|41| - Birthday Blues

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This is actually pretty late because yesterday was my birthday... Oh well!

So I guess I'm fifteen now?

I didn't really know what to expect, to be honest. I didn't really imagine anything special happening; no balloons, presents, or parties. I'm not really one for social interaction... The mere thought of having a party all because I'm getting older is highly absurd and highly scary for me.

I did get some wishes from my mother, who is in India at the moment, my aunt, my uncle, my friends, and some random people, but I didn't feel satisfied. I guess it's because my mother is not with me and I didn't really feel celebratory at all.

I had a birthday dinner, got some bluetooth headphones, and ate some leftover Halloween candy. That was basically the entirety of November 2nd.

I'm really stressed and confused at this point, so I guess that also contributed to the fact I couldn't fully enjoy my birthday. My chemistry teacher is killing me and I'm on the verge of crying nearly every second of the day because of him.

Fuck you, Mr. Davila.

Teen IdleOnde histórias criam vida. Descubra agora