getting back to past

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It was their eighth night on tour. The whole band was full of energy, finally getting comfortable with the demanding tour schedule. Blinks were beginning to notice some patterns during concerts, one being Jennie and Lisa’s cute interactions during Jisoo’s verse in See U Later. Jenlisas had recorded every moment up until to fuel their undying love for the ship, but the two had one other interaction that night that took just about everyone by surprise.

Jennie’s line in Kiss and Makeup - “cause all I want is you up on me.”

The two had always flirted at this point when all eyes were on them, but never to the extent of tonight. Lisa was expecting Jennie to blow a kiss or give her the usual wink...but as Lisa walked closer she noticed Jennie turned around. Her eyes widened, but she quickly recovered, flashing her stage face and keeping her composure. Everyone was watching; she had to keep herself in check. If only Jennie would let her. The damn woman was trying to grind on her. Her body forced her to make the split decision. She really had no other option, right? They wouldn’t look too close, would they? What Jennie was thinking? This crossed a whole new line they weren’t close to before this. Yeah, sure, Lisa was absolutely in love with her but she didn’t know that, right? All that flirting on tour had to be fan service or a friendly type of flirting. With those cat-like eyes, who wouldn’t enjoy giving people a wink once in awhile? They all did it, Lisa knew that. But when it came to Jennie, Lisa felt butterflies and she couldn’t help it.

Fuck it. she thought, Jennie started this, if anything I should be questioning her for getting too close.

Lisa held her breath and grinded on Jennie for what felt like ages. She couldn’t help but sneak a peek down low, mentally praying the cameras didn’t catch it and cursing Jennie’s shorts for the favors they were doing for her. She drove her crazy, she couldn’t deny it. Maybe that’s why she just couldn’t resist swaying her hips in sync with hers, trying hard to hide the smile on her face. The fans’ screams were drowned out, but she heard them, and it fueled her confidence to just grip Jennie’s waist and keep her close.

Just like that, they continued the rest of their set until finally, the concert was over. Lisa had done her best to focus on performing but just couldn’t get the moment out of her head. Sure, in reality it was just another teasing moment, but not the type that was typical for Jennie to instigate.

Should I bring it up? No. That’s too awkward. It was probably nothing.

She did this every time she questioned her relationship with Jennie.

She’d never like me, it’d be too complicated. I can’t bring that stress onto her. But..what if we tried...

She was snapped out of her thoughts by Rosé laughing her ass off in the backseat. It had been a smooth, quiet car ride to the hotel up until. Jennie, more than irritated, whipped around,

“What are you watching that’s so funny? I was trying to nap Rosie.”

Covering her mouth to stifle her laugh, Rosé explained, “A blink posted you and Lisa from tonight on Twitter saying Lisa took a look at your...” She trails off when she feels Lisa’s eyes burning into her skull.

Don’t say it. Don’t you dare say it Park Chaeyoung.

Rosé gestures to Jennie’s ass with her eyes, completely oblivious to Lisa’s silent plea.

“My ass?” Jennie fills in the blank for her, amused that she refused to say it.

”Yeah,” Rosé giggles, “I’m so sorry it’s just so funny how they edited this video. It almost seems like she actually did.”

Lisa sat frozen, eyes wide, not exactly sure what her next move should be. Damn, Lisa, THINK.

“I’ll be the judge of that, let me see.” Jennie says, but before she could snatch it, Lisa grabs the phone and turns to the corner to watch the video alone. She needed to see if it really gave her away.

“Yah! Lisa! Give it up!”

She let out a sigh of relief and let Jennie have the phone because honestly, it could’ve gone either way. It was just enough so Lisa could deny it confidently.

“I was just checking your mic pack, it looked a little loose.”

“Whatever, “ Rose scoffs, “either way you went viral tonight. Blinks really believe you two are together.”

“Funny, “ Jennie starts with a smirk, “Lisa’s too scared to go for me.”

Lisa’s eyebrows slowly raise. Jennie’s tone sounded a bit too serious. This seems promising.  She felt like playing along, but what came out of her mouth next even surprised her.

“Do you want me to prove you wrong, unnie?”

She says it with just enough innocence that Rosé and Jisoo don’t notice, both too occupied checking more videos from the concert. But Jennie, she‘a still shocked by the response. Lisa had always been one to get flustered when she teased her. She either laughed it off or quickly changed the subject, and whenever Lisa reciprocated she made it seem innocent. But this, this was a little different. Almost crossing the line, but not quite, just like they’d been doing for years. But this was pretty damn close to the line. Jennie had lost a little control, and surprisingly, she didn’t mind. If anything, she wanted to take it further. For once, Lisa was being unpredictable. She’d waited so damn long for Lisa to finally figure it out, and she could feel Lisa close to making a move. If she could just get Lisa to bite, one more time.

Her rebuttal finally came after a little hesitation, which Lisa definitely noticed.

“In your dreams, Lili...”

Before she could see Lisa’s reaction, Jennie quickly turned back around, her mind racing. She knew what she felt was stronger than friendship. She’d known for years now. But she didn’t like explaining her feelings, and she didn’t like admitting them either. Resorting to constant flirting was her middle ground, and in the back of her mind, she felt it was Lisa’s too, or rather she hoped that was the case. The way things were should’ve been enough, but Jennie couldn’t help but crave more. You drive me crazy, Lalisa. I throw myself on you day after day, but of course, the one thing that gets you is my ass.

If that's the case of getting you upon me then let it be.Jennie was thinking like that but soon the anxiety kicked in.

"What was I thinking huh ???
I don't like women and it's all wrong so wrong.I have kai my boyfriend.I love him right?
Lisa is just temptation Jennie.She is just your sister don't try.

Whatever this feelings is inside just keep inside Jennie.

You are not lesbian they are disgusting.They are sinners and ewww.

Lisa is just mistake you have to solve.you're a straight women."

Jennie was assuring herself by speaking those.

But what if now lisa will move on but Jennie wanted to goes forward??

The temptation of getting Jennie can lisa control herself???

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