"Remember thinking that I'd never would be loved, that love was just not for me, that I wasn't worthy of loving but you made me feel so loved and special. I'll always thank you for that, for making me feel like I truly was worthy."
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"Ready as I'll ever be" I tell Lorenzo
We make our way to the car where Enzo is at, I thought at least he would complement how I look or say hello but no he hasn't said a thing. I honestly don't understand, I didn't do anything and if it's jealousy well that's on him because he knows that love isn't a thing I can do.
We arrive to the front of the church and god I feel like I can't breathe. Ahh I can't do this no I can't I thought I could but I can't I don't want to. No no I can't ahh my stomach hurts and my palms are sweating I can't I don't love this man I have no feelings towards him and once I marry him everyone will expect kids after and how do I tell them How do I tell the Italian Mafia that I might not be able to carry a child or to be capable of loving.
"It's time hija" Lorenzo says looking at me. God there is no going back I guess
"Lorenzo please don't let me fall" I say as I intertwine my arm with his
"Nunca hija" He says with a smile on his face. (Never)
The music starts and we begin walking I look everywhere else but him. I don't want to look at him because he could've stopped this, he is the Don after all but no he decided to follow daddy's orders. I promise you Luca Valentino I'm never going to forgive you for this and I'm going to make this decision the worst you have ever made.
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We get to the altar and I finally make eye contact he has no emotion in his face as I probably do too.He is wearing a dark green tux which looks good on him and brings out his green eyes. What I know he can be an ass but he is handsome a girl has eyes okay.
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