mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
she still doesn't want to be around me, feels like balls. idk it's her decision but i don't have anymore friends so sitting by myself an entire day again it is. for what it's worth i'm sorry
also i kinda lost my shit at my family, we live in filth and no matter how i try it won't change. so yelling at them and yelling fuck as loud as i can it is.