A/N: Jenna x Reader
PART TWO AS I HAVE A COUPLE OF PROMPTS THAT I WANT TO WRITE <3
PLEASE, ENJOYYYYY
HERE WE GO!
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Y/n's POV:
I'm walking up the stairs, holding a basket full of washing that I need to put in the washing machine so I can do a load. You wouldn't think that a little kid would have so much clothes or need so much clothes, but she does! Lily has so much clothes and I'm like 'How can a tiny human have so many clothes?'
"Mom." I hear Lily call on me and see Jenna peak her head out of the office, I know that she's been trying to be a better mom and be there for Lily so she's always trying to listen in on how I teach so she can help parent Lily.
"What?" I ask, chewing on a candy bar while looking at her. She looks at me confused.
"What?" She asks, more aggressively. I glance around before looking back at her.
"What?" I ask her, confused.
"Mom, I don't say anything!" She argues, sounding angry at me.
"Neither did I."
"Then why you mad at me?" She asks, raising her voice and looking as if she was about to cry. I look at Jenna for help but she's trying not to laugh. This bitch. I want to laugh too but I can't otherwise my daughter will hate me. I look over at Lily, setting the basket down and kneeling down.
"How did—?" I sigh and glance at the floor before looking at her, "I love you, I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression. I'm not mad at you." I assure her, seeing her shoulders relax as she sighs, "Now, can I ask what you wanted to talk about?" I ask her, speaking carefully as I don't want to sound condescending.
"I am hungry." She tells me,
"What do you wanna eat, love? Can I make you something?" I offer, glancing down the stairs before looking back at her, she sighs.
"Ayy..." She groans out, sounding dramatic. I raise an eyebrow at this.
"What?" I ask her, leaning my head down.
"You mad again!" She exclaims, upsetly and rushes into her room. I sigh and force my eyes shut.
"Well done." Jenna compliments, I send her the middle finger and grab my basket and go do some washing before making her favourite sandwich. I knock on her door,
"Lily? It's me, can I come in?" I ask her, I hear the footsteps and she opens the door. Looking up at me with a pout.
"What?"
"I made you your sandwich." I say, handing her the plate. Seeing her eyes lighten up and a smile tugs on her lips.
"Thank you, Momma!" She thanks me, moving her arms out; I chuckle softly and wrap my arms around her, leaning down. She kisses my cheek, steps back and takes the plate. "Can I eat here?" She asks me, I nod my head and she heads over and sits down on her bed, watching something on her iPad. I shut the door for her and turn to see Jenna smiling at me,
"Booya." I say, putting my hand out, she high fives me but I hold onto her hand and place a kiss on her cheek.
*****
I wake up to feeling a tap on my cheek, making me groan as I tilt my head away from the person poking me.
"Hm?" I mumble quietly, taking a deep breath in and slowly exhaling. I open my eyes, hesitantly, blinking repeatedly. I see Lily, clinging onto her teddy bear.
"Mama." She whispers softly, I hum softly.
"Hm?"
"I had bad dream." She informs me, I glance back to see Jenna practically on the edge of the bed, I face Lily and back up; beckoning her to lie down, she crawls into bed and I lie on my back, she cuddles into me and I wrap my arms protectively around her.
"Do you want me to tell you a story?" I offer, quietly, she nods her head against my chest and I run my hand through her hair, stroking her head.
"No, I just want you." She whispers softly, I smile and rub her back, trying to help her fall asleep and after 15 minutes, I glance and see she's fast asleep. Thank god, no offence but I'm so tired.
***
Jenna's POV:
I wake up and turn around, going to move my arm around Y/n but feel another human on top of her, I jump slightly and sit up; I rub my eyes and look to see Lily on top of Y/n. I sigh and rest my head against the pillow, beginning to stretch. I'm surprised I managed to sleep a lot last night, I didn't think I'd be able too.
I glance over at Lily and Y/n and begin to sit up, I crack my back and fingers before looking at the clock to see it's 5am. I let my shoulders fall and get up, heading toward the bathroom. I brush my teeth and brush through my hair, doing my skin care routine and I'll put make up on next time.
Once I'm done, I exit the bathroom and turn the light off, seeing them both fast asleep. Y/n looks so beautiful which makes me so happy. I'm so glad that she's let me stay with her. I'm glad I didn't leave, I think I would've felt so guilty if I did.
I head over and place a kiss on her forehead and then on Lily's head before getting up and leaving the room, I shut the door quietly behind me and walk downstairs to get myself something to eat. I think I genuinely might just cut up some fruit and have that for breakfast while I read. I like having my own routine and I always start with a small light reading session then I do some writing before they both wake up.
***
I head upstairs with my laptop and I lie down beside Y/n as I know she likes waking up beside me, even if I am awake. I lie in beside her and move the covers over me before resting my laptop down on my lap, continuing to type as I sometimes glance at Lily and Y/n, waiting for both of them to wake up.
"Psst," I hear one of them whisper, I glance over and see Lily beginning to wake up. "Jenna." I hear Lily whisper,
"Yeah?" I whisper, quietly.
"'M hungry." She complains, moving her hand out, I move the laptop onto the bedside table and Lily moves off of Y/n and she lazily moves her arm over my waist, I rest my hand in her hair and give her head scratches.
"Can I make you something?" I offer, looking down at her, I feel her mouth fall open slightly and after a minute or two, I realise that she's fallen back asleep. I chuckle softly and look over to see Y/n beginning to wake up.
"Psst," I hear Y/n whisper, I feel a smile tug on my lips as I admire her beauty. She looks so beautiful and I feel a sudden appreciation for her and her still being here.
"You okay, my love?" I ask her, quietly, resting my other hand in her hair.
"'M hungry." She complains, sighing and leaning more into my hand.
"Do you want me to make you something?" I ask her, continuing to give her head scratches, I watch as her mouth slightly falls open and in seconds, I realise she's fallen asleep. I love how similar they are. It's so adorable.
*****
I'm in my office and I've just finished an interview, I sigh, leaning back and glance at the time to see that Lily's gonna be getting out of school soon; I get my phone and see that Y/n's calling me, I answer and put it on speaker,
"Hey, my love. Is everything okay?" I ask her,
"N... No. No, not really, I... I hate to be that bitch but... can you maybe pick Lily up from school?" Y/n asks me, sounding stressed out.
"Yeah, of course." I agree with ease, if there is any stress, I want to take that away from her and ease things up for her. "What's wrong?" I ask, curiously, wondering if there's something I can do to help her or comfort her.
"Nothing, just... I have to pick up an extra shift and I had to deal with the surprise visit of mother dearest and that wasn't great... so, that was fun, I guess." Y/n informs me, I let my shoulders fall.
"Y/n, you know that I'll always help you. Even with money—"
"—No, I... I couldn't. That money is for your hard work, it... wouldn't feel right." She answers, letting out a small sigh. "I need to go anyway, I need to call the school saying that you'll be picking her up. I will see you at 9."
"Wha—? 9?" I question, surprised.
"Yeah, why? Is that bad?"
"No, I just..." I try to remember Lily's routine and everything that I need to do, "Nothing. It's fine. I got this. I will pick her up." I assure her,
"You sure?"
"Yes, I promise. I will see you at 9." I reply, nodding my head. Beginning to think of what I can entertain Lily with. What's a 3 year old interested in? Wait, I should just ask Lily. After observing Y/n with her, I should be able to know what Lily's allowed and not allowed to do. I got this. I got this... right?
***
I'm at the front gate, waiting for Lily to come out of school, I'm just on a call with my manager while I wait.
"Okay, how long will filming be?" I ask him, he hums softly.
"Uh, just gimme a second... I wrote it down here somewhere." He says to himself, I glance around and see a couple of parents looking at me confused, I send a small smile before looking away and rolling my eyes. I hate parents sometimes. "4 months, is that a problem?"
"Wait, where did you say we would film?"
"Montreal." He answers, I tut slightly. It'd be a tight schedule to be honest, I mean what will Y/n do for 4 months? Who's gonna look after Lily when Y/n needs to pick up an extra shift.
"Uh, I'll need to think about it—" I see Lily, "Shoot, okay, I gotta go. I'll give you an answer soon, I just need to discuss with someone." I inform him, earning a short laugh.
"What, can your girlfriend not go 5 minutes without you—?"
"—Okay, bye, good chat." I say, hanging up and putting my phone into my back pocket. I move more into view and see Lily smile widely, she begins to run over.
"Jen-Jen!" She exclaims, excitedly. Opening her arms for me, I walk toward her and she jumps up. I wrap my arms around her and groan but quickly get her into a comfortable position. "You pick me up?"
"I pick you up. Is that okay?" I ask her, she nods her head smiling widely.
"I like you."
"I like you too, Lil." I respond, rubbing her back and beginning to walk to my car with her in my arms, "How was your day at school?" I ask her, looking over at her and moving her hair behind her shoulder.
"It was good." She answers, nodding her head. Resting her head on my shoulder. "Can you help me?" She asks me,
"With what, love?"
"Homework." She answers,
"Oh, god. I'll try, but I'm not great at homework."
"Mama amazing."
"Mama's good at homework, huh?" I ask her, she nods her head lightly. "Ah, well, let's see if I've got this. I'll try."
"You no search answers either." She informs me, there goes my way of cheating. I chuckle softly.
"Okay, I no search answers." I agree, nodding my head.
"Where is my Mama?" Lily asks me, removing her head from my shoulder and looking at me, curiously, her mouth is shut but her lips are slightly perked out. It's so cute.
"Mama's having to work a little later than usual but don't worry, I'll try be a good fill in for her." I assure her, unlocking my car and putting her in the back seat, she helps me with her seatbelt as that's some confusing ass shit and I gotta admit, Lily's actually really smart. She could practically do it herself, she just almost hit herself a few times but I quickly caught the belt whenever it almost did. I get in the driver seat and shut my door, I put my seatbelt on and begin to drive home. "So, what do you wanna do after your homework? Do you wanna order some dinner in and watch a movie with me?" I offer, glancing at her in the rear view mirror.
"Yeah!" She exclaims, excitedly.
"Hell yeah." I agree.
***
It's 10pm and I'm still waiting for Y/n to come home, I hear the door unlock and open. I stand up from the staircase and see Y/n turn and sigh, letting her shoulders fall.
"You're late." I point out, crossing my arms as I walk toward her.
"I know," She says, through a sigh before raising her hand over her stomach— has her fingers always been that long?! "I'm praying I'm not pregnant, again." She quips, sounding serious and I know she's being sarcastic. I snicker and unravel my arms, wrapping my arms around her neck and her hugging me back. I jump up and wrap my legs around her waist, making her laugh. "Oh, wow, I'm getting the extra loving hugs. Can you greet me like this all the time?" She asks me, placing a kiss on my neck and rubbing my neck as she walks over to the nearest chair and sits herself down, sighing. I place a kiss on her cheek, then her neck, then her shoulder, before pulling away and looking into her eyes.
"Can we please talk about what happened?" I ask her, she sighs, looking away. "Y/n, please—"
"—I really don't wanna talk about it." Y/n denies me, I sigh, getting off and feeling her cling onto me. "No— hey, I'm sorry. I can explain, I swear." She says, I tilt my head slightly and I rest back on her lap, her continuing to cling onto me. "I really am sorry. My..." I see her eyes fall to the ground and I can tell that something bad happened, "Listen, it doesn't really matter. I'm sorry. It won't happen again." She assures me, resting her forehead against mines and placing a kiss on my lips, I kiss her back and move her hair behind her shoulder then rest my hand on her neck, deepening the kiss. I feel her pull away, place a kiss on my cheek then on my neck.
"Wait, wait, wait," I say, patting her shoulders, feeling her pull away but rest her head on my shoulder. "I wanna know what happened." I tell her, feeling her slightly shift in her seat as she removes her head from my shoulder.
"...Why?"
"Because, Y/n, we're in a relationship. I want to know if you have a bad day, and I want to listen to you. I want to cheer you on when you have a good day." I express to her, resting my hand on her cheek. "I want to go through this with you, I want to know about your bad days. Just let me in, Y/n." I whisper softly, wanting her to tell me what went down. She sighs, softly.
"My mom came to see me, again." She tells me, "The first time, it was just before my lunch, I was pissed off because this asshole of a co-worker keeps making me feel like shit and trying to take credit for work that I did, she mansplains everything and I just— I don't know, she just pisses me off. She really does. Then there is my mom. She just appeared, so, I had to talk to her," She begins to explain to me, I nod my head and stroke her cheekbones, feeling her head melt into my hands. "she kept saying how I should feel guilty for how I'm not allowing her to see her granddaughter and I... I tried to set something up so she could just stop talking but—but—but they weren't good enough for her. So, she stormed off. She stormed off, shouting at me in front of my peers so I got the sympathy bullshit all day. I had to pick up Scott's slack because he fucked off to probably continue his affair." She continues to ramble on, making my eyes widen slightly but I just nod my head lightly.
"Oh— All... wow, okay. Continue." I say, encouraging her.
"So, then, I picked up his slack as he's a piece of shit but then, the bitch comes back. The bitch comes back. So, I have to deal with her again but this time, she brings my dad."
"What?" I ask, slightly surprised.
"I know. So, I not only have to deal with my mother but my dad as well! Can you believe her? I mean, she doesn't get her way with me so she makes my dad come over to my work and expects me to just freely be able to talk to her while I work my ass off." She complains, rambling on and speaking at a perfect pace. I nod my head along with her words, feeling bad that she had to deal with that.
"That's so frustrating."
"Literally. But then, he starts to shout at me but I had to go print something off for my boss otherwise he would've shouted at me, so, I stood up and told them to follow me. They did. I take them into the printer room, no one was there, I had to tell them that it was unfair how they expect me to put up with their arrogance when I'm trying to raise a daughter who understands the importance of money and how meaningful it is to even have some money! But they don't get that, they want to spoil her. They want her to meet all these fancy people and show her off since they never got to do that with me, why? Because I actually stood up for myself and made a fuss so they stopped parading me and they wanna parade my daughter but no! I will not stand for that—"
"—Nuh-uh—"
"—Exactly, I said 'Nuh-uh, no way, no way is that happening' because do you wanna know what they tried to convince me to let them do with Lily?"
"What?"
"They wanted to take her to Hawaii to meet this guy that they think could help her gain a brighter future. She's 3! What the hell is she gonna need a brighter future for? My baby still likes princesses, watching cartoons, playing dolls, and still likes being tucked in, she is not old enough to be considering what work she wants to do. Sure, if it was something like a child actor, fine, I'd maybe consider it but even then, I would never pressure her to do something like that. Why? Because she's 3! They are trying to get her to talk with a guy who's a lawyer, my love. A lawyer."
"Why a lawyer?"
"My question, exactly!" She replies, before leaning back in her chair and sighing, she shakes her head as her hands cover her face. "My question exactly, I asked, why would she wanna go all the way to Hawaii and be away from her mother dearest just to talk to a guy she's never met and probably won't remember 2 hours later! But turns out, that his wife is a teacher at a fancy ass nursery and she thinks it'd be good for Lily to go there and actually get a good education as if the school I have her going too isn't good enough." She continues onto complain about,
"The school looks just fine! Everybody seems somewhat nice. It doesn't look like it's falling apart or anything." I try to defend her, her nodding her head and looking at me with 'Finally, someone gets it' eyes.
"Exactly! The school is fine! I mean, I love Lily but if she went into those fancy nurseries, I genuinely wouldn't wanna step anywhere near it. Lily likes the school she's at, she likes her friends and she likes her classes and she likes the teachers but no, that's not important to my mommy dearest but I wish she would understand that it's my choice where I send her, it's my choice where I want her to go. It's my choice! And they want to take that away from me." She complains, sighing and finally catching her breath. "I think I'm out of breath." She complains,
"That was a very impressive rambling session." I compliment,
"Thank you, my love." She says, groaning and resting her head against my chest. "I just can't believe they wanted to take her all the way to fucking Hawaii just to talk to a man that she probably wouldn't even talk too." She complains, shaking her head. I nod my head and pet her head, trying to calm her down.
"I know but hey, they aren't here anymore. You don't have to deal with them. You're home and with me and Lily." I say, quietly, rubbing her arms. "Is there anything I can do to help you feel better?" I question, pulling away from the hug and feeling her hold herself up and look up at me with her mouth shut but her lips slightly pursed out making me smile as she reminds me of Lily earlier. Her and Lily are so similar.
"A knife. A knife, two body bags and a shovel."
"Why?"
"Because I would love to carry out the murder I planned on my way home and with all those murder podcasts that you listen too, you can really help me out and tell me what to avoid." She answers in reply, making me laugh.
"Oh, baby," I let out, placing a kiss on her lips that she returns, we pull away and I smile. "I will do anything for you."
"Even murder—?"
"—Okay, well, why don't you calm down and we'll still see if you wanna carry it out, 'kay?"
"No fun." She complains, letting her shoulders fall.
"Mommy?" I hear Lily say, I quickly get off of her lap and move into the chair beside Y/n, Y/n looks over and Lily is in a onesie, walking toward her and itching her eyes. "Mama." She says, smiling widely and waddling over to her.
"Ah, hello my beauty!" Y/n greets her, standing and picking her up, "You look so cute." She compliments, placing multiple kisses on her cheek before letting Lily wrap her tiny limp legs around her and hugs into her. "Can't sleep?"
"I wait for you."
"Aw, you waited for me?" Y/n asks her, Lily nods her head. "Aw, you must really love mama, huh?" Lily nods her head.
"To moon and fly back." She replies, moving her hand in an aeroplane motion, making me smile widely at how adorable Lily is.
"Did mommy Jenna do good?" Y/n asks her, Lily giggles and nods her head.
"The best."
"So, should we keep her? What's the verdict, Sherlock?" Y/n asks her, glancing up and sending me a thumbs up, I return the thumbs up and Y/n looks back down, Lily yawns and stretches before resting her head against Y/n's chest. I wanna do that...
"Keep her, Mama." Lily answers through a sigh, Y/n chuckles softly and places a kiss on her head.
"Okay, baby," She replies, quietly and lightly swaying. "I'll keep her." She adds, softly, in minutes Lily's fast asleep and she stands up. "I'll take this one to bed then I'll meet you in our bedroom, hm?"
"Wait, have you had anything to eat for dinner?"
"No, but I'm really not hungry. After tonight, I need a bath then sleep." Y/n replies, I nod my head and follow behind her, getting a bath ready for her and making sure to keep it warm. I watch as Y/n comes in and she quickly brushes her teeth and then looks to see the bath made, she sighs contently. "Oh, my god, you are the best girlfriend ever." She says, smiling widely. She takes my hands and stands me up, "I don't say it enough, I'm sorry." She apologises,
"Hey, don't say that, you do."
"No, but... but I wanna say it more." She expresses to me, "I really appreciate this relationship and the way you've been so understanding. I just—" She exhales softly, "I really appreciate this and I really like you, Jenna. I really... really fucking like you. I'm so head over heels for you and I want you to know that. I want you to know that I'm so amazed by you and it's why I..." She hesitates, her breath hitching as her eyes glance between mines, her eyes glance at my lips and I rest my head against hers, feeling myself blush and my stomach burst with butterflies. "It's why I think I can love you." She confesses, my heart grows 10 sizes and I smile widely.
"You love me?" I ask her, softly. Feeling my eyes soften and I feel myself immediately begin to fall in love with her right then and there. There's been so many moments that feel like we don't have time for romance but this? This is what I love, this is what I want. I want this. I want... her and I love her... I... I love her...
"I really do." She answers, softly, letting out a small chuckle as a single tear falls down her cheek. "B—But please, I don't want to pressure you. I really don't. Please, don't say it if you don't feel it. I just— You deserve to know that someone loves you and I know that Lily loves having you around, it's just... I wish I had more time for the romance stuff but I don't so in the moments that we do have, I want you to know that I don't want to be anywhere else but with you. You make me so happy." She expresses to me, neither of us saying anything for a moment. I kiss her and feel her kiss me back and rest her hands on my waist, I lean more into her and notice her stumble slightly but I immediately rest my body against hers again. I don't want to be away from her ever. I pull away from the kiss and my eyes flutter open, I glance between her beautiful and enticing pupils that I feel so comforted by.
"I love you." I whisper to her, feeling her immediately hug me and shower my face with kisses making me giggle. She hugs me tightly and pulls away from kissing my cheek to kissing my lips, I kiss her back and wrap my legs around her waist, pulling her further in. Wanting more. She tugs on my t-shirt and I pull away, taking my t-shirt off. I feel her rest her hand on my waistband and slowly move it down, continuing to kiss me. I kick off my joggies and my socks and she unclips my bra, I unravel her belt on her robe and move it off. I hear the door shut and she pulls away, smiling widely.
She gets into the bath then lies down, she leans over and offers her hand, I get in and lie against her. The back of my head resting against her chest. I feel her left hand move to rest on my neck, she moves it to the front and tilts my head to the side and slightly up, she kisses me and I kiss her back. Feeling her right hand move. I immediately moan, pulling away from the kiss and feel her hand move and cover my mouth.
"Shh." She whispers against her hand, both of us smiling at one another. She removes her hand and I tilt my head into her chest, trying to be quiet. I feel her grip my neck slightly and I moan, her kissing my cheek then my neck. I chuckle softly and tilt my head, giving her more access. "Let me make sure you know I love you, hm?" She asks me, I turn to look into her eyes, both of us smiling at one another. I immediately lean in and place a kiss on her lips, she kisses me back and continues to pleasure me.
God, this is the best night of my life...
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