versions 1.3-1.6 (Diary 1) [A...

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moved to my new diary where hopefully i'll be less of a whiny bit- i mean where hopefully i'll be more mature... More

10/11/2021
11/11/2021
11/11/2021 pm
14/11/2021
15/11/2021
17/11/2021
18/11/2021
18/11/2021 night (don't publish)
19/11/2021
20/11/2021
24/11/2021
25/11/2021
26/11/2021
27/11/2021
28/11/2021
29/11/2021
why are we punished for emotions?
4/12/2021
6/12/2021
8/12/2021
12/12/2021
15/12/2021
i feel alone
20/12/2021
22/12/2021
23/12/2021
24/12/2021
25/12/2021
27/12/2021
i think i'm having a nervous breakdown
29/12/2021
let's talk my sexuality!
1/01/2022
again i'm reminded i'm a freak
idk what i even feel
ppl can't hide there intentions
ambiguous wording
week without issue
i'm fooling myself
hmm
still not feeling the best
out of my system and i am good
wooo feeling good
let the job hunt begin
i did say don't read the latest entry
i keep fucking up
idk anymore life is just life
help
question too awkward to ask
why did i think she reciprocated my feelings
and scene
i want a social life
kinda bums me out
):
are u ok?
i'm stressed
holding it together
purge!!!!
morals
heart sinks
can she say no?
baseless
she thinks i'm angry
i love her
what i hate about her
just a relatable quote (to me)
why do people have to be so complex
worried
she's just so precious
i don't give a flying fuck
quick question
1 person i like
two days
and we have reached calm waters
soz all g now
anxiety
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
who can i turn to
me free day
it was bound to happen eventually
back to the start
I have no-one
why? just why?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa part 2
doing this for me or you?
didn't, doesn't, won't
i just want my friend back
i'm F.U.C.K.E.D
no need to eat
feel like i've lit the bridge aflame
omg someone isn't just calling me a dick
what i hate about society!
last night
i want to apologise
life is a burden
of a feather
usually I don't get annoyed
already miss u
want her back
last 96 hrs
dodged a bullet?
i'm now a miserable fuck
fuck this shit
rattatatat
ok, 1 more time withOUT feelingS
... plz respond
what else is there to say?
I'm weird, get over it
i want this world to go up in flames
my foot ):
123
leave it be, just leave it
doesn't have to be awkward
real quick (1/2)
real quick (2/2)
i don't want NEW friends
this sucks ass
if i acted up?
pouting
bruh
first time in awhile
and back to sad
feeling neutral so... improvement?
autocannibalism
hold up
2 things
(literal) rocks... a positive for a change
now, my usual bitching
i really don't know what to do
... don't judge me
can't give you up
$D
used to think
put a bullet between my eyes
few was starting to lose my cool
something that keeps me up at night
my two brain cells can't do shit
surprisingly well worded emotions
should've kept quiet
random conspiracy
can everyone just stfu
i feel alone
just watched a true crime video
wtf do i do? HUH?!?!
trying to not harass her
did a funny ;3

me, myself and i

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By Scarletmonk720


mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


she still doesn't want to be around me, feels like balls. idk it's her decision but i don't have anymore friends so sitting by myself an entire day again it is. for what it's worth i'm sorry


 also i kinda lost my shit at my family, we live in filth and no matter how i try it won't change. so yelling at them and yelling fuck as loud as i can it is.

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