Trigger warning
Auroras PoV
The boy he was on about was the baby that Dylan planted. Death before light ment he was going to die before he lived. The same for the girl. She was another and was going to go before she lived.
I stood up and walked to the bathroom. Jai followed me. I thought he was going to give me some privacy but I guess he wanted to be there.
I sat down and jai carried on talking
"If you want I can do it for you, makes it less emotionally scaring" jai said as I did by stuff. I just ingnored him
"But aurora, they need to go, I know Luke won't be able to handle this" jai said sternly
I didn't want to keep them. They would just be reminders of what I went though, and I wasn't raising them with the father like them too. It would be best for them if I got rid of them.
I had finished and stood up. I placed the stick on the side and waited with jai.
"So aurora, how you doing this" he asked. I glanced at him
"I'm doing it" I whispered. I still had hope it would be negative.
I looked over at the stick after a few minutes
Positive
I felt my stomach drop and tears began to stream down my face. I was scared. I was terrified. Jai gave me a faint smile
"Luke will be back soon, let's get it over and done with" jai said and walked out the bathroom.
I stood there. Horrified and scared. I had life growing inside of me. Those two monsters implanted pestasites inside of me. Jai came back with a metal coat hanger and that just made me cry harder
"It's okay, right get in the bath, I'll get the coat hanger ready" jai said. I shakely nodded and wiped my eyes
I had to do this. It was the best option I had. They were just cells after all and I couldn't have them growing up, trapped inside this hell with a father like Luke. What if he triggered them to be evil, like him. Also jai said its best for Luke. Luke is broken enough and to destroy him more could lead to bad things. Jai handed me the re shaped coat hanger. I just glared at it.
I couldn't do this. I was emotionally strong enough. Jai saw this in my eyes
"I'll do it, Luke's my brother, I'll be doing him a favour" jai said. I knew e was doing this for Luke's sake, not mine, but I knew jai would be gentle, he wouldn't want to hurt me. For Luke's sake.
Flash back
"I want children, I think a boy and a girl, the boy older than the girl so he can protect his little sister" Jessica said while sticking a marshmallow. I nodded
"I do want a big family, loads of kids and a loving husband" I said dreamily. Jessica laughed
"Already little miss perfect future" she laughed and I laughed too
"Would you still keep it if you got pregnant now" Jessica asked. I nodded
"Of course, I'd never get rid of the life living inside of me, no matter what"
Flash back over
"It's all ogre(🌚) now" jai said as he backed away and stood up.
I had my head back and tears streaming down my face. I looked down and saw blood everywhere. Jai turned on the shower and helped me out. I sat on the floor crying my eyes out as jai rinced away the blood. He turned the shower off just as Luke came though the door
"Where are you" he called, he sounded panicky
"Here, aurora was...,sick" jai called. Luke then came though the bathroom. Jai had grabbed hold of my hair and I was already crying so it looked Legit
"Aurora, she's been doing that a lot lately, anyway come on you need to eat" Luke said and walked out. Jai rubbed my back
"It's okay, it's all ogre now" he whispered
But it will never be Ogre
(I am so sorry #shrekislovesherkislife #sorrynotsorry)