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The boys sang and performed On, Blood Sweat & Tears, Airplane Pt 2, and Baepsae for her, Ami just sat there stunned the entire time. They were SO GOOD. Everything about them, their look, dancing, how they played off each other, how they played to her how they used their sex appeal with everything they did. They focused all on her the entire time and when they were done, they were all tired and smiling at her. They could tell they shook her a little, and they loved it.
"Jesus." she just whispered. "I can't follow that."
Namjoon laughed, "What are you talking about?" He came over and kissed her.
"I feel like I'm having a fan girl moment." she laughed. "Seriously. I mean, no wonder people lose their minds for you all." They all just smiled and laughed at her.
"You haven't lost your mind for us until now?" Jimin smirked at her as he was wiping the sweat off his neck.
"Oh, no, obviously my mind was gone a long time ago, but this...is next level." She was speechless. Jungkook looked over at her and could see she wasn't the same as she was in the kitchen teasing him 30 minutes earlier. He walked over, leaned over, and whispered in her ear, "The mask stays on tonight, nothing else." And she just nodded. He smiled and walked away.
"If anyone has any requests, now might be the time." He said as he walked into the kitchen to get some water. The rest of them just looked at her, all her walls were down.
Namjoon spoke up, "You can request, but the rules still apply."
Hobi looked at her, "I need someone to take my place as a minder for her, just for tonight." She looked over at him, her eyes huge and she could feel her heart start to race.
"I will be if that is OK with you Ami and Joon." Yoongi stepped up after watching her become submissive.
Ami just shook her head, yes, and Namjoon agreed.
Hobi walked up to her, and ran his fingers down her neck, "I can't wait to play with you later." She shuddered when he spoke to her, closing her eyes, just nodding. "Words, Love." He said to her, "I can't wait." she replied quietly.
Jin walked up to her, "Sweetheart when it's time, I want to be the one to take this off you." he said, as he ran his fingers down the sides of her dress. "O-ok" she replied with a hitch in her breath. He smiled at her and kissed her cheek.
Tae walked up to her and said, "Kitten?" She looked up at him, "Yes?" she said softly. She could see him smoldering at her, it made her weak. "I have no special requests for you tonight, but I do want time with you." "Of course," she replied. "Would you like that?" he asked softly. "Yes," she said, looking up at him. He leaned over and gave her a slow kiss.
She looked over at Jimin. He was left to say anything to her, and she was most nervous for him. She had heard of people falling for the "Jimin Effect" for how he could make people feel. She never really experienced it in full before, she had just been friends with him for so long. But watching him dance and stare right at her, she couldn't think straight.
She watched him walk over to her, not breaking eye contact and smiling at her. He could tell she was nervous, and he loved it. She usually had some control over situations and quick comebacks, but she didn't have any right now. The boys were eating it up.
"Darling." He said as he ran his fingers over her shoulders. "You have been awfully quiet, not at all like you." He smiled at her. Ami closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "Open your eyes," he whispered. She opened them and looked directly into his. She was totally submissive to him. She was submissive to all of them tonight. "Why don't you go with Joon and get ready, it's almost time for you to sing." He smiled at her. She just nodded at him and stood up. Namjoon took her hand and they went to his room.
When they heard his door close, Yoongi spoke up. "I've never seen her so submissive to all of us. Even earlier tonight, she pushed back more than she is now."
"I think I know why...." Jin said.
Namjoon and Ami were in his room, and she was hugging him. "Hey, are you doing OK?" He was rubbing her back and giving her sweet kisses. He could tell she was acting differently than earlier. "I'm good." She replied. "Your performance threw me off." She laughed.
"Why!?" He just laughed at her.
"You all focused on just me, not spread out in a room of 50,000 fans." she looked up at him with a smile. "I could just feel it all, I wasn't expecting it. I don't know if I can sing to you all after that."
"Oh stop! Get out of your head." He smiled at her. She just laughed at him.
There was a knock at the door, and Yoongi slipped in.
"Hey Yoongi," She said to him, she was starting to sound like her old self.
"Hi, can we talk for a second?" He asked, closing the door behind him.
"What's up?" Namjoon asked.
"So, we are worried about you," he said, looking over at her.
"Me? Why?" She looked at him, confused.
"We've all played together a few times, we know you've never been submissive to all of us, at once, like you were out there a little while ago." He looked up at Namjoon and then back over to her. "We just want to make sure you are in the right headspace to play. I know sometimes when we are busy with getting ready for a tour or concert, we have to make so many decisions that there is a point where I just don't care anymore and will do anything as long as I don't have to make a choice. We don't want to put you in a situation where we are all coming at you, and you just stop caring to make choices anymore."
Namjoon looked down at her, "Babe, it's not safe to play if you can't trust yourself to make choices at the moment." He was rubbing her back as they watched her think.
"I'm so tired of having to think and decide, it felt good to just.. Not... with you guys out there. I need that. I need a night of not thinking, and just doing. I need someone else to make the decisions for me tonight." She said to them.
"But how can we do that with you?" Namjoon asked. "I don't want you or someone regretting something tomorrow."
"How about this," she said, "Joon, why don't you and I make a list of what we both will be OK with... If I ask or someone wants to do something with me, not on this list, then it's absolutely off the table, just for tonight. I know emotions run high in the moment, and I think mine will be running high." She said the last part quietly. "Would that work for people?"
"I think that will work for the group, Joon, what do you think?" Yoongi asked him.
"Let me and her talk, and I'll let you know," he said to him, as he carefully watched her.
Yoongi left to let them know what was going on.
"I don't want you to be in a position you may regret later." He said gently to her.
"I understand that. I do. But it felt really good to not have to think out there. I have been thinking and overthinking for over a month for that show, my brain is tired." she chuckled. "I'm ready for a night of someone just telling me what to do, and having fun. Does that make sense? I feel like I just need a reset."
He knew exactly what she was talking about. There were times in the past when they would all play together, before her, and he would feel that way. He always felt better the next day, more focused. He knew with all the attention she was getting and what might come, there wouldn't be a break for her.
"OK." He said as he smiled gently at her. "Let's make a list."
She reached up and kissed him, holding his face with her hands. "Thank you." She whispered.
Ami knew what she liked, what she was willing to do, and what she didn't like. Namjoon wasn't surprised at her quick decisive decision-making.
After they were done, he took it out to them. "Here, these are the rules for the night we both agree on. She wants to be the sub for the night, she doesn't have it in her any other way. I asked her many times, and she needs it. She needs a break from thinking and she needs you to make the decisions for her. But, she wants to make sure you are having fun too." He smiled at them.
"I like it." Hobi said, "I feel better going into this with her rules, no one wants to regret anything later on." Everyone agreed with him.
"OK, here is the list, go ahead and read it. She knows what she likes." He smiled at them. "If you have questions, send Yoongi in. Otherwise, she will be out in 15 minutes, she said she's excited to sing for you."
RULES FOR TONIGHT
Firm yes:
Anything we have done so far is fair play.
Breath play with Hobi, but not to the point of passing out.
JK can ask the group for suggestions.
Jin needs to be the one to undress her.
Jimin can dress her in anything he would like if he wants to.
Touching anywhere is allowed.
Kissing anywhere is allowed.
Edging. Pulling her hair, but not rough.
Blindfolds
She will touch you if you ask her to.
She loves the pet names you have for her.
She likes being restrained, but not being held by her wrists. If she is uncomfortable though and she asks you to stop, you need to help her so she doesn't hurt.
The full name rule applies.
The mask stays on at all times.
She will respond with words, if she can't we need to back up until she can.
She will stay here tonight. -Namjoon's rule-
Full aftercare is required, for her and anyone who needs it -Namjoon's Rule-
Firm No- for tonight:
Giving or getting marks
Tickling
Spanking
No sex with her tonight -Namjoon's rule-
Everyone passed around the rules and read them. "Wow," Hobi said after reading the list. He was the last one to go through them.
Yoongi said, "Hell of the night to choose to be her minder." he smiled. He knew he still got to play with her, but he wasn't going to be the focus this time.
Jin spoke up, "It looks like a lot when it's written down, but there are just a few new ones she agrees to, and we have confirmation on what she doesn't want. The concern was she won't be able to advocate for herself, so this sets the limits. How does everyone feel, is there anything you want to add to it?"
When Jin put it that way, everyone felt better and was excited for the night to continue.
Yoongi yelled, "Suki! We want to hear you sing!!! It's your turn!!"
Namjoon came out smiling, "I can't wait to hear her." he said to them and he hooked up her phone so she could play the music.
"Hey," she said as she came around the corner, she was back to her confident self. "Ready?" She grinned.
"YES!" they all yelled at her.
"Hope you like it." She smiled. She knew where the night was going to go, so she picked songs that would tease them because she knew it would be the last she was going to be able to get in with them.
PLAY SPOTIFY PLAYLIST.
As she was singing the songs, she let go more and more. They could tell she was back to her old self, and they loved it. By the end of the 3rd song, she looked at them all and they looked so happy. "Jesus, you are SO GOOD!" Yoongi yelled.
"I have one more if you want to hear it, I think you know it." She smirked.
"OH?" Joon said, "Let's hear it." She smiled as she hit the play button. It was Jimin's Filter.
The music started playing and all their jaws dropped, they had never heard her sing one of their songs. Jimin sat there, shocked as she sang to them. She decided to repay the favor to him and sang it directly to him. When she was done they jumped up, cheering, laughing, and clapping. Jimin went up to her and just hugged her.
"That. Was. AMAZING." he said into her ear. "Fuck." "I'm glad you liked it." She hugged him back. When Jimin finally released her, Namjoon came and kissed her, holding her tight. "What was unbelievable. Do you know any of our other songs?"
"I may have picked up a few here and there over the last year. But I didn't dare do anything with a rap line in it." She laughed. "Oh, I'm sure you could do it." Hobi said, "I want to hear it from you someday."
Namjoon took her to the kitchen to get her something to drink.
"How are you feeling? You look more like yourself." He smiled at her, rubbing her arm.
"I feel better. Apparently, the best way to disarm me is to just come at me with your dance moves." She said to him sarcastically.
"Seriously, you guys could stop an invading army with your hips." She laughed at him. He smiled and walked over to her, taking her head in his hands and giving her a long, soft kiss. He could feel her relax in his hands, she was letting down her guard and giving herself over to him. She was not going to put up a fight tonight in any way. "Do you still want to do things the way we all talk about," he asked her.
"Yes." she breathlessly answered. He looked up behind her to the guys in the living room and gave a little wink. They all smiled back at him.
"You do look beautiful in this dress. You should wear things like this more often," he said to her as he ran his fingers across her collarbone.
"You should see the other one I have, I had to choose between two and this is the one I picked." She said calmly.
"There is another one?!" he said more loudly.
"What?" Jimin asked. They all heard Namjoon practically yell from the kitchen at her.
Namjoon looked up, "She has another dress. She had to pick between this one and a second one, and she picked this one."
She looked over at them, all but drooling at her, she just laughed at them. "Do you want me to go put it on and show you?"
"YES!" Was the resounding answer.
"Ok, ok. Jin, can you help me please?" She asked him.
"Me?" he looked up.
"Well, yeah, I need help getting out of this one... and..." he jumped up when he realized what she was asking. "Let's go." he smiled.