Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE)

Chapter 18

* Jesse *

What a strange fucking day.

I don't know what the hell just happened but whatever dreams haunted this beautiful girl, who was currently laying on my chest, were obviously so intensely traumatic they had caused her to be physically sick.

I didn't need this drama.

I had enough shit going on in my own life that I didn't want to add any more trouble.

I was a selfish, self absorbed prick who only cared about himself. I'd had these insults thrown at me my whole life, hearing them so often that I believed them to be true.

I used girls. Greedily taking whatever I wanted from them and throwing them away without a further thought.

I normally would have turned down her request to stay the night, especially if I wasn't getting any, but for some unknown reason I couldn't say no to this girl.

I just wanted to be close to her at all times.

Laying there on the couch my mind was so twisted. How could someone I only just met, someone I barely even knew have such an intense hold over me?

I didn't believe in all that love at first sight shit, hell I don't even think I really believed in love at all, but looking down at the troubled and damaged beauty in my arms I felt a weird tightening in my chest, my heart was beating faster then normal and I enjoyed how tightly she was gripping onto my body.

Maybe I felt more then just the usual sexual attraction. I mean did I want to screw her brains out? Fucking oath I did, but I also wanted to know what was behind those sad blue eyes.

'I'll just fuck her and get it out of my system' I thought to myself, once I get some that should get my head right and then I can dump her like all the rest' my mind continued on.

Well that's what I kept telling myself as her body snuggled tighter into mine, but if I was being really honest, I knew that wasn't true. For some strange reason I felt myself wanting to be around this enigma of a girl all of the time. Not only did my body yearn to be pressed tightly against hers in the most carnal of ways, but it was like my entire being needed her close to me on a higher level and I don't know how long I could fight these fucking urges.

Fuck.

What the actual fuck was happening to me.

I was dragged from my thoughts as Catherine carefully pulled herself up off my body and held out her soft hand towards me.

Without a second thought I eagerly took it, wrapping my hand around hers I couldn't help but think that her small hand fit perfectly in mine.

'Head straight' I reminded myself, as she guided us down the hall towards her bedroom.

'I better brush my teeth, after well, you know' she said sheepishly nodding her head back towards the kitchen as a tinge of pink crept up her cheeks.

I just nodded, unsure whether I should stand here in the hall and wait or make my way to her bedroom.

'Make yourself comfortable' she called over her shoulder.

'What the fuck are you doing?' I asked myself knowing that if I wanted to leave now was my chance.

Instead of racing to the front door to leave my feet carried me towards her room and I found myself sitting awkwardly on her bed waiting for her to return.

I nervously ran my hands through my hair as I let out a deep sigh. Shit I'd better let mum know where I was as I whipped out my phone.

Me: her ma, just letting you know I'm all good. Not getting into any trouble, I'm just staying at a friends house tonight. I hope that's ok x

Before I could even put my phone away it buzzed in reply.

Mum: ok bub, just please, please stay out of trouble. You know I love and trust you but this scholarship is important my amazing boy, just please don't forget that xx

Throwing my phone onto the bedside table I let out another sigh.

It didn't take long before Catherine joined me, standing in the door way where she was once again studying me intently.

God I hated her eyes on me, but damn if I didn't hate it more when they weren't.

She suddenly sighed deeply as if she had just resigned herself to something and made her way over to the bed and collapsed in a heap beside me. Before I could say a word she pulled me down beside her so my chest was pressed firmly against her back. I instinctively wrapped my arms around her body and pulled her as close to my body as I could before placing a soft kiss to her head.

She reached over and flicked off the little lamp that sat on her bedside table and after what felt like an eternity the stiffness in her body eased as she finally relaxed in my arms.

'Thank you' she whispered softly, her hands moving to now rest upon mine that were still wrapped tightly against her waist and I couldn't help but smile at the small, intimate gesture.

'You're welcome' I replied just as softly, placing another gentle kiss to her temple.

It didn't take long before Catherine's gentle snores echoed through her bedroom, I held her tightly waiting for whatever torment she fought to rear its ugly head, but after what felt like hours my beautiful girl hadn't stirred, satisfied that she was now asleep I finally drifted off into a deep slumber of my own.

I awoke the next morning with my sexy girl's tight little ass pressed firmly against my groin, the heavenly scent of her coconut body wash drifted up to my nose and as I gave her body a tight squeeze a seductive moan escaped from her lips.

'Damn girl' I groaned, my dick only hardening more.

Fuck I wanted her.

'Good morning to you too' she replied with a cute giggle and a cheeky wiggle of her ass before climbing out of bed.