ts been a couple days since my surgeries. I'm starting to be able to breathe a little easier, both literally and theoretically. Mike is in prison for life, with no chance of parole, so that makes it easier for me to relax. I was released from the hospital about a week after my last surgery. Jimmy stayed the entire time. Lorne was able to get him a week hiatus in order to be with me and so we could figure out how we were going to handle this pregnancy.
"Should we keep this under wraps? That's what Nancy and I did with Winnie but it was easier to do that because we had a surrogate so Nancy obviously wasn't pregnant. It will be a little harder this time, because, obviously, you are going to get bigger." Jimmy said one night when we were walking around the hospital. I had to walk around the hallways at least three times a day so I could regain my strength and to also to promote healing in my lungs. Jimmy held my arm as we walked slowly around the hallways. Tonight he kept one arm on my arm and the other touching my belly.
"I won't start showing noticeably for another month or two. I know the doctor already told us that the baby is doing great and everything is as it should be but that was a quick sonogram. I would like to set up an appointment with a doctor back home in New York to really make sure we are where we need to be. I mean, it was supposed to be impossible for me to have children. I want to make sure everything is going to be okay." Jimmy looked me in the eyes and nodded. "Of course, honey, we'll get you the best doctor we can. In fact, Nance and I had this doctor back home. She was fantastic. I'll ask Nancy for the number and we can set up an appointment for this week. If that's okay with you?" He looked at me cautiously.
"Yeah, that's great. I really would just like to know without a doubt that the baby and I will be fine. I don't want to release anything to anyone and then have something happen." I touched Jimmy's hand on my stomach and looked down. "I just want to make sure we are okay before everyone gets excited about it."
Jimmy kissed me on my forehead. "Of course, honey. I understand. But, I promise you, I will never let anything happen to you or our baby. He knelt in front of me and kissed my belly. Daddy loves you too much to let that happen." He whispered to my abdomen. He stood back up and kissed my lips. "I love BOTH of you too much to let that happen." He smiled and helped me walk back into the room.
At the end of the week, the doctors had released me to go home, but I was to go to the OBGYN as soon as possible to verify that this was a viable pregnancy and to ensure that I could safely continue with the pregnancy. Jimmy had to be back on Monday for shows. It was Friday. My family still had no idea that Jimmy and I were expecting. Jimmy and I decided we would tell them tomorrow night at dinner.
Jimmy and I were up in my room getting ready for bed. Jimmy walked out of the shower and by the door. I glanced up and caught a glimpse of him right before he made it past the door. He looked like a Greek god, his tan was amazing, as we had been spending the weekends at the beach whenever we had Winnie. His skin was a golden brown and water cascaded down his body. I could see the muscles in his side flex as he bent down to pick up a towel off the floor. When he walked by the door again, he covered his groin with the towel but left the rest of his body exposed. I saw his hip muscles flex as he walked by and exposed his perfectly toned, rounded backside to me. My heart fluttered. I couldn't help but stare. Jimmy closed the shower door and wrapped the towel around his waist, letting the towel rest just under his V cut on his hips and rested just above to point of exposing himself. He bent over and shook the water out of his head. When he brought his head back up, it sent a shower of water down his body.
I couldn't help but get caught up in the moment. This reminded me of the first time we slept together. He looked even better now. He looked up at me with his wet, spiky hair and ran his hand through his hair. He caught my eyes and smiled. "What?" He said non chalantly, as he walked over to the door and leaned his arm against it. He put his forehead on his arm and shot me the biggest grin. He had grown out a little beard during his week off with me. I got to say, it was beginning to grow on me. The beard looked amazing right about now. I usually preferred him clean cut because it showed off his incredible jaw line but tonight, there was just something about how rugged he looked.
"Nothing," I felt my face turn red and I turned away. "Hey, now, what is it? I know you were thinking about something. You had that look in your eyes." He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my stomach and stuck his head into the crook of my neck. "What look?" I said, trying to hide my smile. "That look you gave me the last time we were in this room. The same look you give me when I get home from work still wearing my suit, the same look you gave me, oh, around, 10 weeks ago when we couldn't get home from our night out fast enough." He rubbed my abdomen. "That look." he said as he kissed where my neck meets my shoulder.
"I do NOT have a look. If anything, you have a look." He laughed into my shoulder and His lips press against my skin. Right underneath your ear. His firm chest is pressed against my back and I can't help but let out a soft moan.He wraps his arms around my waist again, holding me against him firmly. He knows this drives me crazy and soon I can feel my melting into his body and he immediately notices. I close my eyes as he gives a soft chuckle and rest his nose in the crook of my neck. His fingers slowly snake their way to my jeans and he runs them along my hip bone. "You're such a tease" I whispered, my voice barely audible and shaking. His lips start to travel down my shoulder and he leaves a small love bite once he gets to the end. "I don't know what you're talking about" he said slyly.
I turned to look at our reflections in the mirror and I couldn't help but bite my lip as he slowly traced my curves with his fingers. He softly caressed my scars and slowly ran his finger tips across the width of my abdomen. He slowly danced his fingers down to my zipper and brought it down excruciatingly slow. As he brought my jeans down he bent down with the motion. In one quick motion, he turns me around so that I am now facing him. He takes his lips and slowly, methodically rubs them up the inside of my legs. I can feel his lips and tongue slowly caressing the inside of my right legs while his hair and hands caressed the other. He kisses his way up my body until he presses us against the dresser and lets his finger trace my hair line. It brings shivers down your spine. "You don't know what you do to me." I whispered in his ear as I took his scent in. I let my eyes travel from his gorgeous eyes to his full lips. He smirked and bit the bottom one. I run my hand through his hair and down his neck. Jimmy looks at me and smile. Jimmy suddenly picked me up and cleared off the dresser of nick nacks and perfume in one swipe of his arm. He pushes me on top of the dresser, mirror bangs against the wall, sending a shower of hats and decorations falling of the side from the top. He laughs into my neck as he puts a hand on each thigh and applied subtle pressure as he pushed them apart, make his own little space in between my thighs. His scent was intoxicating to me as his mouth found the base of your neck and worked its way up. His hair feels like silk as I desperately ran my hands through it trying to find a strong place to grab a hold of as he sent a flood of sensations down my necks with his tongue. He puts my hand behind his back as he began to run his hands up my thighs slowly. With every motion, my body quivered with anticipation.
"You're killing me." I sighed into his hair as removed my shirt with little effort. "I haven't even begun to start loving you yet, Breckyn." He ran his lips and tongue down my collarbone, taking one bra strap into his teeth and slowly sliding it down my arms. He continued across my chest with his mouth and did the same action to the other side. He took my breasts into his mouth and gave little flicks with his tongue as he slowly slid his fingers up my back and unhooked my bra, letting it fall between us. I felt my body heat up everywhere his fingers and mouth danced until my body was overcome by the sensation. "You drive me crazy, you know that?" His voice was deeper than usual and slightly rougher. I pulled his mouth to mine as he picked you up again and laid you down on the bed. I bit his neck and chest, leaving red bite marks all over his body. He took small hisses of breath in with each bite, but never tried to stop me. He ran his fingers up my body, barely touching me, leaving a trail of goosebumps wherever his touched. I stop biting and I curl my back into an arch and lean my head back and let out a soft moan. I feel Jimmy smile into my stomach. He lets his tongue lick his way up to my jaw line where he leaves soft quick kisses. "Don't stop what you where doing." he let out a raspy groan as I ran my nails down his back and bit his neck as he moaned and slowly kissed his way back down. He left little bite marks off his own until his mouth met my scar on my abdomen. I watched as he took a shaky breath in and kissed my scar. His hair tickled my belly as he buried his face into my waist. I felt him leave desperate kisses along my waist line as he brought his hands down to my hips. I felt tiny drops fall. I took my hand and gently lifted his face. He looked at up me with tears in his eyes and some rolling down his cheek. "I love you both so much." I brought him up to look me in the eyes. "I love you, Jimmy. Now show me." He let out a low moan and I pushed his head back down. He slid off the bed and ran his hands down my legs slowly and slowly put his head between my thighs and smiled. I sucked in a deep breath and let the incredible sensation wash over my body. It was almost too much to handle. He let me squirm for a second and then took a firm grasp on my thighs. Helpless, I grazed my fingernails along his shoulders. He wrapped my legs around his head as tightly as he could as another wave washed over me. The sheets beneath my hand were in a death grip as I called out to him and every other God in existence. He enters two fingers in deeply and send my entire body into convulsions , he moves his kisses to my neck and begins sucking on it. It's not too long before I start fighting against his fingers. He rubs slowly enough to keep you on the brink. "Just let it go, baby." Jimmy whispered into my ear as he kissed my earlobe. I felt a wave crash over me and he bit my neck. "There's no use in fighting it." he growled sexily in my neck. I let go and it sent me into convulsions as he kissed my lips to muffle my pleads.
"My turn." I could hear Jimmy sigh deeply and his hand grabbed the back of my head while kissed him from the chest down. Just before I could reach inside his pants he grabbed my hand with a firm grasp. "Lay back down." he stared into my eyes. I got back on the bed and laid on my back. Jimmy ripped the towel off his waist with one quick motion. He smiled and turned his fingers in a rolling over motion. "The other way" he moaned. He grabbed my hips and flipped me over. I could hear the smile in his voice as he handed me a pillow. "Bite down if you can't keep quiet." You felt the bed shift under you and knew he was hovering above you. He ran his tongue down the curve of my spine all the way to my lower back. I felt his hands grasp my hips and he guided himself in and out. He kissed my back as he picked up the pace. He let out shaky moans.. "Oh my god, Breckyn." I bit the pillow and grasped the sheets. He found a nice rhythm and kept it for what seemed like forever, making me plead with every god for mercy. Then with one motion he flipped us over and soon I felt his mouth leaving little bites on my neck again. Jimmy sucked in his breath and slowed down his pace, sliding his lips and and down my body slowly, leaving cool puffs of air on my body as he exhaled with every thrust. "oh... my... god...." he let out a little grunt and picked up the pace. I felt a wave crash over my body as I felt his body stiffen. He let out a shaky breath and low moan as he collapsed into me. He laid there for several minutes catching his breath as I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed the top of his head. He brought his hands up to my torso and held me tight.
"Now THAT is how its done." I said. He buried his head into my stomach and laughed as hard as I have ever heard him before. He gasped for air at the end of his laugh. It reminded me of a baby laughing. Winnie laughs exactly like that. Its my favorite sound in the world. "Where have you been all my life?" I laughed with him.
"With the wrong people." He looked up at me and rested his chin on my chest. He kissed the bottom of my chin and giggled. "Now THAT is how a woman should be treated." He kissed my lips.
"I love you so much. You, Winnie, and this baby. You're my world. All of you. I hope you know that."
"I love you too Jimmy." He smiled and rested his head back on my chest. I started rubbing his head with my fingers and rubbing his back. Soon, he gave a little flinch. He was asleep. I remembered back to the first night we slept in the same bed and he flinched. I was so nervous to just be in the same room as him. Now look at us. Sleeping together, naked, intertwined as one person, and pregnant. Funny how fate works sometimes. I smiled to myself as I drifted off to sleep in his arms.