Love ( Nena )

again

Nikki's Pov

I was at home with the kids alone because john flied to california from yesterday and brie is at my mom's . I dropped the kids at school then I went to work .

My phone rang

Me - hello

Lana - hey girl whats up

M - oh nothing im good

L - hey look I dont want it sound like im complaining on john but I know what you two have been through . mark put maryse and john in the same hotel room . maryse must have posted on snapchat a pic and saying she fucked him . Of she on john in bed together and I just wanted to inform you on whats going

M - thank you so much for being my friend keeping and eye for me

L - ok babe

I hanged up pissed ..

After work I went for the kids and when they were sleeping I decided to text john

Me - you want to cuddle in bed with that bitch maryse . I saw the picture there is no denying it . you can smile and take picture with her in bed but you have never done that with me . I have tired enough in this relationship and I can just never win , I hope you know that you have two kids here waiting to see you but no your in bed with someone else other from your wife .

The other day

I woke up to 33 missed calls from john and my phone was ringing and I answered

John - hello

Me - what

J - hey I can explain

M- you always have to explain and put your self in this position

J-nicole why are you behaving like that

M- why the fuck am I behaving like what.  John you know how the fuck I am you shouldn't have taken a pic with her or be in her bed in the first place and you can't come with the crap you were drunk cause you dont drink

J - no need to worry I didn't do anything wrong . I love and I'm sorry if you th….

I hanged up

"I'm sick and tired of the same fucking thing over and over again

John is suppose to come back next week . I went for the kids .

"Mommy ", hazel said as the daycare lady gave her to me

"She has been saying mommy all day ", she said

"Aww you missed me baby ". I said kissing her

"Ok thank you ", I said as I went for sophia then went home

"Mommy I want to facetime daddy", she said

"Ok ", I said giving her my phone then I went to change myself and hazel in pj's

On facetime

"Hey my little girl ", john said

"Daddy ", sophia said

"What's up how was school ", he asked

"It was amazing ", sophia

"So where's your mom and sister ", john asked

"They are right here ", she said

"Oh my god ", I whispered as she turned the phone to me

"Nicole we need to talk ", he said

"I'm really not in the talking mood just talk to our kids", I said

"Sophia can you go in you room and allow me and mommy to talk ", he said as she came out

"Nicole why did you hang up in my face ", he asked

"I will hang up again you understand that im not in the mood just leave me alone ", I said

"We need to get this out and in the air…….  I hanged up

I went to sophia and I put the kids to bed