Trigger warning
BreakdownsPatton's POV:
I woke up and looked out a window.. What time was it? It was pretty dark out. Maybe 10ish?
I sighed shakily, how long was I going to have to go through this? My energy was back, nothing too much, but enough.
I had to get out of this handcuff. Come on, Patton, think!! Gosh, why couldn't this be a movie? There would always be some way to get out, to escape.
As much as I hate admitting this, Remus is smart and apparently so is his friend.
I sat there, mind racing on what they would do to me.. They said things when I was 'asleep' and im scared.
It's going to happen again, im going to be hurt all over again.
What if.. What if something were to happen and I won't ever be scared again?
I looked around more, that's when I saw it. There was a phone.. On the other side of the room.
I took a deep breath. Okay, okay, I can do this.
I got off the bed and stood my, my hand still cuffed to the bed.
I stood there for a minute, my legs shakey. I was scared, what if I got caught? No. No, everything is okay.
I slowly walked to the other side, dragging the bed along with me. This was so difficult, especially since I just want to breakdown and sob.
I don't know what I did to deserve this. I always tried doing the right thing. I never wanted to do anything that could affect anybody.
I sighed quietly, it took what felt like forever to get by the phone. I had to sit on the bed for a while.
Even if I do get out of here, im never going to be me. I don't want to go to therapy and all of that again.
I don't want to hurt my friends or anything like that again. I had to be selfish for once. I needed to do this for me.
I'm sorry, Logie. I'm sorry to all my friends, family, and you. I wish this was all different. We could have had our happily ever after.
By now, im trembling, my lip is quivering as well. I grabbed the phone and went to contacts.
I put Logan's number in. I had to text him at least, he deserved that.
'Hey, Logie. I know this is a random number, I found this phone, but it's your boyfriend.. I just wanted to ask for you to stop looking for me. This is my goodbye to you. I love you so so much and I need to let you know this. But I want you to find somebody else. Find somebody that you love. Have a family with them and keep them safe. Right now, I have no idea where I am and im scared. Even if I do get out of here, im not going to be me and I don't want any of you guys to see that. This is my choice.. I know it's selfish and im sorry, I just can't stand to deal with this and I don't think therapists or meds can help me. Im a lost cause now. Im glad I had you though. I will never regret what we had, it's done though. I love you so much, never forget that. ❤❤'
I put the phone down, my whole body shaking, tears falling down my face. I hope you're happy now, Remus. You won.
I knew that they were going to hurt me. That text could be tracked now.. It doesn't matter though. You know why? Over my crying, I heard the door open.
Steps getting closer and louder as they got to my room. The door opened and I refused to look up. Im a mess.
I was ready for my punishment. I was ready to be hurt again. But.. No?
"Hey, it's okay" I heard Kevin say in a soft and reassuring tone. No. I can't fall for it again. Not everybody is nice in this world Patton, at least I know this now.
"Take some deep breathes, you're going home now. Remus can't hurt you. It's a long story, but you're safe now. "
The phone buzzed, I couldn't look at it. I'm too weak.
"N- n- no.. I can't d- deal with this again." I whimpered quietly.
"Listen, im on your side here. Remus will never get to you again, I promise. " how would he know?!
"I don't.. I don't c- care! I can't deal with all of th- this. The trauma. I just want you t- to do one thing.." I was terrified but I can't live my life like this anymore.
"Uhm.. What is that?" Kevin sounded hesitant. Funny since he was laughing about hurting me earlier.
I looked him dead in the eye, the hurt and scared look on my face was clear. He looked worried.
"I want...-"
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He Was There (A Logicality Story) *completed*
FanfictionPatton has been in a relationship with Remus for 10 months and they hadn't had sex once. This makes Remus upset and he decides to fix the issue. Some drama and horrid things happen but patton found someone who can help TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ This story...