Tin
I tried. God knows I tried.
Sinubukan kong lumayo, ibaling sa iba yung nararamdaman ko but I failed kasi I keep coming back to him and when he told me he's somewhat confused with his feelings, umasa ako.
If being in love is a mistake, then loving him is the sweetest one I made.
Nagkamali ako at patuloy na nagkakamali dahil mahal ko siya pero hangga't nararamdaman kong may pag-asa pa di ako susuko.
My friends have been telling me to stop this non-sense, my family is ashamed of me. I am a wrecker. I admit it, blame me all they want but I felt it. He can love me back. Kiefer can! Ibig sabihin hindi buo yung pagmamahal niya kay Mika kasi kaya niya akong mahalin. May posibilidad, 2 out of 10. Atleast hindi 0.
Ang sakit nang mga sinabi ng kapatid niya sa akin, yung mga tingin ng pamilya niya pero tatanggapin ko lahat. Hanggang hindi nanggagaling sayo, hindi ako mawawalan ng pagasa. Mali bang umaasa? Kung pinanghahawakan ko sinabi niya gusto niya ako?
That encounter with Mika, ramdam ko yung sakit na naidulot ko. Nahihiya at naaawa ako, I once loved her pero I'm so crowded with my feelings for Kiefer. Nawalan na ko ng right mind, the correct reasoning dahil doon.
Pagalis niya, dumilat si Kiefer.
"You're awake." I gasped and went beside him. Naramdaman kong lumapit si Thirdy sa kama ni Kiefer.
"I am. Kanina pa. The moment I heard her voice nagising na ako." Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig hearing it from him.
"Ah. So you heard?" Lumayo ako sa higaan niya, niyakap ang sarili ko. Kiefer cleared his throat and asked Thirdy to leave the two of us alone. Natatakot ako.
Because in reality alam kong yung katiting na pinanghahawakan ko sa kanya ngayon na mawawala.
Kiefer
When she stepped inside the room, amoy palang niya kabisado ko na. That alone is enough reason for me to wake up, but I heard them. That's when I remembered going here with Tin.
Sa totoo lang, hiyang hiya ako kay Tin. Alam kong niloko ko siya, alam kong kaya siya umasa kasi pinaasa ko siya. Ang gago ko pero kahit ilang beses kong sabihin yun wala na, the damage has been done.
Mabait si Tin, maalaga. Nagkataon na busy si Mika juggling being a wife, a mother and an athlete na minsan pakiramdam ko hindi na ako ang priority niya for a moment Tin made me feel like I'm taken care of again. Yung tipong ako lang. Gago no? Anak ko mismo minsan pinagseselosan ko. But that moment, that moment when she saw us and I saw her dying every minute she's looking at me it all came to me. How much I so deeply love her and our family, how stupid I am for doing what I have done and all that.
I waited for Mika to go, gusto kong maiyak because she has to go through all these because of me. And so I've decided to once and for all put an end to our miseries. I can't live without Mika. I just can't.
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