D.E.K.U. (Unfortunate izuku x todoroki)

U- Unforgivable

THIS IS BIG ANST IM READY TO WRITR WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Izuku:

I walk back to class, tired, but happy. A smile forms on my face knowing it'll be over soon. All the stressful planning done. On Friday after school at 4:30 on 123 Hero street I will go to the tallest building, jump and die on impact. I have dark circles under my eyes. I dont really pay attention in class, I dont need to. I end up starting a new page in my notebook. I scribble in the same spot, layering pencil in the same spot over and over, zoned out until the bell rings for lunch. Im starving but cant bring myself to eat anything. Todoroki comes to sit with me, Ururaka, and Iida. I have food, it looks good but the thought of eating makes me nauseous. I cringe a little and poke my fork into my food, avoiding eating it.

"So Deku. What did you have?"

"Huh"

"You know. What sickness did you have??" Ururaka asks.

"Oh... Stomach bug. Im better now just.. Not very hungry." I havnt eaten a real meal in over 2 days.

Todoroki eyes me and I feel more anxious than before. Stupid ass brain jeez.

"Midoriya. Why did you not send a reply to our texts?" Iida asks.

"Oh. I- lost my charger." I say, sneaking a glance at todoroki only to find awkward eye contact with him. I looks away getting flustered. Why am I getting flustered. Thats how I used to feel around ururaka. I feel my face heat up. Do I like boys? I thought I was straight- ive never liked a boy before. Have i liked a boy before? Whats going on why do I feel like this all fluttery and extra nervous inside. Like I'm gonna throw up but im not.

(T h e p u k e o f l o v e - little misfortune)

Whenever he hugged me I felt safe. I wish he would kiss me-

OH CRAP- OH SH-

My thoughts are interrupted by ururaka waving her hand in front of my face. "Deku!! Weve been trying to get your attention. Youve been staring at the table muttering for the past 5 minutes!!" I look up panicked, "uhwmanzma" I cant form sentances. Todoroki looks at me with concern. I stand up and sprint away. I go to the nearest bathroom and sit. I dont know what just happened.

I wish he cared about me.' My brain thinks.

Hes so cute and perfect. I smile a little and then start panicking again. Am i gay? Do i like boys? Todoroki enters the bathroom. "Midoriya? Are you ok?"

"Yup nope yup." Is what i respond with and i mentally facepalm. Im so dumb jeez.

"Thats not a very reassuring answer.."

"I know."

I come out of the stall and see him in all his glory. I blush. I mentally curse

'Shit'

I look up and see a light blush on his face. I mustve embarassed him so bad. Why cant I do anything right.

_time skip to that night cuz im a lazy writer and I cannnnnn_

Todo:

I sit on my bed after an intense night of training. I took several hittings from the old man. No point in even believing that disgrace of a campfire could even be considered a parent at this point. Im sweating my pants off, my shirt soaked. I peel it off my body and get into a lukewarm shower. I clean and get out. I decide to text midoriya, he seemed flustered earlier. Hes so cute. The old man would kill me if he found out I was gay. Actually..