I thought I had friends, I was happy where I was at, I may still have been an outcast but I had a true friend. Now it's back to square one, alone again. I think I'm done with friends, they're not worth this pain.
I broke down last night, I couldn't stop crying, I cried to mum for like an hour, I loved her and she's left me, she was My only and closest friend and now I've got no-one so whoopdifuckingdoo.
I just don't know what to do, I don't know how to recover, I don't think that I can.
Her leaving me was fair, but that doesn't change the fact that she did. I thought we had something special, guess I was wrong. But hey bright side I'm not going to buy her that $200 headset I was gonna for her birthday. But for real I'm back to square one and I'm all alone again, all I have is my family and nothing else, so I guess I just have to deal with this lol.
I don't blame her for choosing this, but it still hurts