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The party ended with everyone becoming wasted. Sohyee and Yoongi went to a guest room. Mijin and Tae slept in her old room and Jin, Jungkook, And hobi shared another room.
Jimin was currently helping you clean the place up because you two weren't that drunk. But there was an awkward silence and you didn't like it one bit. Sadly, you couldn't start small talk because everyone knows, small talk is the worst.
After the place was cleaned, Jimin actually spoke up for once but asked for some Advil because he started to get a headache. Going to the kitchen, you looking through the cabinets to find Advil. Opening up the last one, you found it but it wasn't at your reach. Sighing, you tip toed, trying to get it. Fingers brushing over the bottle, you suddenly felt someone push up against you.
Heat rose up to your cheeks as Jimin grabbed the bottle himself. Instead of just moving away and grabbing water, he just stayed like how he was. Pressed up against you while his hand still stayed up, holding the bottle that was caged in the cabinet still.
But after a minute, he quickly moved away and grabbed water, taking some Advil and just leaving his cup after drinking it and swallowing the pill down. You regained your composure and sighed afterwards.
Thinking Jimin would leave, he just sat down on your single couch, looking at you who decided to fixate some hot chocolate. Nothing can go wrong if there is a cup of hot coco in someone's hand.
Being a generous person, you made another cup for Jimin, making heart shapes out of the whipped cream for each cup and then walking to him in a steady pace with the cups in your hand. You reached out the hand with his cup and he gladly took it, mumbling out a thank you. Smiling at that, you went to the L shaped couch, sitting down.
Minutes passed and it was just silent. You two didn't talk at all, just glance at each other here and there. But finally, gathering up the courage to talk, Jimin opened his mouth before you.
"So, explain more about why you celebrated surviving?"
Drinking another sip of the hot, yet delicious flavored coco, you placed the cup down and started off explaining. "As you may be well aware, I was in a coma for 7 months," He nodded and you continued, "Well, through those 7 months, I basically had a 7 month dream about me and a guy, Taehyung, my sister, and.. other people."
"So, you were like sleeping beauty?" Chuckling at that, you replied with a nod.
"You can say that. But anyways, this guy I dreamed about was just perfect. He was my everything. I met him in my dream on instagram. But he was famous, very famous. Someone with 10 million followers. I was just a fangirl, blinded by one sided love. Soon, that one sided love became real, in person. I met him and fell harder in love. But it was soon showed that he didn't love me. He was using me to cover up tracks for murdering my sister," Jimin stopped drinking his coco and said, "Sounds like a dramatic movie."
"Yeah. Anyways, I found out that his original plan was to hurt me and break me with my so called friend. He turned out to be a psychopath, my 'friend.' But time passed and the guy did fall in love with me. He called off the plan with that psycho but the crazy man continued. I forgave him and we enjoyed the months together. We went out a lot, cuddled 24/7, even had intimate moments but we never did it in my dream. A couple weeks later, we had a gathering and.. the psycho appeared. He did things to my sister who I found out was alive months before."
Jimin was actually intrigued, he was listening. Elbows on his knees and palms holding his head up.
"The bitch decided to go on a murder spree and well, I just ended up in a black room after that. And the same guy came to save me from that black room that was actually leading me to my death. And I woke up after that. Reality hit me once I found out he wasn't real." Tears started to brim your eyes. Talking about all this to the man who says he doesn't know you, to the man that looks exactly like the one you loved in your dream hurt because if you said it's him, he'd think you're crazy.
"Taehyung and Mijin told me he never existed. They knew nothing of him and my heart broke." Jimin noticed you were going to cry soon since you bit your lip and your eyes seemed glossier. He stood up and sat next to you, hesitantly rubbing your arm.
"But when I got discharged, I found him. I found the guy who meant so much to me in that 7 month dream." Jimin stopped rubbing your arm as you turned and looked into his eyes.
"The Guy I loved and still have feelings for, even though it was only in a dream, is alive and I found him. But-" You suddenly stopped, not wanting to continue. But he wanted to know more.
"But what?"
"But he said that I had the wrong person." Jimin's hand dropped from holding your arm. "And I followed him like a creepy girl for six months. Luck was on my side today because I ran into him today with a group of people I knew in my dream."
Jimin knew exactly who you were talking about. And instead of calling you crazy and just felt weirded out, he felt scared because of a reason the readers will find out later. ;)
Taking in a breath, you finally said the name of the guy who he already knew. Who you already knew that he knew. Try saying that 10 times fast, lol.
"His name was Park Jimin in my dream. But now is Kang Jimin."
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Alright so , if you're still confused,
Here's a rundown of what happened.
Jin, Jungkook, Hobi, and Jimin followed Y/N / You. They were fawning over you and Jimin blurted out, hey I know her. Which they didn't believe. So he started walking to your house.
Anyways, you caught them yata yata. Jimin isn't interested in you because. . . Well you'll have to see later. But one of my babies guessed it sooo 👀👀👀👀 << if I did that on your comment , you were right lol.
So they got home and a party was thrown. People were confused by the party. Basically, Y/N / you were in a depression period when you got discharged and a month after. They noticed but you said it was nothing. You just missed a lot.
So they decided to throw a party for you after you said you were fine and Jimin meant nothing to you. You basically survived. I believe people who dreamed things like this , would be sad and hurt. Idk but I read it somewhere on Safari a long time ago lmao.
So that was the party and it is still explained here.
Next chapter it'll be a whole load of shit going on. Like I said , I was pissed off and hurt while writing this.
Normally, when I'm like that, I write in my diary or on a piece of paper, rip it a million times and probably hit a wall. :") but i don't normally hit a wall. It's mostly just writing my feelings out. Or I vent , but venting rarely helps since most bitches are fake :/ and say "oh." , "ah." :/ bUT ANYWAYSBEHDJS-
Or when I do roleplays (on a site because I'm role playing as Jimin and Yoongi. its a stupid shit called g+ you have it then come follow me on my accounts. :"3) I tend to write out my feelings on those roleplays and it helps a lot.
So I just decided to update and that's why the chapters are shit. Now don't say "it's not shit, stop saying that." To YOU it may not be but to ME , it is. Even if I write it over and over again, which I have done for this one, I will never be satisfied. Unless my work for sleepover, the time where I spammed updates I was proud of those chapters.
Like for 3 O'clock , I wanna unpublish the book because I find it to be cringe and ew. I was proud of it but then I read the chapters again and I became disappointed.
THE ONLY BOOK IM PROUD OF IS HOTLINE.
If hoes don't like it then, ion like you lmao. That was a work of art and I loved it so much. It deserves more recognition.
If you read this,
I love you.
If you didn't read this ,
Then you aren't even gonna see this lmao.
But i still love you.
Except I purple the ones who read this more soooooo ;))) 💜 I'm gonna go to sleep since it's almost 5 am!