LOVING SEBASTIAN GREENE (Published under Sizzle)

Chapter 21.3.3

CHAPTER 21.3.3

SEBASTIAN

But then, an image of a woman appeared on my senses.

That innocent looking face of Adison.

How I love her eyes, her nose, her lips... her body... her scent... her smile... her touch...

Everything about her changed me.

She taught me how to love again and she loved me unconditionally.

She accepted my past.

She accepted all of me.

And that moment, every sensation I felt stopped.

Completely.

I opened my eyes and gently push her away from me.

"Why are you smiling?" she asked, confused.

I am not even aware.

"It's Adison..." I love the sound of her name on my lips. It made me fall in love even more with the girl who owned it.

"Adison?" She frowned.

"I love her, Brianna." I honestly confessed again. "We were kissing and she's in my thoughts."

"What?" Her eyes starting to get misty again, but I ain't fall for that anymore.

"She's my everything. My life. I am really sorry, Brianna. I am really sorry."

Iiling-iling akong naglakad palayo at tanging mapait na ngiti ang huling iniwan ko sa kanya.

I didn't want to hurt Brianna, but I don't want to hurt Adison either.

I can't afford to lose her.

Never.

Nang tuluyang makalayo ay mabilis akong naghanap ng phone.

I need to fucking call Spencer!

Pero hindi pa man ako masyadong nakakalayo ay natanawan ko na siya na agad pang tumango sa akin.

"I thought she said pinaalis ka niya?" bungad ko pa.

"Yes, Sir. But I don't take instructions from anyone unless you gave it," sabi pa niya habang nakaplaster ang matipid na ngiti sa kanyang labi.

"Good, Spencer!" Tatangu-tango kong tinapik ang kanyang balikat. "Take me to Adison."

"Paano po si Ma'am Brianna, Sir?"

"Oh shit..." Natutop ko ang aking noo. "Ikaw na lang ang tumawag sa kanya. Pero kung ayaw niya, 'wag mong pilitin," utos ko pa.

"Sige po, Sir." Tumango siya at sumunod na rin agad.

Pumasok ako sa sasakyan at doon na naghintay.

Oh God, I miss my Baby.

Hindi naman din nagtagal ay namataan ko na rin kaagad si Spencer kasama na si Brianna.

Thank God, akala ko kasi ay magdrama pa siya.

Sa harapan ako naupo at ayokong magkatabi na naman kami sa likod. Sana lang hindi magalit sa akin si Adison dahil sa pag-iwan namin sa kanya.

Sana... Sana...

Halos isang oras ang naging byahe pabalik sa bahay nila Adison. Nang nasa tapat na kami ng bahay nila ay nagtatatakbo akong pumasok sa loob ng kabahayan. Agad ko ring naabutan sa sofa si Adison na nanonood ng t. v. at gulat pang napatitig sa akin.