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68. beautiful nightmare

THANK YOU TOOOOOOOO AFIRENARRY FOR THE COVER AND THE COOL USER NAME because I know where you got that username from *wink wink nudge nudge p.s. Niall looks cute in a flower crown maybe i'll include that in a chapter

HARRY TURNED 21 I CRIED WHILE WATCHING THE PUPPY BOWL BECAUSE MY HUSBAND/CHILD/SUNSHINE

A/N: I have a crush on my principle (long story) BUT I WAS ASKING HIM IF I COULD DROP ONE OF MY CLASSES AND HE SAW ME RUBBING MY NECK SO HE JUST PUT HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDER AND STARTED JUST RUBBING FROM MY SHOULDER TO MY ELBOW AND I KID YOU NOT I LITERALLY SHIT MYSELF YOU GUYS SHOULD HAVE SEEN MY FACE I WAS SO HAPPY THAT AS SOON AS WE STOPPED TALKING AND HE WAS GONE I THREW MYSELF ON THE GROUND AND STARTED SCREAMING

I have no chill but then again WHO DOES AM I RIGHT

And just so you know I stalk all your accounts in my free time like if you've ever voted or commented I've literally been on your account and did a background check on you

I'm actually still not over what happened with my principle I feel like I'm in a fan fiction my best friend (OLIVIAAAA) told me I could write a story on this topic LIKE WHEN HE TOUCHED ME I STOPPED MID SENTENCE AND LIKE FUCKING STARED AT OLIVIA AND SHE JUST LAUGHED BECAUSE WNKYAHKOITHF

and I told you guys I was going to upload the character's ask yesterday but when have I ever done anything on time guysssss I'll try to upload it soon

AND I GOT SO MANY QUESTIONS IT MIGHT NEED TO BE SPLITED INTO TWO PARTS p.s. you guys asked questions to Lauren and Louis but I might not (LIKE PROBABLY NOT) include them because I kinda slowly faded them out of the story and now they're irrelevant so idk man

wow this chapter sucks ass but chapter 69 will make up for it I guess

it's smut but not sex...I don't know to describe what happens as a kink or what??? You'll see when you read it anyways

68 - Beautiful Nightmare

The household is pretty awkward after those few incidents-- I was a depressed loser who was being questioned by everybody and Niall was a psychotic criminal with anger issues and bad dreams.

We were finally starting to fit into our stereotypes.

My case of depression was a bit like an scar that had been picked so many times it could do longer heal; the scar was fine if you just ignored it and forgot about it but if you somehow acknowledged it then you were over come with the memory of dark times and then you were back to square one.

Depression is a door that you know if there but you don't fully acknowledge it, because if you do then you can't forget it.

I didn't exactly have the guts to tell Zayn what had happened. After the road trip incident Zayn had been a little more observant of Niall and if I just flat out was like: "Hey Zayn! I apparently self-harmed without remembering it even though you literally dragged me out of my illness and Niall almost punched me in the face! What's new with you and Liam?"

(I think if I said that Zayn would drop dead. For which of the two reasons would he die for, me being sad again or Niall nearly knocking me out, you tell me).

"Niall?"

"Yes?" He comes instantly around the corner and I raise my eyebrows. He was wary of me and I knew that but after everything that happened it was to a whole other level. (With every breath I took he would pop up, asking me how I was feeling. Fine is what I always answered with. Nothing special, just fine).

"Sit beside me." I frown and Niall complies, sitting beside me.

"If you don't kiss me right now I'm going to punch you in the head," I mutter and Niall lets out a small laugh, tilting my head up with his hand and pressing his mouth against mine.