more and more deeper. It's hurts.. really hurts.. I'm not meeting him because of I'm angry over him ... I'm just upset...

How could I be angry on him.. Did ever he give me hope... No right, he just treat me me as good friend... I just misused it. 

Beam's P.O.V

Pha & kit: Beam, what's wrong with you. You are really different nowadays... any problem just share with us. 

Beam: Pha.. Kit... I'm okay. I just stressed over these subject. I worried I could pass it or not. 

Pha: Beam, don't worry... I will tutor you before the finals... Just cheer up man. I won't let you fail. 

Kit: Please... don't make that face anymore... I can't see. 

I should thank god for giving such good friends. Just by looking at my face they can know I'm not okay. Although, Pha act bossy and kit is annoying but none can care like them... but I still missed Forth. I try cheer up not for me.. just for them. 

<<< Lunch Time>>>

Pha: Beam, where is Kit.

Beam: ohh,... he went to library to borrow some journals for assignment just now. 

Pha: okay... Are you free now? I need your help.

Beam: Yes... Boss. Waiting for your order...(I teased him)

Pha: Come lets go to science faculty.

When I heard science faculty. I doesn't want go... Afraid could see Forth with May. It would hurt me more.... but Pha never go anyway alone... He always need someone to be beside him.. So, I just follow him. Praying not meet them. 

<<< At Faculty of Science >>>

Pha went to inside the office room. As he win the campus moon. He got more work to be done. I does't want to follow him. I told him I will wait for him outside. I felt thirsty, So i walk to the science faculty cafeteria and bought a drink. The moment I turn I saw a familiar face... Yes... That's May... But why she is crying. I just get closer to know whats going on.

May's Friends: May don't cry... everything will be alright.

May: I just don't understand Forth. 

May's Friends: Why... 

May: You know right.. How many boys chasing over me... but these Forth keeps on rejecting me

Uhh... what I heard... Forth rejecting her. Let me hear clearly

May's Friends: What... I think you guys be couple after the moons competition

May: Where got... He never even propose to me once. Even he did mention that the song he sing in the competition is not for me. No matter how hard I try.. Forth keeps on rejecting me. I'm really upset.  

What.... That Forth never accept her... I shouldn't believe what I see... I should ask him. I don't know... but I'm really happy.. really damn happy. Should I call him.. but what should I tell me. Ohhh... mind be calm for a while.. Think a good plan to meet him. 

Pha: Beam... Let's go. Wait a minute... Why are your face so red... are you blushing... Any girls want to date you. 

Beam: Pha... nothing happen.. I'm Just being normal.

Pha: Fine.. I know when comes to girls you will be secret. But its happy to see you like this. Let's go.