Shawn Mendes Imagines

52 - Safe Inside (BSM)

"Want me to drive you?"

"Are you sure? I mean, didn't you drink anything?"

"Two beers, two hours ago and a Coke."

"I don't think it would be safe for you to drive."

"I'm sober, y/n!" He said, chuckling at me in amusement.

"You do know that that's what Jeff Atkins in Thirteen Reasons Why said but look at what happened to him." (Well damn. I just triggered myself xD)

"First off, that's just a show. It's not real. And second, there's no Sheri to accidentally knock down the stop sign."

I couldn't help but laugh at his reaction. He stared at me for a moment before laughing as well. He took my hand and led me to wherever he parked his car. Once we got in, he placed his hand on my right cheek before leaning in and placing his lips onto mine. Of course I kissed back. He pulled me towards him, passing over the console until I was straddling him against the driver's seat. I guess you can say that things got a bit heated up and when we were done, he drove me to my house. After one last kiss, we said goodbye as I got inside.

"Where have you been?" My brother's stern voice echoed throughout the living room as the lamp he switched on lit the darkness.

"Hey Shawn." I stuttered, not looking him in the eye.

"You didn't answer my question. Where have you been?"

"I was with my friends."

"Where exactly? It definitely can't be the park, the mall, or a cafe. I mean, it's almost three in the morning!"

"We went to a party, okay? I'm finally breaking out of my shell. It's not a big deal!"

"Not a big deal?! I come home to find out my own sister wasn't around and now you tell me you went to a party?! You could've gotten drunk and taken advantage of!" He yelled, standing up from the brown recliner.

"Well, I'm not drunk, obviously! I'm not that stupid!" I said, raising my voice at him as well.

"Well you could have been!"

"Oh my God, Shawn! You're acting as if you haven't even done that before! I mean, you would even bring random girls home at times!"

"That's not the case!"

"But it's goddamn close to it! First time I've ever gone to a party, you're already yelling at me as if I was hoeing around and fucking ever guy I see!"

He took a deep breath in, trying to keep himself calm knowing that my swearing is bringing him on the edge. You can definitely tell just by looking at him. The veins on his arm and neck are showing and if you look closely, I think you can see smoke coming out of his ears in anger. I love my brother but he's just... UGH!

"Who did you come home with?" He asked, his voice unnaturally deep.

"What?" I stuttered.

"Who brought you home, y/n?! Answer the goddamn question!"

"Hayes brought me home, so what?!"

"So what?! Do you even see the way he looks at you?! I thought I told him to stay away from you!"

"You what?! Why the fuck would you do that?! You know I like him!"

"I'm doing it to protect you! I don't want you to get hurt because of someone like him."

"I'm sixteen, Shawn! I'm not a baby anymore! You shouldn't even be controlling every single thing I do! Let me grow up!"

I couldn't hold back the tears of frustration once I yelled all of those at him. I kind of felt bad but he needed to realize that he doesn't have to baby me anymore. I breathed in deeply to calm myself down. He stared at me, hurt written all over his features as he seemed to relax slowly. He walked towards me and pulled me against his chest as he let out a sob.

"I'm sorry." He choked out. "I just... It's just that you're getting older and I didn't want that to happen. I don't want you to make the same mistakes as me but even if you do, I will love you anyway. I don't want you to not need me anymore. I know I should let go but I can't. This may be hard to believe but can't lose you. You mean too much to me. Y/n... You're my baby sister, my best friend. I don't want that to change."

"Shawn..." I sobbed into his shirt as he pulled me closer to him. "Shawn, you won't lose me. I may be growing older but that doesn't mean I will ever forget about you. I will always need you by my side. Even when I'm ninety and you're ninety-two, I will always need my brother."

"I'm sorry."

We just stayed in that position for what felt like forever. I honestly don't know what I would do without him. I'm thankful that I have the privilege of having Shawn Peter Raul Mendes as my older brother because I honestly cannot see a future without him. I would probably be dead if it weren't for him.

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A/N: Now this. I'm actually pretty proud of this. If some of you do not know what alco-mix is, it's basically a drink with a little bit of alcohol in it. I actually based it off one of my favorite Tanduay Ice drinks (I barely drink but when my mom lets me, I always pick the red one). I practically spent three days writing this (not including the weekend) and it's all because I get to school before 7AM (since my cousins are still in Junior High) and I don't have any classes before 8:30AM every MWF so I made this xD Hope this isn't shit

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