In your arms | Nico and Vinz
Kiefer
I am more than proud of my wife, kasi kahit may Issa na kami hindi niya nakalimutan kung ano yung isa pang bagay na nagpapasaya sa kanya.
Every night kapag tulog na siya, I'll stare at her peaceful face and ask myself, "Mali bang pinakasalan kita agad? Inagaw ko ba sayo yung pangarap mo? Hindi ka ba nagsisisi na may baby na tayo kaya hindi na tulad ng noon ang magiging commitment mo sa volleyball?"
Mika has her whole big future ahead of her, pero kinuha ko sa kanya yun nung niyaya ko siyang magpakasal. I admit it was a selfish decision but I'll always thank all the Gods for she said yes.
Her mom, Mommy Bhaby, even asked me when I seek for their blessings na baka daw we're rushing things out. True that, we're still young chances are changes will be inevitable.
Kaso mahal ko siya and that selfish reason alone crowded my being. I don't want her to slip away, that's why I married her.
"Ang lalim ng iniisip mo." I went back from zoning out when Mika kissed my right shoulder from the back. I'm not wearing any shirt, basang basa kasi from our daily morning exercises. She handed me a bottle of gatorade.
"Thanks baby. Wala, may iniisip lang ako." Mika took the space beside me and sit there. Isabella is still sleeping in her nursery room with Manang.
"What is it?" Worried face is evident in her face. I smile to assure her that things are fine.
"Babe, sorry ah. Kasi, because of me and Issa you won't be able to do things you used to do."
Mika
Hearing it from him my heart melts. Alam ko namang darating sa ganito, I've read too many articles and blogs regarding me getting married and having a child. Akala ko din magsisisi ako.
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"Anak, sigurado ka na ba sa desisyon mo? Alam ko mahal niyo ang isa't isa pero gusto kong isipin mong maigi. You're just starting your professional career sa volleyball. Hindi kaya magkaroon ka ng regrets?" Dad told me when we got the liberty to be alone. I love moments like this with Papa, sabi nga ni Mama I'm a Papa's girl eh.
"Hindi naman naiiwasan yun Pa. Siguro darating yung pagkakataon na mapapaisip ako, bakit ako nagasawa agad? Na baka marami pa akong dapat maenjoy sa buhay ko. I am well aware marriage life is gonna be different. Hindi tulad ng boyfriend-girlfriend relationship, this time I'd have to consider Kiefer every time I'll make a decision. Laging kaming dalawa na as one. Pero Pa, he makes me happy. Mas ayokong dumating yung panahon na itanong ko sa sarili ko, anong nangyari samin? We we're almost there." Huminga ako at tinuloy ang sinasabi ko.
"Sabi niyo ni Mama sakin di ba, if it's worth it never let it go. Alam ko makakapaghintay siya, pero natatakot pa din ako." Inakbayan ako ni Papa.
"Totoong totoo na nga, magaasawa na ang baby damulag ko." He pinched my nose causing it to turn as red as a tomato.
"I already gave you and Kiefer my blessings. Gusto ko lang na buo ang desisyon mo." I leaned my head on Papa's shoulders.
"Pa, aalagaan naman ako ni Kiefer. Salamat po." I assured him.
"Dapat lang, babawiin kita kapag hindi." I stare at my dad. Alam kong biro niya yun pero kaya niya gawin yun.
"I love you Pa."
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"Babe kahit minsan ba nagsisi kang you said yes to me?" Kiefer looks so troubled. Kawawa naman. I straightened his creased forehead with my fingers. Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at hinalikan yun.
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