SAVING H.S

WHEN I DON'T THINK ABOUT IT IT DOESN'T FEEL REAL.

"Baby put it this way the sooner you answer the phone the sooner I could start doing this." I whispered into his ear, before I start to leave butterfly kisses down his neck before I took Harry's bottom lip between mine, sucking softly then I pulled back making Harry's bottom lip look a deep cherry colour.

Harry nodded his head before answering the phone.

"Harry. "He answered.

"Okay, yep we'll be there as soon as we can."Harry replied. "Bye mate."

"Who was it?"

"Liam, we need to get to the arena. Everyone's waiting for us. "Harry said, placing his hand on my thigh.

"Okay, let's go." I replied, standing up before holding out my hand for Harry to take.

"We will finish this later. "Harry said, taking my hand before standing up.

Harry and I made our way outside where there was still a few fans outside.

"Can we go say a quick hello?" I asked harry.

"I don't see why not. "Harry replied, shrugging his shoulders.

"Hi guys." I called out, making the screams louder once they noticed Harry and I walking towards them.

"Can I please have a photo with you both? "A girl who looked about seventeen asked.

Looking at Harry who just nodded his head, "sure." I replied.

The girl looked very hesitant before standing in between me and Harry before asking her friend to take the photo.

"What's your name?" I asked once the girl handed her phone to her friend.

"Beka. "She replied, shaking slightly.

"It's nice to meet you, please don't be nervous." I replied giving her a side hug.

"You're literally my favourite person in the whole world. My brother Ben always tells me that I'd never meet you because he says it's a one in a million chance to meet you let alone talk to you. "She replied.

"Well now you can tell your brother that you're the one in that million."

"I love you so much."

"I love you too Beka."

After Harry and I took photos with more male and female fans we got into the van that would take us to the arena. Once in the van I rested my legs over Harry's lap before resting my head on the headrest, before closing my eyes.

"Comfortable? "Harry asked.

Opening my eyes I looked at him smiling before nodding my head before leaning over to kiss his lips a few times, a small noise sounded when I pulled back.

"I could get used to that. "Harry said, placing his hands on my knees.

"Get used to what?" I asked, leaning my head back on the headrest but this time I didn't close my eyes.

"Being with you, being able to kiss you at any given time. "Harry replied.

"Yeah it would be nice to be able to do those things you just suggested but with situation we're in right now, it seems very unlikely for that to happen." I replied calmly, not wanting to start an argument.

"Situation? "Harry asked, obviously confused.

"Doesn't matter baby." I said, giving him a kiss to try and change the subject.

But Harry wasn't having any of it, he pulled back." What do you mean by situation?"

"I don't want to say it because then it becomes more real and I don't want to think about it at all to be honest."

"What that I'm dating Taylor but we're seeing each other at the same time? "Harry wondered.

"Yes Harry." I huffed. I wasn't annoyed at him for saying it out loud. I just hate hearing it out loud. I try my best not to even think about it because it makes me feel disgusted in myself for being a part of cheating on someone.

"Baby we can stop this if it's getting to hard. "Harry said.

"Do you want that?" I asked sitting up properly.

"Of course not, but if you don't want to do this anymore I understand. "Harry said, taking my hands before intertwining them with his own.

"You sound like you want this to stop." I replied, moving my hands out from his before pulling them back to my sides.

Before Harry could reply, or if he even wanted to the van pulled up in front of the backstage entrance of the arena.

"Rory." I heard Harry say but I was already outside walking towards the wooden door that led into the arena.

I opened the wooden doors. I was met by Anabelle who looked quite frantic but when she saw it was me who had come through the door I saw her immediately relax.

"Thank goodness you're here. Liam has been stressing out like nobody's business because you and 'harry aren't hear..." she trailed off," wait, where is Harry?"

"He's here too, he was just getting out of the van when I walked in." I wasn't sure if that was entirely true or not because I didn't bother to wait for him, I just walked off.

"Sorry we're late." I heard Harry say from behind me.

"It's okay. Liam said to hurry off to the stage. I think he said something to do with making a video diary to play in the long change rotation for the concert tomorrow night then Maya will upload it to the joint YouTube channel that was set up about a week ago where she posted the first bit of footage that was made. I'm not sure what was in the video only that it has something to do with you guys introducing yourselves or something. Okay, I'm going to stop blabbering so you guys can go before Liam has mental breakdown." Anabelle said before walking away, not giving harry and I any chance to respond.

Shrugging my shoulders I started to make my way to the main stage, "Baby just wait a second. "Harry said, before I felt his hand grabbing my elbow.

"What is it?" I asked, still facing forward so I wasn't looking at Harry.

"Babe look at me."He pleaded.

Sighing, I turned around,"What is it?" I repeated.

"What was that back in the car? "He asked.

"What we're doing is wrong. I can't believe I'm even doing what we're doing. No matter how much I don't like Taylor I can't help but feel sick knowing what we're doing." I replied.

"Rory like I said if you want to stop what we're doing then tell me. "Harry said, cupping my cheek," I mean yes it will kill me, but I don't want to you to do something you don't want to do. "He added.

"Can we please talk about this when we get to the hotel tonight?" I asked.

"Course, but kiss first. "Harry said, pouting his lips.

"You're such a child." I said, giggling before kissing him, our lips moving in sync for a while before I pulled back, our lips making a smacking sound in the process.

"Let's go before Liam has our heads." I said, grabbing his hand before jogging towards the main stage with Harry in tow.