It is currently 5:50 am and Wellington is sitting at his desk awkwardly glancing down at his hands. Suddenly someone enters Wellington's tent. Wellington looks up and notices Lord Uxbridge with a warm bowl of soup and a cup of tea in his hands.
Lord Uxbridge stares at Wellington with concern due to how pale Wellington is. Lord Uxbridge starts speaking in a calm but slightly concerned voice.
Lord Uxbridge: Eat you need it.
Wellington: I'm fine...
Lord Uxbridge: You don't look well, sir...You haven't eaten in 3 days. Sir, please eat something. I'm worried about you.
Wellington: I...
Lord Uxbridge: Sir your not fine.
Wellington: Uxbridge you don't understand what it's like to feel so upset and guilty about something.
Lord Uxbridge: You're doing this because of what happened?
Wellington: Yes...I just blame myself.Tears begin forming in Wellington's eyes and they start gradually streaming down his face. Then he begins speaking in a tone full of sadness and guilt.
Wellington: He was there for me when I needed it...But I wasn't there for him when he needed it...
Lord Uxbridge: It's not your fault sir...
Wellington: I should have stayed in England with Henry...I should have given him the comfort he needed.
Lord Uxbridge: Sir...If you didn't go to Spain or Portugal I don't know what would have happened. But you wouldn't be the leader of our Army and you probably wouldn't be England's hero.
Wellington: Stop calling me that...Im, not a hero.
Lord Uxbridge: Well the people in England call you that. Because to them, you are their hero.Wellington: I don't seem like a hero at all so I don't wish you to call me one. So stop calling me that, please Uxbridge.
Lord Uxbridge: Other than eating something what will make you feel better?
Wellington: Seeing my wife and holding her in my arms. I know that I can't return home to see her yet. But that's all I wish to see right now is my wife. I just want to hold her.
Lord Uxbridge: I understand sir...But a battlefield is no place for a woman. You will get to see her when you go back to London.
Wellington: If she does decide to come here I will protect her Uxbridge. One of my important duties is to protect my family. Even if it means sacrificing myself.Lord Uxbridge quietly sighs to himself and he starts speaking in a calm and pleasant voice.
Lord Uxbridge: Sir the chance of her coming here is low. She has your children to take care of.
Wellington: Your right Uxbridge...
Lord Uxbridge: You will see her once the war is over...Now, please eat something and take care of yourself, sir.
Wellington: Fine...Lord Uxbridge places the bowl of soup and the cup of tea down on the desk. Wellington awkwardly stares at Lord Uxbridge. Lord Uxbridge starts speaking in a confused tone.
Lord Uxbridge: Is there something wrong sir?
Wellington: I prefer to eat alone Uxbridge...Unless I'm with my family.
Lord Uxbridge: Yes but it seems in the past 3 days every time I left you alone to eat you never ate the food. You just had the tea and sometimes complained about the amount of sugar in it.
Wellington: Look I don't want you watching me eat...It's awkward.
Lord Uxbridge: And I want you to eat something.
Wellington: Uxbridge, please just go do your duties I don't need you staring at me while I eat.Lord Uxbridge awkwardly stares at the ground and Wellington quietly sighs to himself out of slight frustration. Wellington starts speaking in a slightly irritated tone.
Wellington: That doesn't count...Stop joking around Uxbridge. Please just leave me to eat in peace Uxbridge.
Lord Uxbridge: Sorry sir.Lord Uxbridge awkwardly leaves the tent to go do his duties. A couple of hours later Voltaire is peacefully sitting on a hill leaning up against a tree. He is also cheerfully writing a page for his story.
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Blood Secret (Under Going Editing)
Historical FictionThis is a story about a soldier in the 95th rifles serving in the British Army under Sir Arthur Wellesley the 1st Duke of Wellington. Lawrence Sundermann has a secret family history that his older brother Ronnie Watson who is also serving in the arm...