DNA

25 (Pain)

Jungkook pov

"I sleep alot these days! I mean I don't want to come out of the bed. I wanna stay there.
I hate being with them! Even hearing dad's voice makes me afraid anxious and disgusted.

I will wait till he leaves. I don't know how much it take but I wait!

Tae and mom think I over sleep but.....there is nothing for me to go to them. I cannot find love or care. Mom says they love me but.....I cannot see that!

I am tired! I am sick of this feeling! It is like a toxic cycle! I love nights more as I am on my own. I can dream whatever I want! A beautiful family which I am happy with them! A place where I am happy there. A place everyone loves me. A real love! I wanna shout but every time I try.....my sound gets muffled. Like silence has taken place! Has taken my voice!

Isn't it parents love their chidlren? Why I cannot see that? Why I cannot feel that? Everyone in his life has two people that love them! Their parents! But me......"

I heard a giggle coming from the bathroom.
"Truth or dare? Say truth!" Jimin asked Jin as was changing him.
"Tuth!" Jin said while was playing with his doll.
"I love you!" Jimin said and cooed Jin.
"Appa loves youuuuuu!" Jin giggled out loud.
"Now truth or dare? Say dare!" Jimin whispered the last part.
"Day!" Jimin started kissing all over his face making Jin to giggle out loud.

"My babyyyy!"
"Appaaaa!" Jimin made him stand and caressed his face.
"Me me!" He said and asked Jimin.
"Tuth or day?"
"Ummm let me think truth!"
"Appa Jinnie love you!" Jimin chuckled.
"I love you too!"
"Tuth or day?"
"Dare!" He then kissed Jimin's cheek making him to smile boldly.

"Having sweet times without me?"
"Daddyyyy!" I went and held him in my arms.
"You were busy reading! Didn't understand we even have woken up!" I chuckled.
"Morning!"
"Morning! I am going to make breakfast!"
"Wait I'll come and help you!" We came out of the room and I followed Jimin.

"Daddy!"
"Yes baby?"
"Tuth or day?"
"Ummmm.....let me think dare!" He pouted.
"No say tuth!" I laughed.
"Why?"
"Say tuth!"
"Alright truth!" He made a heart upward his head.
"I love you!" I tickled him and he giggled out loud.
"Daddy loves you too! My strawberry pieeee!" He tapped my shoulder.
"Tuth or day?"
"Dare!" He then kissed my cheek. I kissed all over his face and he giggled out loud.
"Daddyyy!"
"My babyyy!"

"Here I thought you are going to help me!" I looked at Jimin.
"Oh! Appa is mad we are in trouble come on!" Jimin shook his head.
"Don't speak like this about me. He will be afraid of me."
"He must!"
"You don't mean I am scary do you?"
"Well....let's see who- ahhhh no Jimin!"
"You are too much these day!" I chuckled.

"You are the kindest! And everypne knows this!" He took the spatula.
"Better to believe this!"
"I mean this from the bottom of my heart!" He smiled.
"You-ahhhh!" His smile faded and he grabbed the edge of the counter his hand on his chest.

"Jimin! Jimin are you ok?" I put Jin on his highchair. What happened?
"Jimin look at me? Are you ok?" He smiled and nodded.
"Yeah! It just.....just sometimes happens an-"
"It sometimes happens? What do you mean?"
"Jungkook I am fine-"
"We are going to your doctor today!"
"I am fine!" I gave him a glass of water.
"We are going and nothing is going to change my mind."

"What is this?" We turned as heard Mrs Park. She looked at Jimin.
"Have you again done something?" Jimin didn't say anything and went to hold Jin. His face was showing he has pain.
"Put him here and sit beside him! I'll make breakfast!"
"What is this? Jungkook!"
"Ma'am Jimin's not feeling well. We will visit his doctor after breakfast."