𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙠𝙮𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙨

• earn our forgiveness •

continuation of  • serving your masters •
set a few months later

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When Anakin wanted you, he made it painfully obvious. He wouldn't take his eyes off you, following your every movement and hanging onto your every word. Your connection must have been known to everyone as he didn't bother trying to hide it, despite the disproving looks Mace Windu would give you whenever he caught the two of you flirting or standing too close together. Anakin loved knowing he had control over you even in public, and he loved that everyone knew about it. He'd purposely say things that would cause flashbacks of your many nights together to run through your mind, brush past you while pressing his boner against you, and sometimes he'd even resort to using the Force to stimulate you just to see you squirm.

When Obi-Wan wanted you, he was the complete opposite. He was a lot more conscious of keeping your relationship a secret than Anakin, which meant he did his best to ensure nobody could ever find out. It was easy to hide it seeing as everyone already assumed you and Anakin had a bond deeper than just friendly colleagues, so nobody even thought to see anymore more than a platonic friendship between you and Obi-Wan. You knew Obi-Wan wanted you when he ignored you. Purposely brushing off your suggestions during meetings, assigning other Jedi to missions that you would have been perfect for, and not even gracing you with a simple glance. He wanted you to need him just as much as he needed you; he wanted you to be begging for just a crumb of attention from him.

And when they both wanted you, they'd share a look and a give each other a nod, before doing their best to get you alone. They seemed to have a secret sign language to communicate where or how they would take you, but you never bothered trying to understand it. Obi-Wan would tap his chin or tweak his moustache, to which Anakin would either nod or shake his head, then rub his eyebrow or tap his nose. It was too complex for you to try to decipher, so you simply sat back and let them decide between themselves before hearing what excuse they came up with for the three of you to leave the room.

"We really should send a group out to Hoth to scan the area and see if we can find any evidence of Palpatine," Obi-Wan said after a series of sign-language gestures to Anakin.

"That's a good idea," Windu replied as you all sat around the briefing room. "Hoth shouldn't be underestimated; there's been many sightings there of the Sith reported to us recently."

"I'd like to go," Obi-Wan said, never once looking at you. You knew what he was doing, and you hated that it was working. Anakin, on the other hand, was staring at you with darkened eyes, his hand resting on his thigh while his other rested on his face. You saw him scan your body and couldn't help but squeeze your legs together, feeling a stir in your nether regions.

"I'll come with you, Master," Anakin said, his eyes remaining on you.

Obi-Wan then finally looked at you, filling you with delight. "Y/N, you should join us. Another pair of eyes wouldn't hurt."

Although you wanted to join them both, you also had plans with your friend, Muno, to go out for dinner. He had been asking for you a while, and you didn't want to disappoint him. "Actually, I'd rather sit this one out. I have some research to complete and a class with the younglings in an hour."

"I can take over the class," Plo-Wott, your assistant during classes, suggested as she sat up in her chair. "I need some experience teaching them alone, if I'm to become a Jedi Master."

"And your research can wait, it isn't urgent," Windu said. "Obi-Wan is right; another pair of eyes could make a world of difference."

You nodded slowly, avoiding Anakin and Obi-Wan's eyes as you knew they would have been pissed that you tried getting out of it at all. "Of course."