I want to thank @blinking_lights for helping me out in this chapter.
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Wow. People can spread the news fast, I'm hearing all the people around me that I killed dad, and I didn't hear was, I used it for self defense, assholes!
It was midnight and I wasn't sleepy yet so I decide to walk around the quadrangle and think about everything. As I got lost in my thoughts I didn't realize that I passed the gates.
I shouldn't have killed dad
Domn hates me
Everybody hates me
I don't deserve this crown
I'm an asshole
I shouldn't have become a princess
I should cut
I don't deserve to leave
People hate me
I don't do good on both worlds
Fuck myself
Janeia asshole Hathaway
Those were just the sentences I've been saying through my head, Too hard maybe? Nope not even a little bit.
Morois aren't allowed to go through the gates, But Noviises and Dhampirs can, How unfair is that eh? By this time nobody can even notice that I've gone far through the gates.
"What are you doing outside the gates?" Ella shrieked
"You came out of nowhere"
"Didn't you know that you are not allowed to roam around outside the academy?!"
"I do know."
"Then why did you-"
"I got lost through my thoughts ok?" I cut in
"Go back to your room!"
"Woah Ella, you sound like your my mother."
"Come on! If Domn sees you here, we'll both be in trouble."
"You already are" Domn said out of nowhere
"Domn, we were just coming back there."
"Ella, don't lie your not good at it"
"Ok, I saw Janeia here and I'm trying to make her back there"
"Applause to Janeia"
"WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP DOMN?!" I shrieked
"What your problem?"
"You."
"Me?"
"Yes, you!"
"As far as I know you killed our father."
"God, can you just accept that I killed a strigoi for the first time, and I don't even train."
"Excuse me?"
I rolled my eyes at him.
"What the heck is your problem?"
"I don't need to repeat myself all over again."
"Woah guys, stop." Ella cut in.
As Ella spoke the trees swing, the wind blows quite strong. I can sense someone coming.
"We should go" Domn said
Instead of following him, I walked slowly straight to the trees and wondered what was out there.
"Janeia!"
I didn't listen, as for that I got in trouble, A Strigoi chased me. Damn trouble ugh.
"UGH LET ME GO." I shrieked
"JANEIA!" Domn shouted
The Strigoi ran away with me carried in his arms, As we go further I didn't see Ella and Domn, god I'm in trouble